IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU

It's all about you! It's all about you Baby!

faggots

I see Fags.
Her there and everywhere
Short skirts Long hair
Hate it when they walk yeah.
I'm in a dump.
You look so shit
can't wait to see you die.

Singapore has gone to the dump with the many faggots i see walking around Orchard Road.
L.M.A.O?

Look at the stars
look how they Shine for you
and all the things you do
cos they were all yellow

16

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

plans.

Today is a fine example of why things never go according to plans.
So i was at the canteen and she told me why she was dissapointed
She was sad that nobody remembered her birthday.
Her friends didn't remember her birthday.
Not us, not us friends.
Her old friends.
I felt bad.
I wanted to make her happy.
I thought i wouldn't do anything at all.
So i thought hey maybe i'll do something.
So i decided i'll get her a nice ice cream cake from Swensens
We'll all eat together and celebrate her birthday.

I'll continue this later i'm not in the mood to type stuff o.o

Thin Air

When I came to see you
you had nothing to say,
I stood right beside you,
you turned the other way,
I reached out to hold you
and found nobody there,
You turn into air.

Trust me, I want you
just as you are,
Don't change the things you do,
just stay as you are.

10th May 2010

Tmrw is the 10th of may 2010.
It's your birthday.
I'd like to give you a really good gift, something you'd be able to use.
I'd like to give you a shoe, a tennis shoe.
I know you've been complaining about how bad your shoes are and the blisters they give you.
It'd be perfect a shoe.
I know you want a DSLR Camera, but i can't afford to get you one.
At least not yet.
I want to be closer to you.
You won't let me.
I wanna be a part of your life.
An important part of your life.
But you won't let me.
I'm afraid i might come off desperate, even thou i don't think i do.
But i have my doubts.
You give me reasons to think twice.
I just want to make you happy.
But you don't tell me what's wrong.
Why oh Why?
What have I ever done to make you feel this way.
Why did you change?

Mother's day.

So today i woke up i didn't greet my mom Happy Mother's day at all. ( so cold ) I went out bought myself some clothes and a nice cake for my mother. Was hopin everyone would be at home to cut the cake and stuff but my dad isn't coming home tonight and she isn't in the mood to celebrate without my dad being home and all that so yeah = | so much for a nice happy mother's day. If there's one thing that life has taught me its,things never go according to plan.

jordan.

Jordan says:

*of course i'll be sad if she's with some other guy

*but if i see her enjoying her life

*i'm happy already

*when she smiles my heart lightens up

*she might not be the most beautiful girl i have met

*but she's the most naive and vulnerable girl i've ever met

*i feel the want to really embrace her burden

*to protect her

*you fucken troll don't laugh at me

*plz? :(