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Saturday, September 25, 2010

On Internet Privacy

It is a much-missed wonder of how just 10 years ago, life used to have much more privacy. We basically check our e-mail, open some websites of interest, and that's it. No social networking sites, no instant messenger, no Wikipedia.

Because now with practically (almost) everybody whom we know either have a Facebook, Twitter, Myspace, or LinkedIn account (or all of them), privacy on the internet is a nonexistent thing.

On this regard, I specifically refer to Facebook. No matter how much seclusion you impose on your privacy settings, there is always a loophole that sooner or later can fall into malefic hands.

You may think that your recent picture of you and your girlfriend being intimate by the shores of Malibu as totally harmless. Well, wait until one day you apply for a job at Microsoft or run as a mayor (who knows?). Potential employers do trawl the virtual world for such tripes, and the matter of how much information you disclose in the internet may well be regarded as a threat, since it also means that you may also disclose company's confidential informations.

But oh well, internet privacy is dead, isn't it?

Even my blog is still alive.
I see aplenty beautiful ladies everyday
As my job is in handling customer service

But whenever you are in sight
from the very first time we met, till the night I finally asked you out
Every word supposedly said is reduced to monosyllabic vox

Barely can even look at you straight in the eye
such blonde hairs, beautiful blend, perfect match
with that hazel eyes of yours
and the insouciant gaze you have
and what a cute smile

Might fancy myself to think that I'm over heels
infatuated, attracted, in love..or whatever it is!

I don't care, I don't care what they say
I'm crazy for you, girl!

hedonic treadmill


 According to the hedonic treadmill, as a person makes more money, expectations and desires rise in tandem, which results in no permanent gain in happiness.’

im studying now

“Nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort, pain, difficulty… I have never in my life envied a human being who led an easy life. I have envied a great many people who led difficult lives and led them well.”
— Theodore Roosevelt

rockin chair

I'm older than I wish to be
This town holds no more for me
All my life I try to find another way
I don't care for your attitude
You bring me down I think you're rude
All my life I try to make a better day

Friday, September 24, 2010

Thursday, September 23, 2010

mutant

luelinkz

I've talked about this before but people refuse to believe anything so I'll try to play this down as much as possible, since when I give the raw facts you guys just rage.

So here's the deal: my brain is seriously mutated. It is 3-5lbs heavier than the average brain (depending on what doctor I talk to) and has an extremely abnormal vascular system. My vascular system is branched 3-4x as much as an average brain which means I have 3-4x the amount of blood vessels sending blood to various parts of my brain. This was discovered using a contrasted fMRI (for those pre-med students out there) in addition I have two basal arteries supplying blood flow to my brain. I'm not fucking around here, I have two, and every doctor who has looked at the MRIs and even the technicians have been flabbergasted. No one knows why, or how my brain is this mutated. I also have a higher concentration of oxygen traveling into my brain at any given time, a doctor hypothesized that it is a natural body compensation for the larger size of my brain and neurovascular network. However, another said that this has nothing to do with the oxygen concentration and that he couldn't begin to explain why my blood would be more oxygenated, other than a mutation. Doctors have joked around about how it's just a matter of time until I start having telekinesis or ESP, but really the only thing I notice is that I'm extremely sensitive to all sensory input, get tons of headaches, have tons of neck/back problems and pain, likely due to my heavy ass brain. I used to have a perfect photographic memory, but as I grew up that's kinda faded into a near photographic memory with extreme retention (I remember distinct events, days, and feelings all the way back until 2 years of age, some very tiny memories, like snapshots, of images or feelings when I was 1 and even one at around 6 months). Oh also I have bone spurs and calcifications on my spine, to the point where my chiropractor was in utter disbelief that a person my age could have such growths without repeated severe head trauma, and even then the build-ups are unheard of on anyone less than 1/2 my age.

But overall, the trade-off isn't worth it, and I have chronic headaches which no doctor can do anything for other than hypothesize and give me symptom based treatments.So, unless I get superpowers in the next few years, anyone wanna trade brains? You might have to have your cranium expanded to fit it, though.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Great way to spend my younger brother's birthday

If I find out you sending money to your little slut you and that piece of shit are going to get it.
You get out from spore n die somewhere else dnt make me to kill u here
I dare you 

 You messed up your own Life! you stupid loser , use some brains and think about the words you use carefully! Don't think your all big and almighty because you are the breadwinner you chose this kind of life you have to face the consequences wether it be here or in the afterlfe. what ever fucked up psychotic disgusting mentality you have, you better do something about it and do what's right not just for yourself cos clearly you are deluded and brainwashed but to do what is right for your family because you have taken a commited relationship in allah's name to go through thick and thin. In other words " there is no way you can get rid of us" understand ? You understand? Disgusting fella no shame, no standards, poor morale and very bad judgement. Clearly you are the epitome of all that is disgustig in Allah's name.










they replied that was fast

Hi Eric,
Thank you for your email. You have been withdrawn from the course since there has been a breakdown in communication, so you are now out of debt.

LOL win
ohhh fuckkkk my fucking education acct has been in debt fuckkkk what the fuck should i do ><><><><><><>< im gonna write them an e-mail brbrbrbrbrbrbrb

Hey,

I am Eric Tan student ID number: 11925930. There seems to be a troubling addition to my courses that im enrolled in. Let me explain, last semester before the end of the semester I tried to enroll into this physics 2b for the next semster, however, there was no space available in the course and i was put on the waiting list and that was the end of the story. Today when i logged into Jasper it told me i was in debt. I did not realise that i was enrolled ino the course, which means to this date i have never gone for a single class. This also means that i am currently in debt for a course i have not attended since the beggining of the semester. The last time i was put on a waiting list for physics 2a, i was told by phone to come down and accept the enrollment and get a receipt to pay for the course, it was then that i was enrolled ino the course. This has left me baffled as if i had known i was enrolled i would have gone for classes for the course. Is there anything you can advice me to do or anything you can do to help me?

Regards,

Eric

lets wait for their reply :D

Sunday, September 19, 2010

my mirror speaks

With every sun that sets I am feeling more
Like a stranger on a foreign shore
With an eroding beach disappearing from underneath
And when my mirror speaks it never minces words
Cause these eyes don’t shine half as bright
As they used to do and they haven’t for quite a while
Cause I’m a man who hides from all that binds
And a mess of fading lines
And there’s a tangled thread inside my head
With nothing on either end
I always fall in love with an open door
With a horizon on an endless sea
As I look around the ones who were standing
right in front of me
And then my mirror speaks with a reverence
Like a soldier I can’t command
It sees a child in the body of a full-grown man
And he’s a man who hides from all that binds
And a mess of fading lines
And there’s a tangled thread inside his head
With nothing on either end
There’s nothing on either end
A new position for a different view
And nothing changes but the slightest hues
And I am standing face to face


rhapsodyfacade.tumblr.com

Eternal ruler says:
 never doubt a woman's sixth sense
 rubbish cock
 nonsense
 i hate
 girls like that
 i feel like
 flaming
 -_-
 fucking women
 think they got special powers
 to compensate for the lack of ability to achieve



that made my day i guess, well for today.