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Friday, March 30, 2007

PAWNED PAWNED PAWNED PAWNED

lost my god damn wallet again..

Guess what? I LOST MY WALLET AGAIN. this time in bus 196. on the way to school.. And i'd normally check the bus seat b4 i left. but a friend of mine dashed out so i thought it was sorta important or something and i didn't look. when i came out of the bus i reached for my wallet and i realised it wasn't there.. so... next best thing to do? DASH FOR THE GOD DAMN BUS. i was rnning like a frekin mad asshole.. i know the bastard driver saw me cos from the rear mirror i could see his face staring at me.. motherfucking piece of shit driver, didn't even bother to stop for me. WHAT THE HELL.... i haven't told my parents.. but im gonna be in deep shit if they find out.. sigh well.. i can't do much now.... I'm just gonna do some WarCrafting..

Sunday, March 25, 2007

well on the request of eric.. and the otehr dude.. here it goes

Well eric, it's fun to talk about u and how weird u can be when u get home like a zombie having no life at all by just sitting on ur god damn chair. i feel its pain. just playing the fricking wow all day long like a dumb ass shit and as i said a zombie. why were we talkin bout u? well the subject was wow so the first thing tat came to my mind was ERIC!! yeah eric jr tan.. ur everything bout wow to me. shit im gay now. but. yeah it was also cos of the south park episode on wow yeah? tat 1 u know? with that fat guy who had to had his mom bring in a trainy potty toilet thingy so he could shit on it while playing? yeah well we were thinking if u were liek him xD.,,, haha dont be offended by what i said.. its all cool with me man.. xD

well yeah blogging cos.. -.- they asked me to i know its been a long time since i've blogged? hell yeah long man.. cos the onli person that i ever updated the blog for was becky=D. yeah she.. haha now we dont talk much all of a sudden, i think its cos of the first time we met. she got disgusted at my site and dont wanna have nthing to do with me anymore from then. well i feel kinda sad and dissapointed and heart broken when we stopped talking.. so yeah heck taht.. im gettin over it a bit.. i took some drugs to get over it.. made me feel so fucking high =D yeah kidding haha dota was my drug.. i've been getting super uber better at it. till the point that i actually play with mirc people .. yes mirc.. mirc = WCG standard. there's a mh detector. but i've found several ways to exploit that.. haha =D HACKED ONCE AGAIN BY DICK!

Yvonne has ben making my life miserable once again. She wants me to stop being myself in class anymore.. again or ever.. cos i'm so called disrupting the class and not letting the weaker ones benefit at all from the lesson cos i'm always destroying it every 10mins or something.. zz she should ask our music tcher how it feels like for me being in his class.. its like 10x worser then how i behave in her class.. i've got the habit od destroying people classes cos i ger uber bored with it and i just dont think its fit for me to study in.. yep. =D.... not being complacent... just tryingto get it into everyon'es thick head.... I'M NOT SMART... IM JUST BEING COCKY. =D
She's gonna read this and start fucking with me again when i get back to school.. i just know it..
And screw how lousy my english is in ere. i dont give a shit... its blogging not composition...

My maths has so called been doing a bit better improved by 0.4xpercent.. yeah.. improvin..
well let's see.. what else can i talk about.. mmmm.. dont knoe anything yet,.. errr.. oh im saving money to get a crumpler,adidas/nike watch, new pair of dunks for school and outside.. and a new stylish hair cut.. =D yeah i dont wanna look bad in school man.. i've gotta keep up my so called reputation? err no tahts' wrong but watever.. i think i deserve much better than this stupid northstar.. shoe.. cheap fake version of the all stars.. the onli reason why i had to get those shoes cos i couldnt use my adidas campus, cos it's not all white.. bleh screw the school... . a watch cos i always keep staring at my wrist even thou there's nothing on it.. haha and to tell the time. crumpler cos my nike stinks.. -.-" mmmm hair cut.. yeah.. i wanna look different man.. i hate this dopy emo style hair.. school doesn't allow it.. oh and i also wana get contacts... throw away this fcking glasses... my eyes have gone so far and deep into my head... hahaha

Oh and i had a nice dream last night.. made me feel so good and unhomesick.. i dreamt of being in the filipins and how it felt when i was young over tehre. runiing around like a goon and playing wiht my air gun and stuff. and playing with the kids over there.. running away from adults... helping people.. sitting in jeepneys.. buying cheap stuff enjoing the sound of the rooster in the mrning.. and waking up early w.o fail.. i really love the filipins. i wish i could go back... but there's suppose to be a beter future for me here so i'll stay fer the sake of my future.. heh...

it's getting late spose to be sleeping but i just can't well im nt trying ill give it a try after this haha... i hate my life so much.. i've gotta pick myself up.. becky gave me the courage to try doing so but.. her hand got released and i fell back even deeper.. i hate it i hate my fcking life.. i dont knoe why.. i need someone to come and pull me back up again to how i felt when i was in pri 6.. its much beter than now.. well pri 5 will be better i hated psle results =D

when i go to school, i wear a mask.. i cover my face.. i pretend.. deep down inside. im just... whatever. this is toooo emotional.. screw taht..


Why do I have to flyover every town up and down the line?I'll die in the clouds aboveand you that I defend, I do not love.I wake up, it's a bad dream,No one on my side,I was fightingBut I just feel too tired to be fighting,guess I'm not the fighting kind.Where will I meet my fate?Baby I'm a man, I was born to hate.And when will I meet my end?In a better time you could be my friend.I wake up, it's a bad dream,No one on my side,I was fightingBut I just feel too tired to be fighting,guess I'm not the fighting kind.Wouldn't mind itif you were by my sideBut you're long gone,yeah you're long gone now.Where do we go?I don't even know,My strange old face,And I'm thinking about those days,And I'm thinking about those days.I wake up, it's a bad dream,No one on my side,I was fightingBut I just feel too tiredto be fighting,guess I'm not the fighting kind.Wouldn't mind itif you were by my sideBut you're long gone,yeah you're long gone now.