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Saturday, April 14, 2007

I bought a new watch today!! MUAHHAHA

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Nonsense..
well today... my dad's suppose to see my teacher tommorow regarding my behaviour and my attitude problems.. and how i ain't givin my teachers the repsect they deserve.. dnt realli care.. my teachers are stucked up bitches.. and whores who cant stfu and mind their own fcking business.. its my attitude. i wanna be like that.. dont try to change me.. i'll change if i like.. DONT MAKE ME..

Hamburg song

.. Been quite sum time.. Life's been pretty rough so far.. constant failures.. Getting complaints from teachers, parents nagging, losing friendships, getting embarrased, making mistakes and ultimately... im afraid i'll lose something that's very dear to me.. I'll explain more in time to come.

People have been thinking that i'm a attention seeker.. Fine, i will not denie that at some point of time i tend to actually seek atention cos im not recieving any. I'm constantly being ignored by classmates.. teachers, friends and my family.. People are only there when times are good. But they just abandon me when times are bad.. Well wht can i say. Who's gonna stick around with u when times get bad? not many people do that.. I've yet to have a true friend who's willing to do that for me..

Back to attention seeking. Lets get the definition of Attention Seeker = somebody who wants attention: somebody who tries to attract attention, especially from somebody whose notice is craved

Ok. That's the definition. I just want people to know that i'm not really an attention seeker, its just that everyone needs a certain amout of attention.. and i'm not getting the normal amount a person should " so called " be getting... doesn't make sense eh? well whatever! To tell u the truth, i really wish i could be like those kind of people in class who sits down, do their work, is attentive.. doesn't really make noise or ask any questions.. doesn't try to be smart.. or gets any attention. That is truly what i want.. I guess i've been seeking attetion for years that i find it hard to just be quiet and sit down. I'll just be in my own world.. They only way for me to remain quiet and sit still is if i read a interestin book or story? something that gathers my attention for a long period of time.

I don't wanna be adored
Don't wanna be first in line
Or make myself heard
I'd like to bring a little light
To shine a light on your life
To make you feel loved
No, don't wanna be the only one you know
I wanna be the place you call home
I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
I give much more
Than I'd ever ask for
Will you see me in the end
Or is it just a waste of time
Trying to be your friend
Just shine, shine, shine
Shine a little light
Shine a light on my life
Warm me up again
Fool, I wonder if you know yourself at all
You know that it could be so simple
I lay myself down
To make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for
Say a word or two to brighten my day
Do you think that you could see your way
To lay yourself down
And make it so, but you don't want to know
You take much more
Than I'd ever ask for

[till i blog again. Farewell]

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood Lyrics

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional
Mystical? Maybe
Spiritual
Hearable
What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy
Lifeless
To know the definition for what life is
Priceless
For you because I put you on the hype shit
You like it?
Gunsmokin' righteous with one token
Psychic among those
Possess you with one go

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless,but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

The essence the basics
Without it you make it
Allow me to make this
Child, like in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child and beast
Every cloud you see
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise
Corruption in disguise
>From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucking to your lies
Through Russ, though not his muscles but the percussion he provides
with me as a guide
But y'all can see me now cos you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'm gonna stick around with Russ and be a mentor
With a few rhymes so mother fuckers
Remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless
Feelings, sensations that you thought were dead
No squealing, remember
(that it's all in your head)

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine, in a bag
I'm useless, but not for long
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future


IM SO FUCKING IN LOVE WITH MY PSP I COULD LITERALLY MAKE LOVE WITH IT AND NEVER GO AWAY FROM IT.. I LOVEE U PSP.. i even named it.. her name is Chanelle. =) I LOVE CHANELLE