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Thursday, October 28, 2010

kicked

out of school
for bad behaviour
bad grades.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

letter of sex

To: Mr Tan

The time I spent in Secondary school has accustomed me to the lack of failure. This being said receiving my results and finding out I achieved sub par results was a horrifying experience. Regret and guilt plagued me ever since that day and surprisingly enough writing you this letter has given me a little reprieve from that feeling as I know that you are a reasonable person which will ultimately choose the right decision for me. However, I must let you know what I think is best for me, and I think that giving me the opportunity to redeem myself in year 2 is the right one.

In secondary school I played a lot, was mischievous and I still manage to top my class. I found it to be a breeze. With my “O” levels I did relatively well to secure my spot in MI like I have always wanted. Being an ignorant person, I thought I could do the same here in MI, I was to be horribly mistaken. I thought I could play, not pay attention and be the self I was in secondary school again I was wrong. Being my arrogant self in class I would let myself be easily distracted by minor things because I told myself regularly that “I can review that later, don’t worry Sahdique everything will be fine” but now I know , now I will change and hopefully you will let me prove this to you in year 2. My laziness and my complacency was the reason I have performed terribly and if you would allow me to advance I would rectify those faults and promise to strive to achieve better results.

I will do this by working as hard as possible to firstly catch up to the syllabus during the holidays that I am currently very much behind. Once that is achieved I would study for about at least an hour or two of my own time each day to stay ahead or with the current syllabus being thought. Paying attention in class taking notes and then reviewing them once I get home will help in the process of making the topic being taught that day etched in my mind. As I currently am doing many language related subjects I would read a lot of novels and literature to improve my language. As my parents too now have seen the results, they have insisted that I be provided tuition to improve myself. This past week has given me a new perspective on how childish and immature I was, no matter the outcome, I will work as hard to achieve my goals and not let my faults ever cause me pause ever again.

One page cannot fully express my regret of my decisions in this past year and I hope that you give me the second chance to redeem myself. In whichever decision you choose, my spirit will never falter, with diligence I will strive, with Heart I will serve, my spirit will never falter to bring glory to millennia institute. Thank you.

Regards,

Sahdique Caubang, Student of Class blah of Millennia institute

cukees

http://www.woltermanns.com/misc/cookies_Adams.htm


Cookies by Douglas Adams (author: "Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy")

This actually did happen to a real person, and the real person was me. I had gone to catch a train. This was April 1976, in Cambridge, U.K. I was a bit early for the train. I'd gotten the time of the train wrong.

I went to get myself a newspaper to do the crossword, and a cup of coffee and a packet of cookies. I went and sat at a table.

I want you to picture the scene. It's very important that you get this very clear in your mind.

Here's the table, newspaper, cup of coffee, packet of cookies. There's a guy sitting opposite me, perfectly ordinary-looking guy wearing a business suit, carrying a briefcase.

It didn't look like he was going to do anything weird. What he did was this: he suddenly leaned across, picked up the packet of cookies, tore it open, took one out, and ate it.

Now this, I have to say, is the sort of thing the British are very bad at dealing with. There's nothing in our background, upbringing, or education that teaches you how to deal with someone who in broad daylight has just stolen your cookies.

You know what would happen if this had been South Central Los Angeles. There would have very quickly been gunfire, helicopters coming in, CNN, you know. . . But in the end, I did what any red-blooded Englishman would do: I ignored it. And I stared at the newspaper, took a sip of coffee, tried to do a clue in the newspaper, couldn't do anything, and thought, what am I going to do?

In the end I thought, nothing for it, I'll just have to go for it, and I tried very hard not to notice the fact that the packet was already mysteriously opened. I took out a cookie for myself. I thought, that settled him. But it hadn't because a moment or two later he did it again. He took another cookie.

Having not mentioned it the first time, it was somehow even harder to raise the subject the second time around. "Excuse me, I couldn't help but notice . . ." I mean, it doesn't really work.

We went through the whole packet like this. When I say the whole packet, I mean there were only about eight cookies, but it felt like a lifetime. He took one, I took one, he took one, I took one. Finally, when we got to the end, he stood up and walked away.

Well, we exchanged meaningful looks, then he walked away, and I breathed a sigh of relief and sat back. A moment or two later the train was coming in, so I tossed back the rest of my coffee, stood up, picked up the newspaper, and underneath the newspaper were my cookies.

The thing I like particularly about this story is the sensation that somewhere in England there has been wandering around for the last quarter-century a perfectly ordinary guy who's had the same exact story, only he doesn't have the punch line.

(Excerpted from "The Salmon of Doubt: Hitchhiking the Galaxy One Last Time" by Douglas Adams)

i just liked his use of words. i don't support gay people.

http://www.thestranger.com/seattle/SavageLove?oid=5135029

Gay Kids Are Dying, Fuck Your Feelings



October 14, 2010



Dear Dan: I was listening to the radio yesterday morning, and I heard an interview with you about your It Gets Better campaign. I was saddened and frustrated with your comments regarding people of faith and their perpetuation of bullying. As someone who loves the Lord and does not support gay marriage, I can honestly say I was heartbroken to hear about the young man who took his own life.

If your message is that we should not judge people based on their sexual preference, how do you justify judging entire groups of people for any other reason (including their faith)? There is no part of me that took any pleasure in what happened to that young man, and I know for a fact that is true of many other people who disagree with your viewpoint.

To that end, to imply that I would somehow encourage my children to mock, hurt, or intimidate another person for any reason is completely unfounded and offensive. Being a follower of Christ is, above all things, a recognition that we are all imperfect, fallible, and in desperate need of a savior. We cannot believe that we are better or more worthy than other people.

Please consider your viewpoint, and please be more careful with your words in the future.

—L.R.



Savage:

I'm sorry your feelings were hurt by my comments.

No, wait. I'm not. Gay kids are dying. So let's try to keep things in perspective: Fuck your feelings.

A question: Do you "support" atheist marriage? Interfaith marriage? Divorce and remarriage? All are legal, all go against Christian and/or traditional ideas about marriage, and yet there's no "Christian" movement to deny marriage rights to atheists or people marrying outside their respective faiths or people divorcing and remarrying.

Why the hell not?

Sorry, L.R., but so long as you support the denial of marriage rights to same-sex couples, it's clear that you do believe that some people—straight people—are "better or more worthy" than others.

And—sorry—but you are partly responsible for the bullying and physical violence being visited on vulnerable LGBT children. The kids of people who see gay people as sinful or damaged or disordered and unworthy of full civil equality—even if those people strive to express their bigotry in the politest possible way (at least when they happen to be addressing a gay person)—learn to see gay people as sinful, damaged, disordered, and unworthy. And while there may not be any gay adults or couples where you live, or at your church, or in your workplace, I promise you that there are gay and lesbian children in your schools. And while you can only attack gays and lesbians at the ballot box, nice and impersonally, your children have the option of attacking actual gays and lesbians, in person, in real time.

Real gay and lesbian children. Not political abstractions, not "sinners." Gay and lesbian children.

Try to keep up: The dehumanizing bigotries that fall from the lips of "faithful Christians," and the lies about us that vomit out from the pulpits of churches that "faithful Christians" drag their kids to on Sundays, give your children license to verbally abuse, humiliate, and condemn the gay children they encounter at school. And many of your children—having listened to Mom and Dad talk about how gay marriage is a threat to family and how gay sex makes their magic sky friend Jesus cry—feel justified in physically abusing the LGBT children they encounter in their schools. You don't have to explicitly "encourage [your] children to mock, hurt, or intimidate" queer kids. Your encouragement—along with your hatred and fear—is implicit. It's here, it's clear, and we're seeing the fruits of it: dead children.

Oh, and those same dehumanizing bigotries that fill your straight children with hate? They fill your gay children with suicidal despair. And you have the nerve to ask me to be more careful with my words?

Did that hurt to hear? Good. But it couldn't have hurt nearly as much as what was said and done to Asher Brown and Justin Aaberg and Billy Lucas and Cody Barker and Seth Walsh—day-in, day-out for years—at schools filled with bigoted little monsters created not in the image of a loving God, but in the image of the hateful and false "followers of Christ" they call Mom and Dad.
The role of a human is the role of a flower- to exist.

human interaction pls.

dique Dique says
first we need to think of what we want to do
actually i need to bring my fat sorry lazy ass down to school and have a good conversation with humans instead of pixels that i stare at for at least 13 hours on average a day.
i'm all for pixels ): just that i'm starting to get bored.
you know why? because i leveled this shaman right.
and within 1 week.
i jumped from a base 2.6k gear score with greens and blues to being fully decked out in epic ilvl 264 gears and sporting some of the best gears ingame. i'm currently at 5.5kgs
supposedly there's a lot to work on but i'm locked to every single raid that exists and there is literally nothing i can do online except mount on my headless horseman's horse and run about cities doing nothing


dique Dique says
to sum it all up, i am starting to yearn for human interaction. full stop*
But i feel so fucking lazy to get out of this shell that i'm living in.
but IT FEELS SO GOOD!


dique Dique says
you know
i played for 18 hours non stop
with only 4 hours sleep


dique Dique says
i've gotten to the point where i start feeling incredibly sick and tired, really light headed and shit, getting blurred vision and migranes. i swear it's really horrible


dique Dique says
i remember standing up and felt like fainting and falling down to my sides.
it's okay, this was 3 or 4 days ago..
i'm fine now.