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Humiliation, Transfiguration
I long to be in notion
With your devotion to satisfy my emotions

Adore you, i do, For you i do.
Will you be who? Cos i want you to.
Deepest Oceans, I swim against the motion
To hear your commotion.

I want you, I need you.
Shall i be for you,
Eternal and Everlasting azure.

you don't know me.

Introverts and Extroverts.

extrovert.
Definition: Most people believe that an extrovert is a person who is friendly and outgoing. While that may be true, that is not the true meaning of extroversion. Basically, an extrovert is a person who is energized by being around other people. This is the opposite of an introvert who is energized by being alone.

Extroverts tend to "fade" when alone and can easily become bored without other people around. When given the chance, an extrovert will talk with someone else rather than sit alone and think. In fact, extroverts tend to think as they speak, unlike introverts who are far more likely to think before they speak. Extroverts often think best when they are talking. Concepts just don't seem real to them unless they can talk about them; reflecting on them isn't enough.

Extroverts enjoy social situations and even seek them out since they enjoy being around people. Their ability to make small talk makes them appear to be more socially adept than introverts(although introverts may have little difficulty talking to people they don't know if they can talk about concepts or issues).

Extrovert behavior seems to be the standard in American society, which means that other behavior is judged against the ways an extrovert would behave. However, extroverted behavior is simply a manifestation of the way an extrovert interacts with the world. Extroverts are interested in and concerned with the external world.


introvert.
Definition: Contrary to what most people think, an introvert is not simply a person who is shy. In fact, being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness. Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.

Introverts are more concerned with the inner world of the mind. They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. They often avoid social situations because being around people drains their energy. This is true even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, they need time alone to "recharge."

When introverts want to be alone, it is not, by itself, a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.

Being introspective, though, does not mean that an introvert never has conversations. However, those conversations are generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.




i = intro, not extro. 

esther

[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*i got good idea
*liosten
andrew yeo. says:
*lol.
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*LISTEN
*I GOT GOOD IDEA.
*i learn
*to play
*the guitar
*then ill go serneade esther
*OK
Eternal ruler says:
*stfu
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*:D
*GOOD IDEA?
Tariful says:
*fuck u
Eternal ruler says:
*fuck face
andrew yeo. says:
*urm.
Tariful says:
*its gonna take u
Eternal ruler says:
*go and die
andrew yeo. says:
*okay.
Tariful says:
*10 months
Eternal ruler says:
*u mother fucking
*piece of shit
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*no
*just learn
Tariful says:
*to leanr to paly chords
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*1 song
Tariful says:
*JUST CHORDS
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*no
*LISTEN
Eternal ruler says:
*1 song
Tariful says:
*LOLZ
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*JUST RMBR
Eternal ruler says:
*1 song
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*1 SONG
Eternal ruler says:
*go die
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*play that song
Eternal ruler says:
*you fucking
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*get her
Eternal ruler says:
*sucker
Tariful says:
*GFUCK U LAR JUST CREATE
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*and forget about the guitar
Eternal ruler says:
*go die
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*GOOD IDE?
Eternal ruler says:
*burn in hel
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*IDEA?
Tariful says:
*yar
Eternal ruler says:
*u fucking
*shit
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*kk
Tariful says:
*you should
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*awesome
Tariful says:
*just kill yourself
*GO
Eternal ruler says:
*fucking piece of shit
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*....
Tariful says:
*CREATE
Eternal ruler says:
*kill yourself
*u mother fucking
*diaf
*bitch
*fucking hopeless bastard
andrew yeo. says:
*why not make the girl do that for you.
*hahaha.
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*haha
Eternal ruler says:
*why not make esther suck his dick
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*idk how to.
Eternal ruler says:
*u know
*how to suck
*a dick
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*teach me.
Eternal ruler says:
*your mum
*expert
Tariful says:
*AHAHAH
*GO IN
*lAR

aTtraction

why are you friends with your friends?attraction.why do you go out and purchase that fancy new car?attraction.why do you say or do anything?attraction.does that mean you are trying to exploit or molest these things?no!!just because you have a negative connotation for a word has nothing to do with it's definitive meaning,that's just your conditioning.maybe if you let go of the ego and look at things objectively,you could see that the perversion of society has conditioned you to think this way.ego 

just to clear things up for the "ill"educated that choose to speak for a society that is infected by evil,thus spreading it in their interactions henceforth.

at·trac·tive (-trktv)
adj.
1. Having the power to attract.
2. Pleasing to the eye or mind; charming.
there is only negative meaning if it is placed upon it by your subjective and life-programmed perspective.i suggest you take a look at yourself and notice that you let the evil,of the society you so fervently speak for,taint you!!!

spending time.

Spending time with her, really good. Don't know what to do or say, Feel shy but i cannot help it. What to do? Try and think, constantly thinking of things to say. Hard, very hard. Don't want to say the wrong stuff, want her to laugh and smile, cos seeing her do that is really nice. I like it a lot. I wish she would try talking to me instead of me always trying to start a conversation. Wait don't get me wrong, that probably came off the wrong way, i don't think she does not want to talk to me, but i think she too does not know what to say. I'm uncomfortable around her and i bet she feels the same but that's only cos i want to impress you. The things i'm saying now are not smooth, because i'm typing whatever is coming to my mind now. Words are passing through my head. I would like to tell you more. But i'm running out of things to say. I really like you, It's good we're spending time together, wait no not together we spend time with our friends together. But i would like to spend more time with you alone but not feel uncomfortable like how i am with you now. I want you to open up to me. I want you to want me. Cos i want you, do i not show you that i want you? Or is it because u don't think i am compatible for you. Why am i so insecure? I do not behave like this. I'm confident, why am i suddenly all shy now? what? huh? I'm being really nice towards you. Do you not see it? I don't think you do. You haven't gotten to know me well yet, but that is because you do not ask. I want you to ask, cos i will tell you. I want to tell you. Please ask, I want to ask you but you just give me that feeling, the weird feeling. You are not like the rest, you are different , i like that.. I really do.. That is what makes me like you. But if i were to put you on a scale of how difficult you are to get, you're prolly a 9.5. Yes you are not easy. I don't know what i am lacking. I want you to tell me. pls tell me. I await your signs.

Rugby guys lost to RJC.

They didnt even score a try. Lol'd.

You know why? Cos i wasn't playing. That's why!

Weight of my words.

There are very many things
I would like to say to you,
but i've lost my way
and I've lost my words.

There are very many places
I would like to go
but I can't find the key
to open my door.

The weight of my words-
you can't feel it anymore.
The weight of my words-
you can't feel it anymore.
There are very many ways

I would like to break the spell
you've cast upon me.
Because all the time
I sacrificed myself
to make you want me,
has made you hant me.

The weight of my words
you can't feel it anymore... 

thanks foar this tari.

har har

yeo.

andrew yeo. says:
*you're an ugly boy.
*you're an andre.
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*you're an andre and a ernest.
*ERNEST.
*FULL STOP
*ERNEST.
andrew yeo. says:
*you ate my eyes and my legs.
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*you are ernest
*you ate your self.
*stupid andrew.
*andre*
*LuL u see wat i did ther?

andrew yeo. says:
*i see your fats.
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*NAOMI.
*VALERIE.
andrew yeo. says:
*holy.

Not playing for A divisions, Rugby

I don’t know why in autumn, she keeps giving a cold shoulder
She knows how much I love her don’t know what I could have told her
I wonder why she makes me think I didn’t even know her 

EMO BOI

Eternal ruler says:
*andrew yeo. says:
 for now.
 fuck la.
 why like the post?

*LOL
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*ohOH MY GOD
*
* andrew yeo. has been added to the conversation.
*
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*MARK ANTHONY INC, ANDREW YEO
*LOL
Eternal ruler says:
*andrew yeo. says:
 for now.
 fuck la.
 why like the post?

*LOL
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*har har
andrew yeo. says:
*fuck off la.
Eternal ruler says:
*http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=94125&op=1&view=all&subj=571176684&id=100000715193477
*ANDREW YEO
*OMFG
*LOL
*DICK DID THIS
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*=D
Eternal ruler says:
*RAPE HIM
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHA
*HAHAHAHA
*untag urself
*before she sees
andrew yeo. says:
*whateever fucking loser.
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*i dont wat to be a bastard
*LOL
*LOL'D MY ASS OFF HARD
*HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
*HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*OH MAI GOD.L
andrew yeo. says:
*you're a fucking fat ugly boy, you will never fucking lose weight and trust me, you will never get esther.
*
* andrew yeo. has left the conversation.
*
Eternal ruler says:
*LOL
*HE EMO
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*HAR HAR HAR, I LAUGHED EVEN HARDER.
Eternal ruler says:
*HE REALLY LIKES HER AH
*LOL
*SHE
*UGLY LEH
*WTF

*dont
*tell him i said this
[Ray(W)]       D; says:
*MY ABS HURT LIKE FUCK NOW
*HAHAHAH
Eternal ruler says:
*andrew yeo. says:
 fuck off la.
 don't associate me with ugly girls.
*LOL

give to hafiz !

andrew yeo. says:
*i hope esther won 't li ke you.
*hahahahahaha.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*WHY U SAY THAT
andrew yeo. says:
*because you're not helping me in this crisis.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*OI JUST BECAUSE A GIRL LIKES YOU
*DOESNT MEAN ANOTHER GIRL DOESNT HAVE TO LIKE ME
*LOL
*wouldnt it be better if both of them likes u
*us
andrew yeo. says:
*you can have her.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*double date :)
*nothanks,i dont like ugly girls
andrew yeo. says:
*give hafiz.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*yea give it to hafiz, good idea.
*mm let's tag hafiz in this photo
andrew yeo. says:
*don't la.
*lol.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*YES LA THIS IS FUNNY MANG.
andrew yeo. says:
*he has self esteem issues.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*yea, that guy is damn srs about shit lol
andrew yeo. says:
*i think karma is hitting me.
*lol.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*prolly, i reckon it is. but watchu been doin :?
*WATCHA SAY?:?
andrew yeo. says:
*insulting people with you lol.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*KARMA has always been hitting me back.
*gram by gram.
andrew yeo. says:
*i fucking need new shoes.
*boots.
*i've got a bad blister.
*i don't know why.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*ask naomi to suck on it
andrew yeo. says:
*you ask jeevita to suck on your balls.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*HAR HAR.
*WATCH OUT, GONNA POST SOMETHING ON MY BLOG NOW
andrew yeo. says:
*http://www.dicksportinggoods.com/info/index.jsp?categoryId=222850&backTo=3310103&savePath=2367438.2367820.2809720.2809755.1411618&infoType=infosport
*new shop ah?
*go fuck yourself in the ass.