Don't Judge Me

Every once in a while I stare at pictures of ripped men either naked or half naked. Don't get me wrong, this doesn't mean i have any homosexual tendencies or that I'm trying to force myself to be gay.

Look at it this way, I'm fast approaching 20 and that's almost one-fifth of my life (assuming i live to be a hundred) I'm overweight, unfit and terribly unattractive. I spend 8 hours a day fighting pixels on World of Warcraft and having a go at my shaft, to non-existant cartoon Japanese twins.

These pictures help me to realise what I'm missing out on life and all the other pleasures that come along with having a six-pack ab, lean thighs and a chiseled chest.
For Fuck's Sake can you blame me?

cant sleep

lost, well a bit like that.

but still aware of goal.

definitely wants a distraction 

thou aware of its evil.

tired, more like reserves are suppresed.

momentarily at least.

ambitious, definitely not a bad thing

for the right reasons thou?

companionship, relating couldn't hurt a bit,

same old stories bore me.


to infinity and beyond
to infinity and beyond
vast...
vast..

slumber in my eternal haven of emptiness.