Thursday, July 15, 2010
lolwhut
Esther Alpheta Sng you should totally think before you speak. And seriously, you are annoying. Think about what you really are before you point your fingers at others,laughing at them. if you think you're the best, there is always someone out there better than you. For your case, anyone is better than you.
You ever notice they never show dicks on TV?
I mean like on the HBO shows, they'll show boobs and stuff. If I ever get to make a show its gonna have a lot of dicks. Well not lots, I don't want it dirty, I just want it cocks represented. So maybe two shots for an hour show. Not grotesque. Just classy, shaven, no balls.
I mean I see balls all willy-nilly bouncing around in these gross, soft-core kinda sex scenes but I'm gonna take 'em back.
I mean I see balls all willy-nilly bouncing around in these gross, soft-core kinda sex scenes but I'm gonna take 'em back.
SS
I used to hate secondary school so much, i hated every day i spent, i hated the teachers.
Then I started having friends, friends i could count on, friend that i could hang out with everyday, the usual bunch of couse, eric, andrew, tariful and a few others i guess. Im starting to appreciate my classmates, they were an awful cheery lot and we were much united. The people here in MI are totally rubbish, there's so much politics going on in class, i barely know 3/4 of my classmates i can't talk to anyone at all, i wander around during morning assembly for a buddy or someone that i can speak to and go to class with together, I don't have anyone to accompany me at all. There's no one to speak to. The girl i Like hasn't spoken to me ever since school started. I hate my life.
I hate this. I don't understand why am i going through all of this? What will it take for me to open my eyes and realise what's wrong. What did I ever do wrong? I've had nothing but hopes for a better tmrw every single day but my heart yearns for nothing but happiness.
Then I started having friends, friends i could count on, friend that i could hang out with everyday, the usual bunch of couse, eric, andrew, tariful and a few others i guess. Im starting to appreciate my classmates, they were an awful cheery lot and we were much united. The people here in MI are totally rubbish, there's so much politics going on in class, i barely know 3/4 of my classmates i can't talk to anyone at all, i wander around during morning assembly for a buddy or someone that i can speak to and go to class with together, I don't have anyone to accompany me at all. There's no one to speak to. The girl i Like hasn't spoken to me ever since school started. I hate my life.
I hate this. I don't understand why am i going through all of this? What will it take for me to open my eyes and realise what's wrong. What did I ever do wrong? I've had nothing but hopes for a better tmrw every single day but my heart yearns for nothing but happiness.
let it be
It sounds more like you're still into her and don't want to let her go, yet at the same time don't want to admit that to yourself.
i probably am, a bit. But I don't want to be, y'know? Nothing is going to happen, and I want to say I'm fine with that. I'm looking elsewhere I'm not longing to be with her, I'm not blind to all her flaws anymore, but she's just in my head and I want her out of it. She makes me think there's something wrong with me and that's why I failed, and she makes me feel angry. I don't think about winning her over, I think about me getting the chance to reject her and rub her fucking face in it. And I think its not good to feel this way about someone.
I don't want to be spiteful, I just want to look out for number one.
cut you out.
I'm not going to be confrontational, just purposefully drift. I'll feel bad, but sometimes I think it'd be for the best. If it wasn't for the fact that i see you almost everyday i would have cut you out of my life a long time ago.
I'll be honest, it does kinda piss me off when people bash Macs.
The main reason is that most of the time it's ad hominem misinformed anti-Apple rhetoric, such as the following. (Keep in mind that this topic is about Macs, the same arguments may or may not apply to the iPhone, iPad, iTunes Store, etc.)
"It only has one button!"
Apple mice have had two-button capability for about five years, and even before that you could plug in a standard multi-button mouse and it would just work.
"The platform is so closed down."
This doesn't really apply to the Mac at all. You can install absolutely anything you want. The biggest limitation is the ability to install OS X on Apple hardware only. Personally I think it's Apple's prerogative to enforce that, and I don't have a problem with it. Every time I hear this no one can cite me a specific example. (Again, iPhone is a totally different story. We're only talking about Macs in this topic.)
"Macs are not very powerful, they're only for the computer illiterate."
This one bugs me the most, because under the hood, Macs are just UNIX. You have a shell and you can go crazy with grep and tail and top and all that stuff at the command line if you want. And the great part about being UNIX-based is that many open-source packages build without much effort.
"You can't customize the UI."
There have actually been several projects in the past to theme the OS X interface, but most of them have died off, mostly due to lack of demand. People seem happy with the way OS X looks. I know a lot of Mac users personally and I don't know any of them who even desire to theme the interface. If you really care about this, there are a few other fledgling projects in the works like Facade and Macnifique as well, and there is sort of an underground community of people who hack together OS X themes by hand.
"Macs are greatly overpriced, you have to spend at least $2000 to get a good Mac."
I am typing this on my MacBook Pro that I bought for $1100. It's got a Core 2 Duo, 4 GB RAM, 500 GB hard drive, and pretty decent graphics. Honestly at the time I bought this I could probably have gotten a PC with equivalent specs for maybe $900. So yes, there is a slight price premium for Macs if you're just equating hardware on a spec sheet. I have no problem admitting that. But it is not nearly as much as it used to be, and the thing is, you don't buy a Mac all for the specs. You buy it for the hardware design, the little details like the trackpad, and the seamless experience with OS X.
"Macs only sell well because of marketing."
Apple has good commercials and marketing, no doubt about it. But I honestly think the biggest draw for new Mac users these days is word of mouth. People buy a Mac and love it so much they tell all their friends. That speaks volumes more than a simple TV commercial.
"Macs don't run games."
This is definitely the most legitimate argument of the bunch, but now that we have Steam on Mac, I think that you'll see a ton of games get released for Mac and PC at the same time.
"It only has one button!"
Apple mice have had two-button capability for about five years, and even before that you could plug in a standard multi-button mouse and it would just work.
"The platform is so closed down."
This doesn't really apply to the Mac at all. You can install absolutely anything you want. The biggest limitation is the ability to install OS X on Apple hardware only. Personally I think it's Apple's prerogative to enforce that, and I don't have a problem with it. Every time I hear this no one can cite me a specific example. (Again, iPhone is a totally different story. We're only talking about Macs in this topic.)
"Macs are not very powerful, they're only for the computer illiterate."
This one bugs me the most, because under the hood, Macs are just UNIX. You have a shell and you can go crazy with grep and tail and top and all that stuff at the command line if you want. And the great part about being UNIX-based is that many open-source packages build without much effort.
"You can't customize the UI."
There have actually been several projects in the past to theme the OS X interface, but most of them have died off, mostly due to lack of demand. People seem happy with the way OS X looks. I know a lot of Mac users personally and I don't know any of them who even desire to theme the interface. If you really care about this, there are a few other fledgling projects in the works like Facade and Macnifique as well, and there is sort of an underground community of people who hack together OS X themes by hand.
"Macs are greatly overpriced, you have to spend at least $2000 to get a good Mac."
I am typing this on my MacBook Pro that I bought for $1100. It's got a Core 2 Duo, 4 GB RAM, 500 GB hard drive, and pretty decent graphics. Honestly at the time I bought this I could probably have gotten a PC with equivalent specs for maybe $900. So yes, there is a slight price premium for Macs if you're just equating hardware on a spec sheet. I have no problem admitting that. But it is not nearly as much as it used to be, and the thing is, you don't buy a Mac all for the specs. You buy it for the hardware design, the little details like the trackpad, and the seamless experience with OS X.
"Macs only sell well because of marketing."
Apple has good commercials and marketing, no doubt about it. But I honestly think the biggest draw for new Mac users these days is word of mouth. People buy a Mac and love it so much they tell all their friends. That speaks volumes more than a simple TV commercial.
"Macs don't run games."
This is definitely the most legitimate argument of the bunch, but now that we have Steam on Mac, I think that you'll see a ton of games get released for Mac and PC at the same time.
TROLLED.
dick. (W) says:
*dude
*dude
*listen.
ian says:
*i can't balance the 12.5 out on both sides of the short bar cause it'd be like 6.25 kg each side
*so i just do curls on the long bar
*yeah?
dick. (W) says:
*hear me out okay
ian says:
*sure, sup man?
dick. (W) says:
*i need to see a doctor badly, but i dont have insurance.
*nor do i have any money.
*i've had an ulcer for years and have just dealt with it
*watching what i eat, etc.. it's gotten progresively worse over the years, but i've never had the money to do something about it.
*Over the last few days, i've had serious stomach pain, accompanied by a perfectly symmetricial pain in my back.
*from what i can tell, this means the ulcer has eaten through my stomach and digestive fluid is dripping out into my chest cavity. this is potentially fatal.
*like i said, i have no money, no insurance, no assets, nothing even of signinifcant worth to be pawned or sold, but i need to see a doctor.
*what can i do?
*i imagine treatment will be unimaginably expenisve, but the fact is, i really really dont want to die.
*help me out. are there any kind of special medical loans, charity groups? payment plans? ANYTHING?
ian says:
*first thing you need to do is get yourself checked out
*like go to the hospital
*tell them exactly what you're telling me now
*they'll have some financial assistance scheme
*i can try to save abit of cash and help out
*but i'm not sure if it'll be a significant enough amount
dick. (W) says:
*you're really serious about wat i said? LOL
*Damn you're such a nice fella man.
*i was just trolling u thou.
*sorry sorry! T-T
ian says:
*LOL i thought you were serious
dick. (W) says:
*HA HA HA SIF.
ian says:
*hahahahaha nice one, you got me(:
dick. (W) says:
*SORRY I COULDNT HELP IT MANG
*I JUST WANTED TO DO IT
ian says:
*lol omg i went to wiki and serached stomach ulcer to see if the symptoms are like back pain and shit
*hahahahaha
dick. (W) says:
*omgosh. lol u so cute.
*fuck i wish i could post this on fb lol too bad : (
*would've goten alot of lol's.
*dude
*dude
*listen.
ian says:
*i can't balance the 12.5 out on both sides of the short bar cause it'd be like 6.25 kg each side
*so i just do curls on the long bar
*yeah?
dick. (W) says:
*hear me out okay
ian says:
*sure, sup man?
dick. (W) says:
*i need to see a doctor badly, but i dont have insurance.
*nor do i have any money.
*i've had an ulcer for years and have just dealt with it
*watching what i eat, etc.. it's gotten progresively worse over the years, but i've never had the money to do something about it.
*Over the last few days, i've had serious stomach pain, accompanied by a perfectly symmetricial pain in my back.
*from what i can tell, this means the ulcer has eaten through my stomach and digestive fluid is dripping out into my chest cavity. this is potentially fatal.
*like i said, i have no money, no insurance, no assets, nothing even of signinifcant worth to be pawned or sold, but i need to see a doctor.
*what can i do?
*i imagine treatment will be unimaginably expenisve, but the fact is, i really really dont want to die.
*help me out. are there any kind of special medical loans, charity groups? payment plans? ANYTHING?
ian says:
*first thing you need to do is get yourself checked out
*like go to the hospital
*tell them exactly what you're telling me now
*they'll have some financial assistance scheme
*i can try to save abit of cash and help out
*but i'm not sure if it'll be a significant enough amount
dick. (W) says:
*you're really serious about wat i said? LOL
*Damn you're such a nice fella man.
*i was just trolling u thou.
*sorry sorry! T-T
ian says:
*LOL i thought you were serious
dick. (W) says:
*HA HA HA SIF.
ian says:
*hahahahaha nice one, you got me(:
dick. (W) says:
*SORRY I COULDNT HELP IT MANG
*I JUST WANTED TO DO IT
ian says:
*lol omg i went to wiki and serached stomach ulcer to see if the symptoms are like back pain and shit
*hahahahaha
dick. (W) says:
*omgosh. lol u so cute.
*fuck i wish i could post this on fb lol too bad : (
*would've goten alot of lol's.
If we could turn back
*my father
*doesnt understand me at all
*i cannot talk to him
*he doesnt see things the way i see them.
*we see through different eyes, my perspective on life and his is totally different
*he wants me to conform to his way of living and be just like him i can't i want to be somewhere i want to do so many things
*just because he's old and his dreams have all been gone because he didnt realise his mistakes doesnt mean i have to suffer the same faith as him
*let me live my dreams
*at least live his through me. why won't he let me go.
*why is he holding me on a leash and still demanding so much from me when i don't want to stay, he says i can't look after myself why won't he let me try.
*let me find out, let me cut my finger and realise never to do it again
*is it that difficult for them to see that all i want is to find out on my own, they underestimate me. they say i talk too much
*that i over think over react and i am full of myself ,that i can't do things that i think im capable of, they dont know me.
*they barely know who i am. my father doesnt even live with me, why judge me when you don't know me.
*he recieves all his intel from my mother, and my mother she paints a black picture of me.
*she never points out positive things i do, she doesn't realise that when i do something good it takes alot of effort from me.
Eternal ruler says:
*wtf
*wall of text
dick. (W) says:
*my fucking parents dont understand me.
*doesnt understand me at all
*i cannot talk to him
*he doesnt see things the way i see them.
*we see through different eyes, my perspective on life and his is totally different
*he wants me to conform to his way of living and be just like him i can't i want to be somewhere i want to do so many things
*just because he's old and his dreams have all been gone because he didnt realise his mistakes doesnt mean i have to suffer the same faith as him
*let me live my dreams
*at least live his through me. why won't he let me go.
*why is he holding me on a leash and still demanding so much from me when i don't want to stay, he says i can't look after myself why won't he let me try.
*let me find out, let me cut my finger and realise never to do it again
*is it that difficult for them to see that all i want is to find out on my own, they underestimate me. they say i talk too much
*that i over think over react and i am full of myself ,that i can't do things that i think im capable of, they dont know me.
*they barely know who i am. my father doesnt even live with me, why judge me when you don't know me.
*he recieves all his intel from my mother, and my mother she paints a black picture of me.
*she never points out positive things i do, she doesn't realise that when i do something good it takes alot of effort from me.
Eternal ruler says:
*wtf
*wall of text
dick. (W) says:
*my fucking parents dont understand me.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
double edged blade
Robot says:
*I was telling you cause iguess you shld be careful with things u say now :/ I think she might just burst anytime
*I kinda sense it
dick. (W) says:
*i want her to burst.
*she hasnt said anything sia.
*u know how fucking annoying it is or not.
*and
*u see the comment
*why she so pissed over that
*did i say anything wrong?
*did i hurt anyone?
Robot says:
*I guess you knw how some people are into religion
*she prolly took it too srsly
dick. (W) says:
*fucking
*oversensitive childish fucked up bitch
*acting all pious and high class for fuck?
*wht she trying to prove to me?
Robot says:
*agreeing with that
*sometimes I wish she wld soften up abit
*I mean you've been nth but niceto her
*gave in to her alot
*and she can still treat you like shit
*you didn't scare her, you didn't do anything wrong to her I don't see why she shld be acting this way
*if it were me id still treat u the same yknow like be friends
dick. (W) says:
*yes.
Robot says:
*or at least make it clear you're just a freiend
*I was telling you cause iguess you shld be careful with things u say now :/ I think she might just burst anytime
*I kinda sense it
dick. (W) says:
*i want her to burst.
*she hasnt said anything sia.
*u know how fucking annoying it is or not.
*and
*u see the comment
*why she so pissed over that
*did i say anything wrong?
*did i hurt anyone?
Robot says:
*I guess you knw how some people are into religion
*she prolly took it too srsly
dick. (W) says:
*fucking
*oversensitive childish fucked up bitch
*acting all pious and high class for fuck?
*wht she trying to prove to me?
Robot says:
*agreeing with that
*sometimes I wish she wld soften up abit
*I mean you've been nth but niceto her
*gave in to her alot
*and she can still treat you like shit
*you didn't scare her, you didn't do anything wrong to her I don't see why she shld be acting this way
*if it were me id still treat u the same yknow like be friends
dick. (W) says:
*yes.
Robot says:
*or at least make it clear you're just a freiend
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
3 out of 4. what happened to the other 1?
I never gave you a reason to hate me. You're just creating your own little drama out of pure insecurity.
Don't keep me waiting
How am i suppose to tell you how i Feel?
I would make you happy.
I am never going to leave.
I am going crazy for you.
I would make you happy.
I am never going to leave.
I am going crazy for you.
You Mental Little Son of a Bitch
School phobia’ is a dreadful label for some children's perfectly understandable response to being compelled to go to school against their will. They are not phobic, any more than a conscientious objector is a coward; they are refusing – and in most cases very nobly. The outrages these children have been subjected to in the name of ‘education’ disgust me. They have been saddled with a pseudo-medical label that has deliberate connotations of ‘mental illness’ – with all the stigma and the implied (and not-so-implied) menace that goes with that. Their perfectly reasonable dissent, and their desperately courageous resistance to being hurt and harmed has been cynically redefined as ‘overdependence,’ ‘psychological instability,’ and ‘immaturity.’ They have been psychologically tortured under the guise of psychiatric or psychological ‘treatment’ for a non-existent ailment. Their parents – also demeaned by labels such as ‘overprotective’ – have been threatened with court action unless they physically force their terrified, traumatised children into school every day. Why don't they just comply? Because they know that forcing their child to go so school is immoral, psychologically harmful, and inimical to their child's education.
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus, but he talks like a gentleman
i want to say to any children out there who hate school: you are not alone. Most people hate it too, but usually they don't feel entitled to say so, and many can't bear to think about it so they hardly even know how they feel. You are not mad – you don't have a Deep Psychological Problem (though you might develop one if you stay in school against your will!); and you are not bad for wanting to live your life the way you choose, doing what you think right – that is what everyone should be doing. You are not the problem: coercion is the problem. Being forced to go to school is the problem.
Lost and Insecure.
I don't know why im full of negative thoughts these days, i can't help but feel so dark and down.
There's this emptiness inside me that yearns for something, something to fill in that missing piece. I never know what this mysterious piece was till it dawned on me that i've been yearning for attention from my friends all this time. Not my old friends i mean my new friends the one that i go to school with. I'd usually say i would rather be left alone to my own thoughts and be with myself cause i know i am just probably going to make a fool out of myself by breaking someone's heart with the things i say and the things i do. I feel left out and all i needed was some attention. I just needed someone to talk to me and be friends with me, make me feel good about myself. I want to be seen as someone important and vital someone who's opinion matters.
I just wanted a friend. I'm lonely and lost. I'm wandering a street full of unfarmiliar faces. No one cares, No one bothers.
Where did I go wrong?
Do i really deserve this?
It seems like everywhere i go the more i see, the less i know.
There's this emptiness inside me that yearns for something, something to fill in that missing piece. I never know what this mysterious piece was till it dawned on me that i've been yearning for attention from my friends all this time. Not my old friends i mean my new friends the one that i go to school with. I'd usually say i would rather be left alone to my own thoughts and be with myself cause i know i am just probably going to make a fool out of myself by breaking someone's heart with the things i say and the things i do. I feel left out and all i needed was some attention. I just needed someone to talk to me and be friends with me, make me feel good about myself. I want to be seen as someone important and vital someone who's opinion matters.
I just wanted a friend. I'm lonely and lost. I'm wandering a street full of unfarmiliar faces. No one cares, No one bothers.
Where did I go wrong?
Do i really deserve this?
It seems like everywhere i go the more i see, the less i know.
Monday, July 12, 2010
stay
We run around in circles
Stumble into hurdles
We can’t move
Were trying to make it easy
Somehow we thought it would be
We battled our frustrations
Nobody’s explanations could ever prove
Oh, I need to hard do this
Somehow the mark is missed
Stay, I just can’t stand to let it end this way
We got some much more than love to lose
My heart is way passed bruised
Almost, to late
Oh, but it wont break
If you would only…Stay
Everybody goes through stages
We thumble through the pages
We can’t see
Oh words can be deceiving
But u cant just stop belivein’
But hard times have their reasons
Roll in and out like seasons
So hold on
Oh together we can heal this
But I need your hand to feel this
Stumble into hurdles
We can’t move
Were trying to make it easy
Somehow we thought it would be
We battled our frustrations
Nobody’s explanations could ever prove
Oh, I need to hard do this
Somehow the mark is missed
Stay, I just can’t stand to let it end this way
We got some much more than love to lose
My heart is way passed bruised
Almost, to late
Oh, but it wont break
If you would only…Stay
Everybody goes through stages
We thumble through the pages
We can’t see
Oh words can be deceiving
But u cant just stop belivein’
But hard times have their reasons
Roll in and out like seasons
So hold on
Oh together we can heal this
But I need your hand to feel this
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