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Saturday, April 10, 2010

WOW. LOL.

andrew yeo. says:
*do not share this with anyone.
*Esther - says:
haha. but guys usually ain't the thinker and all
eh wait. ask you something but you promise me you can't tell anyone kay
andrew yeo. says:
promise.
Esther - says:
wassup with diq/
?
i mean
why is he liking soo many girls?
andrew yeo. says:
who sia?

[Ray(W)] D; says:
*what
*the
*fuck?
*by
*me liking so many girls?
*is she srs?
andrew yeo. says:
*Esther - says:
pooja?
georgia?
me included?

[Ray(W)] D; says:
*LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
*What did u tell her?
*fuck
andrew yeo. says:
*andrew yeo. says:
really?
woah!
Esther - says:
you don't know?
omg
andrew yeo. says:
no?
i'm lost lol?
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*oi
*fuck lar
*cover me ujp
*say
andrew yeo. says:
*please do not like randomly tell anyone, not even furqan.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*i never liked
*any
*ok
*i wont
*wa cheebai
*why usay
*dude
*i never liked
*georgia
*or poojah
*u know that
*right
*as in
*like like
*dood.
*omg
*srs?
*watf
*watf
*watf
*watf
*watf
*watfs
*eowgspkmdfbl
*w-ijrhons bmdcvk
andrew yeo. says:
*so i say you don;t like her?
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*=09876tfgvbhj
*no
*just
*dont
*AHR
*dont make it obv
*but say
*he never
*liked
*poojah
*or
*georgia
*what made u think
*that way
*ask
*i need to know
*this is fuckin shit
*fuck me
*fuck me
*wtf
andrew yeo. says:
*Esther - says:
i thought you knew
but you definitely know that he likes me right?
andrew yeo. says:
really meh?
Esther - says:
its pretty obvious what
andrew yeo. says:
seems the same to my former classmates eh?
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*what u mean by its pretty obvious
*dude ask.
*omg
*omg
andrew yeo. says:
*can you wait.
*i'm asking.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*can
*im just
*freaking out
andrew yeo. says:
*i know what to do?
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*sorry man
andrew yeo. says:
*.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*sorry lar
*its just
andrew yeo. says:
*wait.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*wth?
*k
andrew yeo. says:
*the noise la.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*kk
andrew yeo. says:
*the msn shit.
* why the random feeling?
Esther - says:
nah, this bothered me for quite a few days.
so i'm just finding out
but i hear alot of nasty comments bout diq. which i can't say
andrew yeo. says:
woah?
Esther - says:
so..just finding out
yeap
andrew yeo. says:
nasty?
like?
Esther - says:
hmm
like
* it changed my perspective of him
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*nice one.
*i think
*poojah told her stuff
andrew yeo. says:
*yeah.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*nice nice.
andrew yeo. says:
*same thinking.
*SAME!
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*nice one.
*exactly...
*wow.
*fuck me.
*i cant sleep now
*great.
*make me look good man
*cover me up
*dont talk like u dont knwo me
*ur spose to talk like u know me.
andrew yeo. says:
*andrew yeo. says:
from?
Esther - says:
can't say who la. its a promise
andrew yeo. says:
can i guess?
Esther - says:
nope. not goona say. its a promise
andrew yeo. says:
k don;'t have to say.
just let me guess.
Esther - says:
ok
*andrew yeo. says:
i have a feeling its pooja.
Esther - says:
hmmm...
andrew yeo. says:
because.
i know what happened to her.
tell me the truth.
Esther - says:
diq told you huh?
as in what happened to pooja
andrew yeo. says:
that one she told me allso.
Esther - says:
oh
yeah. pooja told me
andrew yeo. says:
you see.
its not what it seems.
its because of this akash.
backstabbing dick.

[Ray(W)] D; says:
*nice one bro.
*keep it going
*tell her fully explain to her
*total misconception
*i never liked poojah
*she kept flriting
*its this shit that keeps going on with guys
*i never said i liked her
*i never talked shit about her
*and georgia, fuck off man. What do you mean by i like georgia. what the hell made you think i like georgia. i never fucking ever had the thought in my head...
andrew yeo. says:
*who likes hairy girls.
*wait lets take it slow.
*let me gain more of her trust k.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*kk
andrew yeo. says:
*andrew yeo. says:
dick thought akash was really nice.
so he actually shared his thought about pooja on how nice she really was.
like she's really cool and all.
then akash decided to backstab dick and feed her a bunch of lies.
Esther - says:
omg wth. so who is lying now?
this is soo irritating
andrew yeo. says:
thats why.
pooja does not know akash is lying.
*Esther - says:
whatever it is. this just showed me not to trust anyone.
andrew yeo. says:
i know dick may seem like an asshole at times when he insults people.
Esther - says:
i mean not that i trusted anyone in the first place.
andrew yeo. says:
but he's not the kind of people who does such stuffs.
oh yeah.

[Ray(W)] D; says:
*tell her i also stopped tursting people after that
*gotta keep abit of ego going on in there.
*dont say i dont like her cos she alread yknows. no point denying the obvious /agree? But.. cover me up. cover my back.
andrew yeo. says:
*yeah.
*can you delete the pooja post?
*its like obvious?
*thanks.
*Dique Sah Not everything you hear is true. Fuck you.
*this one also.
*thanks.
*do not post anything on fb anymore.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*kk
*still talking to her?
andrew yeo. says:
*yeah.
*Esther - says:
everyone will feel that la
if i'm home, i will want to sleep
and sleep
and sleeo
*sleep
andrew yeo. says:
yeah.
then i'll feel fat.
Esther - says:
like..its non stop
haha
andrew yeo. says:
LOL!
anyways about dick, don't listen to others until you hear it from him yourself.
i never listen to other people's gossip one.
i trust my own eyes and ears.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*what is her reply.
andrew yeo. says:
*Esther - says:
but you'll only know when you experience it, and these experiences could be bad
so i'm just trying to avoid these bad experiences

[Ray(W)] D; says:
*ask her
*make her ask me
*i want to talk to her
*i need to talk to her
*and explain stuff to her
*if i dont explain if u dont make her talk to me
*she wont talk to me one
*she's that kind of person
andrew yeo. says:
*Dique Sah Fuck you so bad. Fuck you. If you don't tell me how the fuck am i suppose to fix it? Fuck you so fucking much. I have never fucking ranted on facebook that much.
*delete this too.
*delete everything related to what i told you.
*rant on your blog.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*k

IASKED IF U OKAY OR NOT?

andrew yeo. says:
*what she say?
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*she says, i'm ok why ?
*and i went, u just seem different
*no la i'm okay :)
*i wanted to reply GO FUCK URSELF BITCH
*FUCKIN SLUTWHORE-92IJW43OESDFVL;

im gay gay gay

:)

Friday, April 9, 2010

15 interesting facts about dreams

1. You Forget 90% of Your Dreams

Within 5 minutes of waking, half of your dream is forgotten. Within 10, 90% is gone.
2. Blind People also Dream

People who became blind after birth can see images in their dreams. People who are born blind do not see any images, but have dreams equally vivid involving their other senses of sound, smell, touch and emotion.
3. Everybody Dreams

Every human being dreams (except in cases of extreme psychological disorder). If you think, you are not dreaming, you just forget your dreams.
4. In Our Dreams We Only See Faces, That We already Know

Our mind is not inventing faces – in our dreams we see real faces of real people that we have seen during our life but may not know or remember. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces throughout our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams.
5. Not Everybody Dreams in Color

A full 12% of sighted people dream exclusively in black and white. The remaining number dream in full color. Studies from 1915 through to the 1950s maintained that the majority of dreams were in black and white, but these results began to change in the 1960s. Today, only 4.4% of the dreams of under-25 year-olds are in black and white. Recent research has suggested that those changing results may be linked to the switch from black-and-white film and TV to color media.
6. Dreams are Symbolic

If you dream about some particular subject it is not often that the dream is about that. Dreams speak in a deeply symbolic language. Whatever symbol your dream picks on it is most unlikely to be a symbol for itself.
7. Emotions

The most common emotion experienced in dreams is anxiety. Negative emotions are more common than positive ones.
8. You can have four to seven dreams in one night.

On average, you can dream anywhere from one or two hours every night.
9. Animals Dream Too

Studies have been done on many different animals, and they all show the same brain waves during dreaming sleep as humans. Watch a dog sleeping sometime. The paws move like they are running and they make yipping sounds as if they are chasing something in a dream.
10. Body Paralysis

Rapid eye movement (REM) sleep is a normal stage of sleep characterized by rapid movements of the eyes. REM sleep in adult humans typically occupies 20-25% of total sleep, about 90-120 minutes of a night’s sleep.
During REM sleep the body is paralyzed by a mechanism in the brain in order to prevent the movements which occur in the dream from causing the physical body to move. However, it is possible for this mechanism to be triggered before, during, or after normal sleep while the brain awakens.
11. Dream Incorporation

Our mind interprets the external stimuli that our senses are bombarded with when we are asleep and make them a part of our dreams. This means that sometimes, in our dreams, we hear a sound from reality and incorporate it in a way. For example you may be dreaming that you are in a concert, while your brother is playing a guitar during your sleep.
12. Men and Women Dream Differently

Men tend to dream more about other men. Around 70% of the characters in a man’s dream are other men. On the other hand, a woman’s dream contains almost an equal number of men and women. Aside from that, men generally have more aggressive emotions in their dreams than the female lot.
13. Precognitive Dreams

Results of several surveys across large population sets indicate that between 18% and 38% of people have experienced at least one precognitive dream and 70% have experienced déjà vu. The percentage of persons that believe precognitive dreaming is possible is even higher, ranging from 63% to 98%.
*Precognition, also called future sight, refers to perception that involves the acquisition of future information that cannot be deduced from presently available and normally acquired sense-based information.
14. If you are snoring, then you cannot be dreaming.

This fact is repeated all over the Internet, but I’m a bit suspicious whether it’s really true as I haven’t found any scientific evidence to support it.
15.You can experience an o r g asm in your dream

You can not only have s e x as pleasurable as in your real life while dreaming, but also experience an o r g a s m as strong as a real one, without any wet results. The sensations felt while lucid dreaming (touch, pleasure and etc..) can be as pleasurable and strong (or I believe even stronger) as the sensations experienced in the real world.
Well, I hope you had a great time reading these strange facts about our dreams. Good night and sweet dreams!

(I’m going to my bed to check those facts once again.)
i need a spot to sit and think.
This could be the end of everything.
Change is inevitable.
You are changing.
I am changing.
Why are we changing.
Let's go somewhere only we know.

Something is going on.

from afar, see the look on my daddy's face. when he's son has fall over undone. Father my life is over. I didn't know what i had now its gone. Can i lay my head upon your shoulders. If i fall asleep will it be over? Ohh Dr John. What am i doing? What am i doing wrong? I keep on trying, Something ain't going. Something ain't going on. Oh Dr John what am i doing wrong? Cos i keep on trying.

Kapeldo and Martini are 2 little goblins from the wonderful and mystical world of Herthe far kotl of the 25th Nebular Cosmos. Kapeldo is fat. and Martini is attracted to humans with 2 genitals.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

APRIL, Pass by fast.

Alright, So.
Hey there, i noticed you're not sitting next to me anymore. You did not tell me why you're not sitting next to me. Georgia told me you moved because you could not see clearly from the back. I do recall you mentioning about your vision problem from before but you did not even bothered to say something. I am very much confused and really disturbed. Apart from the movement of places, which i think is okay. I do want to know why you have been behaving really subtle in front of me for this whole week so far. You do not look me in the eye anymore when we talk and we cannot have conversations anymore, apart from a few sentences and a fake laugh here and there. You are very much reserved nowadays and i am concerned for you. I have a feeling you won't be joining us for tennis anymore or to chill out and watch movies during holidays or weekends. How long will you be keeping this up for? I cannot focus in school and i get really sad halfway through class whenever my wandering eyes fixes upon you. I stare at the window and get lost in deep thoughts. Reflecting upon the week before and questioning myself, Where did i go wrong in our friendship? Was it something i did? Was it something i said? Please do enlighten me for i do not want this to persist for the 3 years in our Institute. Lift the burden and take away my troubles, Speak to me. For now i am going to give you some space and i hope you use this time to make your decision on wether we can still be friends. Don't change. I prefered you the way you were before. Please do reply.

-Very concerned friend.
Dick

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

NGAYONG 2010

Every night I have dreams of foregone times, times that have only lead me crimes and when I look back all I see is black some kind of attack, then I realise all those times spent with you were wack, I should of been with the boys on the track, they were right when they were telling me to be slack, now i'm going to go back to the way things were like the time before I ever met you and you know what I refer to, I'm going to start to accrue things I never though I'd do, who ever knew you and everything you said was untrue, you don't understand the pain you have put me through and you got no idea what i'm going to do to you, this shits overdue, who ever knew this is what you could do, this doesnt even construe, but I know everything I'm thinking is true, now look what you have turned me to.
Every Night i Have Nightmares Of The Worst Things , The Pain You Caused Has Made Me Pause in My Own Tracks, i knew i should of walked out , as i shout out to god nobodys there to hold me up as im falling only the devil was there calling out murder turning a blind eye to this love and only dark clouds above walls so high no lie will be able to enter again

Monday, April 5, 2010

Hur hur hur.

One day i'm going To look back at the things i've posted here and be embarassed and ashamed that i ever wrote any of this. =)

my friend

Why have you taken away everything i hold dear to me? THIEF!
Why have you destroyed my chance of living? MURDERER!
Why have you forsaken me, brother? BETRAYER!
Why have you denied me? AVARICIOUS!
Why have you? SINNER!
FEAR! How will i cope?
DESPAIR! How can this be?
GUILT! How did i allow him to do it?
RAGE! How will I snuff out the flame of life from you?

I wish i was ignorant, but i see, i see what you did, now i cannot forgive and i cannot live in bliss.

I will become the destroyer to end you.

wherever u are

Cannot sleep. Open your eyes.
Look outside. Tell your goodbyes.
Cannot sleep. Open your eyes.
Look outside. Tell your goodbyes.
And I'll be waiting around your house.
I don't mind waiting around your house.

It doesn't matter where you are.
Someone is there
with you, I fear.
It doesn't matter where you are.
I can't complain.
Ignore the stain.

El' puKE

Yesterday, i was discussing ways on how i can impress you and make you fall for me. I felt like the luckiest man on earth, for a good 5 minutes. I literally shouted my lungs out in the street. I felt like i had it. I was reassured. I was convinced that, you were okay with me trying for you. Boy you had me there for a while. I was on cloud 9. Words cannot express how happy i was. I really was.

But seeing you today in school, all quiet. Not sitting next to me. And your silence. You don't look into my eyes anymore. You look away, i know why you look away. You don't want me to think that you are leading me. Yes i know. I understand. And worst of all that message you posted on Facebook. What's that suppose to mean? . Move on? Don't Wait? Is that a NO? It certainly does look like a no. I think its a no. Hey fuck yeah, it is a no. ): U make me sad. You don't know how much hurt you've caused me. My whole day was ruined and fucked up cos of that thing you posted. Why did you maintain a distance from me? Did i do something wrong?

I know, you were not ready to hear it from me. Which is exactly why i have not told you anything yet. So many moments we spent alone together, at the canteen, in the hall, stadium, my house, tennis court. I could have told you how i felt for you but, nay i did not. Cos i knew the time isn't there. The right moment i'm looking for isn't there. I have yet to win your heart, i havge yet to prove my "LOVE" For you. My heart is with you, my soul is with you, my mind is constantly with you. I think of you. Everyday, every dream i have. I see you, i see us. I do not fantasize about your beauty, or what i do to you. but more of what i do with you. That's the thing. I cannot fantasize about girls i truly like. You left a lasting impression on me. You're different. Which is why i didn't tell you. Whyyyyy did you suddenly ask?? What did i do to you to make you ask such a question? LOL. what a question to ask. Thing is why SO SUDDEN, On that day? I didn't do anything to you that day. Why??? =\

Damage control time, i am not ready to give up, but i'm starting to question myself. All that sacrifices i made fo you, was it really worth it? Are you really worth my time?

Good news my ass

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD NEWS.

So i just came back from Soccer, and i HAD SUM RLY GOOD NEWZ FRUM FURQAN LA SIAL!.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

seeker

deranged and delusional, i seek you.

mushy.

Lol, so much mushyness. I do not know why. Guess its "Attraction". Love is too heavy a word to use. This is what it does to me. I am behaving differently. 
=\ I make fun of people who write mushy stuff, now i know whats it like. But hey! Those people do it openly, on facebook or put it on their msn nicks. I do not.. I open a blog, i make it private and i write it here. Where only people i trust, shall see.

diamond ring.

Let it be known that
I never said anything
Only because i was afraid to
I wanted to
I just couldn't bring myself to

If someone else comes
I wish you all the best
There's nothing i can do.
Even if i wanted to.
I'd cry for you.
But i'd still be happy for you.

Deep in a trance, my mind is
fixated upon your image.
You haunt me,
In my dreams and thoughts
i see you, eternal peace
and everlasting calmness.

You and me, we should
Am i alone. Fantasy,Fantasy.
I know who you are. I know who you are.
Do tell me, your words ring in my head.

Your laughter, your voice it stings.
Cos it rings, constantly rings.
In my head, In my mind,
I find, it hard. but i don't mind.

Do you ever?
Think of blossoms and blue clouds.
Laying on grass patches.
Face up, staring at the sky.
Imagining Images and shapes.

I do. I imagine your face. I imagine us.
Yes imagine, because i'm limited to imagination
Reality, does not allow, has forbid me.
I will not abide, i shall not abide.
But i am forced. I am restricted.
Confined, Stuck, Immobile. Wishing to move.

GOODNIGHT ^^, you're online now btw. =3