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Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Birth Day BASH
I've got to resist the urge to type true English!! I've been posting everything here in simple english and its about time i actually type english.. :D kk i feel lazy to do so now.
Today, Yvonne NEVER CAME TO SCHOOL? OMFGG WTFFFF?????? My Geography Teacher didn't turn up today too.. -_-" 2 of my Favourite lessons and the teachers ended up not coming? Grrr I always look forward to English Lessons and Humanities..
Lilly, came late for classes today:P The class was waiting for her at the hall for around 10mins.. She turned up later and while on the way back to our class.. The boys were waiting outside for me, From Various classes.. All ready to pounce on me and bash me up.. Wtf? I had to stand outside the class cos Lilly said i was fooling around outside, But i was just trying to not get myself hit @ all.. Which failed of cos =D haha
So after English Lesson, which happens to be the last period... I thought i could escape getting F*cked up but Thx to :D Louis, Andrew and Ian.. -.-" I had to walk myself back to the toilet and there waits my punishment for running away.. :{ On to the toilet, Miss Lai [Tui Tion] was walking pass by .. I tried to get her to save me :P haha [right... liek that'll happen] but she thought i was fooling around again so i shouted "MISS LAI U SUCK!" She continued walking so i said wtf.. bastard teacher to myself..
After turning a corner with the group of guys following me behind she came back and she was like MAD. 0,,0" [I said to myself.. shit i over did it.. ] She asked me what i said and i said.. U suck.. thats all? And she was like. Don't ever make scold my name or something like that.. bleh whatever i was okay.. sorrry........... yeah and i got humiliated infront of the whole Express Classes and the group of bastards that were following me behind.
At that point i was freaking nervous.. and terrified of cos.. When we entered the toilet.. WTF THERE WAS ALMOST 2 CLASS FULL OF GUYS WAITING.. some standing on the sinks, urinal cubicle.. all ready to jump and wack.. i was like omfg shit.. so much don't hit so hard ler? U guys didn't even get me a present or something yet alone Greet me Hppy B'day. WEll i could tell what they wanted was just give me a good wacking :P Probably cos of my mouth or sumthing.. WElll yeah i gave Andrew the Camera to catch everything on Video.. I WON'T EXPLAIN MUCH. I'll let the Video do all teh talking but.. That wasn't all btw its much more worse than what u'll see.... hahaha
KK I'm watching Borat now and i feel like laughing my fucking ass off cos its damnn funny :D.. haha yeah so.. I'll blog later
----------------------------------Laptop Still hasn't arrived.. -_---------------------------
Today, Yvonne NEVER CAME TO SCHOOL? OMFGG WTFFFF?????? My Geography Teacher didn't turn up today too.. -_-" 2 of my Favourite lessons and the teachers ended up not coming? Grrr I always look forward to English Lessons and Humanities..
Lilly, came late for classes today:P The class was waiting for her at the hall for around 10mins.. She turned up later and while on the way back to our class.. The boys were waiting outside for me, From Various classes.. All ready to pounce on me and bash me up.. Wtf? I had to stand outside the class cos Lilly said i was fooling around outside, But i was just trying to not get myself hit @ all.. Which failed of cos =D haha
So after English Lesson, which happens to be the last period... I thought i could escape getting F*cked up but Thx to :D Louis, Andrew and Ian.. -.-" I had to walk myself back to the toilet and there waits my punishment for running away.. :{ On to the toilet, Miss Lai [Tui Tion] was walking pass by .. I tried to get her to save me :P haha [right... liek that'll happen] but she thought i was fooling around again so i shouted "MISS LAI U SUCK!" She continued walking so i said wtf.. bastard teacher to myself..
After turning a corner with the group of guys following me behind she came back and she was like MAD. 0,,0" [I said to myself.. shit i over did it.. ] She asked me what i said and i said.. U suck.. thats all? And she was like. Don't ever make scold my name or something like that.. bleh whatever i was okay.. sorrry........... yeah and i got humiliated infront of the whole Express Classes and the group of bastards that were following me behind.
At that point i was freaking nervous.. and terrified of cos.. When we entered the toilet.. WTF THERE WAS ALMOST 2 CLASS FULL OF GUYS WAITING.. some standing on the sinks, urinal cubicle.. all ready to jump and wack.. i was like omfg shit.. so much don't hit so hard ler? U guys didn't even get me a present or something yet alone Greet me Hppy B'day. WEll i could tell what they wanted was just give me a good wacking :P Probably cos of my mouth or sumthing.. WElll yeah i gave Andrew the Camera to catch everything on Video.. I WON'T EXPLAIN MUCH. I'll let the Video do all teh talking but.. That wasn't all btw its much more worse than what u'll see.... hahaha
KK I'm watching Borat now and i feel like laughing my fucking ass off cos its damnn funny :D.. haha yeah so.. I'll blog later
----------------------------------Laptop Still hasn't arrived.. -_---------------------------
The True meaning of love
Flames to dust
Lovers to Friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust
Lovers to Friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why does my happines have to end? When will everything revert to how it used to be when i was young..
Flames to Dust
Lovers to Friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an End?
Come to an End?
Come to an End?
Why do all good things come to an end?
Does anyone know what's the meaning of Love?
The true meaning of Love? No man can ever define the true meaning of love..
Here are some opinions:
i think love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride; love's ways are ever fair, it takes no thought for itself; it is not quickly made angry, it keeps no accounts of wrong; it takes no pleasure in wrongdoing, but has joy in what is true; love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. though the prophet's word may come to an end, tongues come to nothing, and knowledge have no more value, love has no end.
Love has never been defined since man began, so we have to use our own hearts and minds to decide. Love isn't all about looking at a good looking woman/man and hearing fireworks go off all the time. That's usually physical attraction, but it's normal at the beginning of our relationship. Love is respect, wanting to help that person in any aspect of their lives; protect them from harm's way; knowing that each other will be there 100%; feeling safe with that person; proud of being with them; sharing your hopes and dreams together; and my favorite ... feeling like you can conquer the world together! Knowing you will be together no matter what and continue on until the day you pass away. Now that's love to me!
The Meaning of Love and being in Love is and this is from my opinion: When two people care for each other so much that they would not let nothing or no one get in there way of being together. And they will go to the end of the world to be with each other and do anything for one another. But no one can explain Love. There is no explantion only what u would call Love.
well im only 15 but from my opinion of love we argue and fight but no matter what we always find some kind of way to make up. If you love some one then you trust them, you can count on them when you need them most. Fine things mean nothing but time means everything. You should be able to tell eachother everything. If you never argue then thats not love. And there really is no true definition of love because everyone feels different about the person they love. You can't just speak for everyone. because what i was reading didn't make since to me and this was coming from Adults.
The person who said-- You love somebody if you care for them more than you care for yourself. You love somebody when you would rather make them happy then your self happy-- you were absolutely right. Love can be described by that. If your own wants and needs dont matter to you as long as that person is okay, than that is true love
I believe that love can be described in more ways than one and there sure are different kinds of love you feel for someone but when you can't eat and can't sleep because all you think about is that special someone than you are definately in love. Ever sit on the couch thinking your going to relax and read a book or something and you look down and your on page 10 of the book but because your mind is thinking about the person you just can't seem to get your mind off of you have to go all the way back to page number one.....or you have a date with that special someone and when you glance at him/her for the first time that night your stomach knots with butterflies and you suddenly feel so sick because there's the man(woman) of your dreams standing in front of you....my defintion of love is when you can't wait to see that person again; when you get dropped off at home but run for the phone just so you can hear their voice once again; when you would give anything to be together just five more minutes; you trust them with all of your heart; your comfortable together and know you could talk about anyhting; you are there for each other no matter what good or bad; you stand beside them proudly with confidence and last but definately not least, sharing speacial moments that one day you know will make wonderful memories to look back on and share with the ones you love the most.
True love is when one cares about someone else's well being as much as one cares about one's own. Making someone else happy is certainly important, and yet one's own happiness in addition to that and as a result of that is what genuinely is true. True love stands together in equality and balance to what is honest, true and caring and not only about romantic love. It is a kindness of heart, soul, and mind. True love can be definited and is also a given, known and reciprocated when two people "share" in it.
That last post was right on! If we aren't happy with ourselves and tripping over ourselves to always please our partner without expecting anything back, then I don't call this love at all. One thing most of us have made mistakes over is wanting a 100% perfection in relationships and there is no such beast! Love has never been defined because it means different things to different people. Going to bed and making love is only an expression of love, but it's the tough stuff inbetween and sticking together that is the closest to love I've found.
To me love is putting up with the arguments with that person and arguing your family down for them. Love is always being there but I don't think when you love some one you should love them more than your self because that is totallu unhealty.
Love is a feeling, an emotion that cannot be explained. Either you feel it or you don't. We call it 'love' because there is no explanation for it. It is not a rational, predetermined action. When you can't rationalize that feeling then you call it love.
Love has no meaning at all! It is the very essence of our being, It is Life itself. "Infinite Love is all there is, everything else is Illusion". Enjoy it! There is nothing else to do :-).
"Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserveres. Love never fails!"
The meaning of love and being loved? I don't think anyone can explain it, love is not something that can be explained it is a feeling that each and everyone should feel at least once in their life (hopefully). Of course it can be expressed but as for explained well it is difficult as everyones love is different. Love is a feeling that only the 2 people involved can understand, and if you dont understand it yet then just wait. Don't try to find a meaning for something which you cant. Love is everywhere it is something to be found and then understand, not explained. There is no explaination that is anywhere near what loving someone and being loved by the same person, truely is.
Lovers to Friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust
Lovers to Friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why does my happines have to end? When will everything revert to how it used to be when i was young..
Flames to Dust
Lovers to Friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an End?
Come to an End?
Come to an End?
Why do all good things come to an end?
Does anyone know what's the meaning of Love?
The true meaning of Love? No man can ever define the true meaning of love..
Here are some opinions:
i think love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride; love's ways are ever fair, it takes no thought for itself; it is not quickly made angry, it keeps no accounts of wrong; it takes no pleasure in wrongdoing, but has joy in what is true; love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. though the prophet's word may come to an end, tongues come to nothing, and knowledge have no more value, love has no end.
Love has never been defined since man began, so we have to use our own hearts and minds to decide. Love isn't all about looking at a good looking woman/man and hearing fireworks go off all the time. That's usually physical attraction, but it's normal at the beginning of our relationship. Love is respect, wanting to help that person in any aspect of their lives; protect them from harm's way; knowing that each other will be there 100%; feeling safe with that person; proud of being with them; sharing your hopes and dreams together; and my favorite ... feeling like you can conquer the world together! Knowing you will be together no matter what and continue on until the day you pass away. Now that's love to me!
The Meaning of Love and being in Love is and this is from my opinion: When two people care for each other so much that they would not let nothing or no one get in there way of being together. And they will go to the end of the world to be with each other and do anything for one another. But no one can explain Love. There is no explantion only what u would call Love.
well im only 15 but from my opinion of love we argue and fight but no matter what we always find some kind of way to make up. If you love some one then you trust them, you can count on them when you need them most. Fine things mean nothing but time means everything. You should be able to tell eachother everything. If you never argue then thats not love. And there really is no true definition of love because everyone feels different about the person they love. You can't just speak for everyone. because what i was reading didn't make since to me and this was coming from Adults.
The person who said-- You love somebody if you care for them more than you care for yourself. You love somebody when you would rather make them happy then your self happy-- you were absolutely right. Love can be described by that. If your own wants and needs dont matter to you as long as that person is okay, than that is true love
I believe that love can be described in more ways than one and there sure are different kinds of love you feel for someone but when you can't eat and can't sleep because all you think about is that special someone than you are definately in love. Ever sit on the couch thinking your going to relax and read a book or something and you look down and your on page 10 of the book but because your mind is thinking about the person you just can't seem to get your mind off of you have to go all the way back to page number one.....or you have a date with that special someone and when you glance at him/her for the first time that night your stomach knots with butterflies and you suddenly feel so sick because there's the man(woman) of your dreams standing in front of you....my defintion of love is when you can't wait to see that person again; when you get dropped off at home but run for the phone just so you can hear their voice once again; when you would give anything to be together just five more minutes; you trust them with all of your heart; your comfortable together and know you could talk about anyhting; you are there for each other no matter what good or bad; you stand beside them proudly with confidence and last but definately not least, sharing speacial moments that one day you know will make wonderful memories to look back on and share with the ones you love the most.
True love is when one cares about someone else's well being as much as one cares about one's own. Making someone else happy is certainly important, and yet one's own happiness in addition to that and as a result of that is what genuinely is true. True love stands together in equality and balance to what is honest, true and caring and not only about romantic love. It is a kindness of heart, soul, and mind. True love can be definited and is also a given, known and reciprocated when two people "share" in it.
That last post was right on! If we aren't happy with ourselves and tripping over ourselves to always please our partner without expecting anything back, then I don't call this love at all. One thing most of us have made mistakes over is wanting a 100% perfection in relationships and there is no such beast! Love has never been defined because it means different things to different people. Going to bed and making love is only an expression of love, but it's the tough stuff inbetween and sticking together that is the closest to love I've found.
To me love is putting up with the arguments with that person and arguing your family down for them. Love is always being there but I don't think when you love some one you should love them more than your self because that is totallu unhealty.
Love is a feeling, an emotion that cannot be explained. Either you feel it or you don't. We call it 'love' because there is no explanation for it. It is not a rational, predetermined action. When you can't rationalize that feeling then you call it love.
Love has no meaning at all! It is the very essence of our being, It is Life itself. "Infinite Love is all there is, everything else is Illusion". Enjoy it! There is nothing else to do :-).
"Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserveres. Love never fails!"
The meaning of love and being loved? I don't think anyone can explain it, love is not something that can be explained it is a feeling that each and everyone should feel at least once in their life (hopefully). Of course it can be expressed but as for explained well it is difficult as everyones love is different. Love is a feeling that only the 2 people involved can understand, and if you dont understand it yet then just wait. Don't try to find a meaning for something which you cant. Love is everywhere it is something to be found and then understand, not explained. There is no explaination that is anywhere near what loving someone and being loved by the same person, truely is.
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
Movie
The whole family just left to watch a movie at Plaza Singapura.. I didn't come along even thou they tried to pester me again and again... I'm not in the mood to celebrate or do anything at the moment... Yeah why u ask? It's cos of her.. i don't see the point in celebrating if someone's suffering....
My dad said he's gonna send me to a Physciatrist cos he thinks im growing too fast and i'm not giving my parents any respect... Yeah it's also cos of today... He said i've changed alot.. Well what do u expect? I'm growing up dad.. I've had it enough with your stingy ways.. Ur always thinking saving money will give me a good life.. WELL WHAT'S THE POINT OF HAVING A GOOD LIFE IF I AIN'T GONNA HAVE A GOOD CHILDHOOD? HUH? I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO LIVE MY LIFE LIKE HOW I'M SPOSE TO DO SO.. I'M NOT SPOSE TO BE STUCK IN ASIA.. EVEN THOU I'V GOTTA ADMIT WE'RE ASIANS.. I DON'T LIKE HOWWW BLOODY FUCKING CONSERVATIVE WE ARE.. I'VE YET TO GO OUT WITH A GIRL, ON A REAL DATE.. I'VE YET TO GET MY FIRST KISS, I'VE YET TO FUCK SUM1 IN THE ASS.. I'VE YET TO GET MY FIRST Bleh. i ain't saying any more.. cos i know Yvvone is gonna talk to me about this shit.. -.-"
I JUST WANT U TO KNOW DAD.. WE'VE GOTTA STOP ACTING LIKE WE'RE A NORMAL INCOME FAMILY.. U KNOW UR RICH. I KNOW UR RICH. UR FRIENDS KNOW UR RICH.. I JUST WANNA SPEND MONEY...... PLEASEEEEE LET ME DOOOOO
if u keep saying we're not rich then explain to me this...
1.U've got 5 fucking shops in Q'way
2.Each shop makes on average 3k a day ( DON'T FRIGGIN LIE to me i did the accounting...
3.U MAKE 1 MILLION A YEAR IN SALES.. (I SAW THE YEAR END REPORT)
4.We've got 4fucking houses in Philippines
5. U'VE GOT A TOTAL OF 5CARS AND 1 MOTORBIKE (I'VE GOT 1 FOR MYSELF)
6.We own 8 computers.. come on.. do normal people have 8 comps?
7.U GIVE ME 2K ON SPECIAL OCCASIONS BUT I CANT SPEND THEM..
8.U TAKE TAXI WHENEVER U GO OUT . EVEN IF ITS FROM BUKIT MERAH TO QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTRE FTW?(but u dont let me take them even if i'm fucking far and i've lost my way)
9.U'll buy anything for urself and ur other family if u want to.. U DONT EVEN HAVE TO THINK.( BUT U MAKE ME GO ALL OVER SINGAPORE LOOKING FER THE CHEAPEST PRICES)
10.U buy mom gold every year.. U'VE SPENT MILLIONS ON THEM (I REMEMBERED MOM ASKING THE SALES PERSON HOW MUCH ALL OF THE SHIT SHE OWNS COULD BE SOLD FOR)
There are more reasons dad.. I just dont wanna type all of them ere kay?
I'm so fcking pissed now.. and FOR THOSE BASTARDS READING THIS POST AND THINKING IM TRYING TO SHOW OFF.. SCREW U MOTHERFUCKERS AND GO FUCK UR DAD AND MOM. BITCH HOLES...... STFUU AND FUCK OFF.. DONT EVER COME HERE AGAIN. SCREW OFF!!!
[This blog was never made to be known to everyone.. I planned on making it my personal diary. but after it started to leak i had no choice.. ]
My dad said he's gonna send me to a Physciatrist cos he thinks im growing too fast and i'm not giving my parents any respect... Yeah it's also cos of today... He said i've changed alot.. Well what do u expect? I'm growing up dad.. I've had it enough with your stingy ways.. Ur always thinking saving money will give me a good life.. WELL WHAT'S THE POINT OF HAVING A GOOD LIFE IF I AIN'T GONNA HAVE A GOOD CHILDHOOD? HUH? I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO LIVE MY LIFE LIKE HOW I'M SPOSE TO DO SO.. I'M NOT SPOSE TO BE STUCK IN ASIA.. EVEN THOU I'V GOTTA ADMIT WE'RE ASIANS.. I DON'T LIKE HOWWW BLOODY FUCKING CONSERVATIVE WE ARE.. I'VE YET TO GO OUT WITH A GIRL, ON A REAL DATE.. I'VE YET TO GET MY FIRST KISS, I'VE YET TO FUCK SUM1 IN THE ASS.. I'VE YET TO GET MY FIRST Bleh. i ain't saying any more.. cos i know Yvvone is gonna talk to me about this shit.. -.-"
I JUST WANT U TO KNOW DAD.. WE'VE GOTTA STOP ACTING LIKE WE'RE A NORMAL INCOME FAMILY.. U KNOW UR RICH. I KNOW UR RICH. UR FRIENDS KNOW UR RICH.. I JUST WANNA SPEND MONEY...... PLEASEEEEE LET ME DOOOOO
if u keep saying we're not rich then explain to me this...
1.U've got 5 fucking shops in Q'way
2.Each shop makes on average 3k a day ( DON'T FRIGGIN LIE to me i did the accounting...
3.U MAKE 1 MILLION A YEAR IN SALES.. (I SAW THE YEAR END REPORT)
4.We've got 4fucking houses in Philippines
5. U'VE GOT A TOTAL OF 5CARS AND 1 MOTORBIKE (I'VE GOT 1 FOR MYSELF)
6.We own 8 computers.. come on.. do normal people have 8 comps?
7.U GIVE ME 2K ON SPECIAL OCCASIONS BUT I CANT SPEND THEM..
8.U TAKE TAXI WHENEVER U GO OUT . EVEN IF ITS FROM BUKIT MERAH TO QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTRE FTW?(but u dont let me take them even if i'm fucking far and i've lost my way)
9.U'll buy anything for urself and ur other family if u want to.. U DONT EVEN HAVE TO THINK.( BUT U MAKE ME GO ALL OVER SINGAPORE LOOKING FER THE CHEAPEST PRICES)
10.U buy mom gold every year.. U'VE SPENT MILLIONS ON THEM (I REMEMBERED MOM ASKING THE SALES PERSON HOW MUCH ALL OF THE SHIT SHE OWNS COULD BE SOLD FOR)
There are more reasons dad.. I just dont wanna type all of them ere kay?
I'm so fcking pissed now.. and FOR THOSE BASTARDS READING THIS POST AND THINKING IM TRYING TO SHOW OFF.. SCREW U MOTHERFUCKERS AND GO FUCK UR DAD AND MOM. BITCH HOLES...... STFUU AND FUCK OFF.. DONT EVER COME HERE AGAIN. SCREW OFF!!!
[This blog was never made to be known to everyone.. I planned on making it my personal diary. but after it started to leak i had no choice.. ]
Ishpal
:P yeah Rebecca finnaly Greeted me Happy Birthday and she seemed to be better after finding her retainers.. haha Now the total count of people who've greeted me is: 15..
And Ishpal is the only 1 who called to greet me HAPPY B'DAY! haha... and he's not really my good friend *right ishapl??? right?? Tht's what u said to Yvonne right? Bastard guy! :P
And Ishpal is the only 1 who called to greet me HAPPY B'DAY! haha... and he's not really my good friend *right ishapl??? right?? Tht's what u said to Yvonne right? Bastard guy! :P
Hppy B'day to myself..
Yeah it's like 5pm now.. and i didn't go to school today.. Not beacuse i didn't want to but cos i woke up late.. Truth is i really wanna go to school. I can't bear to miss any of my Maths class cos i'm really not doing well at it.
I've got no heart and mood to celebrate my birthday at all.. Everyone's so boring and my laptop still hasn't arrived yet.. Becky is mad at me. She thinks im not being supportive of her at all.. I'm doing my best but i just dont see the point if she's not putting it to good use.... She went off to see a Physciatrist or watever u call it.. I just hope she'll revert back to her usual self as soon as possible.. She's not as fun as before.. and high or funny... yeah and she didn't even greeted me Happy Birthday... sigh...
I've been counting the number of people who'v greeted me Happy B'day so far. and the total count now is : 7.. Not much eh?? I'vee got over 200+ people on my msn list...
I'm singing Happy B'day to myself alone at home... Neither my mom nor my lil bro greeted me Hppy B'day.. Wow.. I feel so dejected.. (i wonder if i used that word correctly)
In my life i don mean anything to anyone at all..
I've got no heart and mood to celebrate my birthday at all.. Everyone's so boring and my laptop still hasn't arrived yet.. Becky is mad at me. She thinks im not being supportive of her at all.. I'm doing my best but i just dont see the point if she's not putting it to good use.... She went off to see a Physciatrist or watever u call it.. I just hope she'll revert back to her usual self as soon as possible.. She's not as fun as before.. and high or funny... yeah and she didn't even greeted me Happy Birthday... sigh...
I've been counting the number of people who'v greeted me Happy B'day so far. and the total count now is : 7.. Not much eh?? I'vee got over 200+ people on my msn list...
I'm singing Happy B'day to myself alone at home... Neither my mom nor my lil bro greeted me Hppy B'day.. Wow.. I feel so dejected.. (i wonder if i used that word correctly)
In my life i don mean anything to anyone at all..
Monday, March 5, 2007
Blog Skin Change
Well i've changed my blog skin to better suit what kind of a person i am. The previous one was just too happy. I'm never happy. This best Describes me. Well I'm not sharing this skin, get ur own :P
Well today is the eve of my Birthday 5th March
It's also Chris's Birthday so I'd like to greet him A Very Happy 17th Birthday and may more years come ahead of you. Right. He didn't celebrate his Birthday today ahh.. He just spent 5 hours of Final Fantasy XII.. U Australian Mofo, get a fucking life Stupid geek shit. =D.
Well u'd be thinking i should be happy now eh? Getting ready for tommorow,preparing the decorations,lighting up the place, making phone calls, buying cakes,getting the presents wrapped or something similar eh? Well guess what i ain't doin any of those shit.. It just doesn't feel right without Becky. She hasn't been talking much since yesterday.. And i do feel bad cos it's my fault.. I over did everything... Well i dont know.. It just ain't the same. Notice how 1 person can ruin ur Birthday? Eh? (I'm not blaming u or anything)
Well if she calls me to greet me that that'd be a real surprise... I still haven't given her, her Birthday Present.. Gosh yeah it's like 8days belated.. Well so far no1 has really bothered about my B'day. Even my parents don't seem to be doing much about it. There's no cake,food,letters,cards,gifts or any of that sort. And the laptop still hasn't arrived yet!! I'm getting kinda impatient cos I thought i'd be recieving it tmrw or something.. sighh well I'll just have to wait and consider that my belated gift to myself...
As usual no one will bother to give me a Birthday present, Khamin won't even greet me neither will the others. and I'll bet u that i'll get Birthday Bashed tommorow.. =D haha I'll make sure to record it and I'll upload.. haha I hope it won't be as pain as last year....
Well this for u Becky, I'm extremly sorry if i've done anything bad. Well if u dont wanna be friends anymore... then that's sad... but i carved ur name on the class table =D [k it's lame i know but i really had nthing better to do and i was getting a bit worried from what Benedict was telling me]
It's also Chris's Birthday so I'd like to greet him A Very Happy 17th Birthday and may more years come ahead of you. Right. He didn't celebrate his Birthday today ahh.. He just spent 5 hours of Final Fantasy XII.. U Australian Mofo, get a fucking life Stupid geek shit. =D.
Well u'd be thinking i should be happy now eh? Getting ready for tommorow,preparing the decorations,lighting up the place, making phone calls, buying cakes,getting the presents wrapped or something similar eh? Well guess what i ain't doin any of those shit.. It just doesn't feel right without Becky. She hasn't been talking much since yesterday.. And i do feel bad cos it's my fault.. I over did everything... Well i dont know.. It just ain't the same. Notice how 1 person can ruin ur Birthday? Eh? (I'm not blaming u or anything)
Well if she calls me to greet me that that'd be a real surprise... I still haven't given her, her Birthday Present.. Gosh yeah it's like 8days belated.. Well so far no1 has really bothered about my B'day. Even my parents don't seem to be doing much about it. There's no cake,food,letters,cards,gifts or any of that sort. And the laptop still hasn't arrived yet!! I'm getting kinda impatient cos I thought i'd be recieving it tmrw or something.. sighh well I'll just have to wait and consider that my belated gift to myself...
As usual no one will bother to give me a Birthday present, Khamin won't even greet me neither will the others. and I'll bet u that i'll get Birthday Bashed tommorow.. =D haha I'll make sure to record it and I'll upload.. haha I hope it won't be as pain as last year....
Well this for u Becky, I'm extremly sorry if i've done anything bad. Well if u dont wanna be friends anymore... then that's sad... but i carved ur name on the class table =D [k it's lame i know but i really had nthing better to do and i was getting a bit worried from what Benedict was telling me]
One last chance
In my life I don't mean much to anyone
I've lost my way can't go back anymore
Once I had everything now it's gone
Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before
Some people say that i'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try
I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I'll try to remember who i used to be
I've got one last chance to get myself together
The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me. Just give me the time and space to heal my head
The pain inside is terrible.. No 1 understands yet alone care.. I'm different from the others. I venge my anger on stuff that's ridiculous. If i had a wish I'd wish to be happy. I'd never expected my childhood to be like this. I want more out of life.
But ill still not hesistate to give life one last try. I just hope people out there will give me one last chance.
I've lost my way can't go back anymore
Once I had everything now it's gone
Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before
Some people say that i'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try
I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I'll try to remember who i used to be
I've got one last chance to get myself together
The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me. Just give me the time and space to heal my head
The pain inside is terrible.. No 1 understands yet alone care.. I'm different from the others. I venge my anger on stuff that's ridiculous. If i had a wish I'd wish to be happy. I'd never expected my childhood to be like this. I want more out of life.
But ill still not hesistate to give life one last try. I just hope people out there will give me one last chance.
Yvonne
Friends?
Sometimes i wonder to myself. How reliable are my friends? How much do they know about me? What will they do in the event that i'm dead? Why did they ever wanted to be my friend? Where did they ever get the idea that they're good friends? DO I EVEN HAVE FRIENDS?
Honestly, i don't even know if i have friends. I don't even see the point in having friends anymore. Everything's just blank in my head. They consider themselves a friend of mine, yet they backstab,lie,digress,bastard and do all sorts of stuff behind my back. U call that friends? Sometimes they even have the balls to say in right infront of my face.. Blh.. I'll continue this some other time.. I've got better stuff to do then waste my time blogging bout bastards :P I felt so hurt today.. I almost commited suicide and i caught a picture while attempting it. =C
Sometimes i wonder to myself. How reliable are my friends? How much do they know about me? What will they do in the event that i'm dead? Why did they ever wanted to be my friend? Where did they ever get the idea that they're good friends? DO I EVEN HAVE FRIENDS?
Honestly, i don't even know if i have friends. I don't even see the point in having friends anymore. Everything's just blank in my head. They consider themselves a friend of mine, yet they backstab,lie,digress,bastard and do all sorts of stuff behind my back. U call that friends? Sometimes they even have the balls to say in right infront of my face.. Blh.. I'll continue this some other time.. I've got better stuff to do then waste my time blogging bout bastards :P I felt so hurt today.. I almost commited suicide and i caught a picture while attempting it. =C
Sunday, March 4, 2007
4th March Open House
Reserved for what happened today
teacher house. orhcard beka.cinema mos burger
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After my classes ended at 2.00pm. I went back home and changed. I rushed to Orchard and i met Becky there at Isetan in a black dress.. walking. I was shocked and amazed at how much much better looking she looked like in person. so we went to queensway from there and she left me there and went back to orchard again i think...
I waited for Benedict, Hong Tai,the softball sisters and Fifi. Ben arrived a min after becca left i tried calling her to see if she was still around cos ben wanted to see her but she was already in a cab.. so me and ben went to Anchorpoint and bought a present for Mrs Ng. It was already 4.40pm and still no sign of the others. So we decided to wait at the bus stop but we didn't know which side of the road so we called Andrew and i couldnt understand a single shit he was blabbering about so he handed the phone over to (god i've forgoten her name) yet, i still couldn't understand anything she said so i handed the phone over to Benedict... After like 10mins of shouting and talking we decided to wait at the bus stop facing Q'Way..
Me and Ben sat near the drain and started talking about girls and about how it's so hard to get 1... yeah we also talked about becca. Right and err Hong Tai called and told us to get on the 195 bus that was coming next cos he was inside. and from there we went to Lilly's house.. (Mrs Lilly Ng)
When we arrived everyone was like waiting for us and greeted us.. haha there was loadss of food.(but they werent really that nice cos i wasn't feeling hungry).Lily kept on giving us food again and again and again. Woah i couldnt Finish them. it was a waste to throw it away.. i feel bad! haha but i still managed to finish half her bottle of Pineapple tarts which was the best :P!! We were watching a jap horror movie " The Red Candy" yeah and it was super boring. there wasn't any kick... During the most scary part of the movie. (Can't remember her name) asked me to go on the lights cos it was already dark and there was only 1 light on.. so when i walked past by her. There was this loud shatter of Glass and there was a burst of light. I was like OMG WTF.. and everyone was screaming. When i turned around..-_-" The lamp fell and broke. =( anD EVERYONE BLAMED COS i was at the wrong place at the wrong time. Lilly's husband came over and cleaned the mess up... and i decided to stay outdoor.. doing shit.. with Hong Tai and Ben.After the movie.We were spose to play Block Catching but facking Andrew and the other dudes didn't want to so there was like too little people to play and we ended up going to OrChard With Fifi and Ben and The softball girls (can't remember that girl's name), hong tai.
We went there by MRT and i didn't had any $$ on My EZ link card right.. so i followed Ben very closely haha and nothing happend :) We arrived at Orchard and ben was like fuckinggg higgh.. He ran all the way to the toilet haha. Fifi and 1 of the softball girls stayed back to go wait for her boyfriend (softballgirl'sbf) yeah and me,ben and hong tai walked to Cathay. We met Fifi (can't remember the girl's name and the 2 softball girls there with 1 of their boyfriend) We didn't watch a movie
cos the other's had to go home early and the time slot for most of the movie was after 10.. and it was like 8.40pm. yeah so we walked around Catahy looking at sum of the premium shoes :)... Outside Cathay me ,Hong Tai and ben were laughing at people and commenting on a couple we saw.. The guy was like shorter than the girl that he had to stand on the walk way while the girl stood on the road just so she could hug him. They were like hugging for almost more than 10mins. and Hong Tai said the both of them were sleeping. ROFL.. hahah lmao.. loll.. We were waiting for Fifi and the others to hurry up with their Beer. -.-" Apparently they were too young to buy so they asked a group of teens to buy fer them =D haha
We then made our way to the Heeren and walked around aimlessly haha looking at limited edition stuffs again and then Ben was like hungry so we made our way to Takashimaya to go eat at Mos Burger =D! I shared French Fries with Fifi and and we ate Frozen Strawberries whcih was like UBBERR COLD AND FREEZING DELICIOUS!!! HAHAHHA omg that was like 1 of the best shit i'v ever tasted =D i'm going to go get some more the next time =P..
We made our way home after that and splited at the MRT station The softball girls, and (i realli cant remember her name) went back home via mrt. Ben, Hong Tai ,Fifi and me went back home by Bus. The 3 of them took 7. and i was left alone there to take bus 123 back home. I arrived at 10:50pm and my dad gave me a fucking lecture haha and asked me why i was late blah blah.. yeahh. so thats all that day
I really feel stupid.. cos of becky.. i was so fucking dumbfounded.. i couldn't talk much and i couldn't think of anything much to say.. so im really sorry and u had the right to call me a nerd..
teacher house. orhcard beka.cinema mos burger
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After my classes ended at 2.00pm. I went back home and changed. I rushed to Orchard and i met Becky there at Isetan in a black dress.. walking. I was shocked and amazed at how much much better looking she looked like in person. so we went to queensway from there and she left me there and went back to orchard again i think...
I waited for Benedict, Hong Tai,the softball sisters and Fifi. Ben arrived a min after becca left i tried calling her to see if she was still around cos ben wanted to see her but she was already in a cab.. so me and ben went to Anchorpoint and bought a present for Mrs Ng. It was already 4.40pm and still no sign of the others. So we decided to wait at the bus stop but we didn't know which side of the road so we called Andrew and i couldnt understand a single shit he was blabbering about so he handed the phone over to (god i've forgoten her name) yet, i still couldn't understand anything she said so i handed the phone over to Benedict... After like 10mins of shouting and talking we decided to wait at the bus stop facing Q'Way..
Me and Ben sat near the drain and started talking about girls and about how it's so hard to get 1... yeah we also talked about becca. Right and err Hong Tai called and told us to get on the 195 bus that was coming next cos he was inside. and from there we went to Lilly's house.. (Mrs Lilly Ng)
When we arrived everyone was like waiting for us and greeted us.. haha there was loadss of food.(but they werent really that nice cos i wasn't feeling hungry).Lily kept on giving us food again and again and again. Woah i couldnt Finish them. it was a waste to throw it away.. i feel bad! haha but i still managed to finish half her bottle of Pineapple tarts which was the best :P!! We were watching a jap horror movie " The Red Candy" yeah and it was super boring. there wasn't any kick... During the most scary part of the movie. (Can't remember her name) asked me to go on the lights cos it was already dark and there was only 1 light on.. so when i walked past by her. There was this loud shatter of Glass and there was a burst of light. I was like OMG WTF.. and everyone was screaming. When i turned around..-_-" The lamp fell and broke. =( anD EVERYONE BLAMED COS i was at the wrong place at the wrong time. Lilly's husband came over and cleaned the mess up... and i decided to stay outdoor.. doing shit.. with Hong Tai and Ben.After the movie.We were spose to play Block Catching but facking Andrew and the other dudes didn't want to so there was like too little people to play and we ended up going to OrChard With Fifi and Ben and The softball girls (can't remember that girl's name), hong tai.
We went there by MRT and i didn't had any $$ on My EZ link card right.. so i followed Ben very closely haha and nothing happend :) We arrived at Orchard and ben was like fuckinggg higgh.. He ran all the way to the toilet haha. Fifi and 1 of the softball girls stayed back to go wait for her boyfriend (softballgirl'sbf) yeah and me,ben and hong tai walked to Cathay. We met Fifi (can't remember the girl's name and the 2 softball girls there with 1 of their boyfriend) We didn't watch a movie
cos the other's had to go home early and the time slot for most of the movie was after 10.. and it was like 8.40pm. yeah so we walked around Catahy looking at sum of the premium shoes :)... Outside Cathay me ,Hong Tai and ben were laughing at people and commenting on a couple we saw.. The guy was like shorter than the girl that he had to stand on the walk way while the girl stood on the road just so she could hug him. They were like hugging for almost more than 10mins. and Hong Tai said the both of them were sleeping. ROFL.. hahah lmao.. loll.. We were waiting for Fifi and the others to hurry up with their Beer. -.-" Apparently they were too young to buy so they asked a group of teens to buy fer them =D haha
We then made our way to the Heeren and walked around aimlessly haha looking at limited edition stuffs again and then Ben was like hungry so we made our way to Takashimaya to go eat at Mos Burger =D! I shared French Fries with Fifi and and we ate Frozen Strawberries whcih was like UBBERR COLD AND FREEZING DELICIOUS!!! HAHAHHA omg that was like 1 of the best shit i'v ever tasted =D i'm going to go get some more the next time =P..
We made our way home after that and splited at the MRT station The softball girls, and (i realli cant remember her name) went back home via mrt. Ben, Hong Tai ,Fifi and me went back home by Bus. The 3 of them took 7. and i was left alone there to take bus 123 back home. I arrived at 10:50pm and my dad gave me a fucking lecture haha and asked me why i was late blah blah.. yeahh. so thats all that day
I really feel stupid.. cos of becky.. i was so fucking dumbfounded.. i couldn't talk much and i couldn't think of anything much to say.. so im really sorry and u had the right to call me a nerd..
Heh
I'm spose to wake up b4 9.40am tmrw and it's like 12.35+ and im going to be sleepy tmrw if i dont sleep. But i dont realli care.. I hate to wake up early in the mrning to go for Religion Classes, not saying i hate goin der but the fact that i've to wake up early and sit on the floor during classes is nt entertaining at all. :)haha Then after that i might be going with Becky tmrw to my Teacher's open house dinner with my friends. I fear i might be the only 1 bringing a friend along..
Yeah. After becky goes to sleep im off to play a dota game followed by sum sleep!! I wonder when the fack is my laptop gonna arive.!! 3more days to my BirthDay.!!
OWNAGEEE
I'm spose to wake up b4 9.40am tmrw and it's like 12.35+ and im going to be sleepy tmrw if i dont sleep. But i dont realli care.. I hate to wake up early in the mrning to go for Religion Classes, not saying i hate goin der but the fact that i've to wake up early and sit on the floor during classes is nt entertaining at all. :)haha Then after that i might be going with Becky tmrw to my Teacher's open house dinner with my friends. I fear i might be the only 1 bringing a friend along..
Yeah. After becky goes to sleep im off to play a dota game followed by sum sleep!! I wonder when the fack is my laptop gonna arive.!! 3more days to my BirthDay.!!
OWNAGEEE
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