Okay so i like moved in to my new house today xD

well i didn't exactly came to talk abt that but more of this feeling inside me that's making me really dperessed.. I just know that there's this something im missing and i finnaly found out what it was today while me and my mates were out..

Apparently i really miss Rebecca. I really miss her.. I don't know why but while i was on the bus with andrew this afternoon on our way home made me realise how much rebecca actually meant to me..

I'm really confused about what happened to the both of us.. I really enjoyed her company and she was like the only person i could ever relate to.. I thought we were like Best Friends.. And ugh.. id ont know what happened that day when we met..

damn what i really mean is.. I REALLY MISS YOU... COME BACK AND TALK TO ME...

she's prolly happy with her boy friend already and stuff but.. ugh.. =.=
i jus wanna be good frens again...

well becky i hope to hear frm u soon =)


frm,ur old fren.

[Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me wtf rebecca didn't ignore me lol
27/11/2007 11:14:53 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me but i say hi she nvr reply
27/11/2007 11:15:47 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew oh sorry lol
27/11/2007 11:15:50 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i just fixed my internet
27/11/2007 11:15:53 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew haha is she still on?
27/11/2007 11:17:02 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me dunno
27/11/2007 11:17:05 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me i go bathe first brb
27/11/2007 11:19:35 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew oh she's off
27/11/2007 11:19:51 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew eh i really wanna talk to her
27/11/2007 11:20:00 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i mean like serious talk.. tell her all about how i feel for her
27/11/2007 11:26:05 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me give me awhile i log to my old 1
27/11/2007 11:26:11 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me see whether she on or not
27/11/2007 11:26:15 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me now she should still be on..
27/11/2007 11:26:34 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i just gave her a testi on frnster
27/11/2007 11:27:26 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i told her i miss her
27/11/2007 11:30:16 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me LOL
27/11/2007 11:30:30 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew u should see desmond friendster
27/11/2007 11:30:36 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew damn.. he took her ic adn b eck's ic
27/11/2007 11:30:50 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew and put next to each other on the beach with a slipper below it
27/11/2007 11:30:55 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew T_T" i can never get her already
27/11/2007 11:30:56 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i lost my chance
27/11/2007 11:34:28 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me aiya fuck her lar my life is better without her
27/11/2007 11:34:28 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me LOl
27/11/2007 11:34:37 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew my life is worthless without her
27/11/2007 11:34:39 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew today after i reach home
27/11/2007 11:34:44 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me ur life is always worthless
27/11/2007 11:34:44 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me LOL
27/11/2007 11:34:45 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me jkjk
27/11/2007 11:35:00 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i noticed that my house was alreayd being ransacked.. so i was like super emo.. so i lay down while the movers did shit.. and i thought to myself
27/11/2007 11:35:42 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew what happened between the bot of us? we had something great going on.. and it disapearead just like tat after we met each other face to face.. i mean i said to myself wold it be better if i hadn't met her instead
27/11/2007 11:36:08 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i mean.. i really really thought something great was going to happen.. she made me feel so happy... she's something.. and she's the only girl that's made me feel this way before
27/11/2007 11:36:22 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me gd for u
27/11/2007 11:36:24 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me tell her that
27/11/2007 11:36:38 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew no 1 has like ever ever.. made me feel this way.. it's like i'm .. i'm just so......
27/11/2007 11:36:47 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me TELL HER THAT
27/11/2007 11:37:05 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i don't know it's hard to explain this feeling in words.. and i'm not being like ugh.. u know erm.. how do u call that.. like tooa ction
27/11/2007 11:37:19 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me ya ok ok
27/11/2007 11:37:21 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me TELL HER LAr
27/11/2007 11:37:23 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me ...
27/11/2007 11:37:34 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew but i really mean what i say... i don't care if we can't make it together in life.. i just want her as afriend i just want what we used to do the last time back again
27/11/2007 11:37:52 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew u khnow how fun iut was to talk to her.. just seeing her online and spamming at me.. wow i tell u it was like MSN WAS MY NO.1 fan
27/11/2007 11:38:20 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me hmm u think i dun 1?
27/11/2007 11:38:21 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me lol
27/11/2007 11:38:24 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me fuck man
27/11/2007 11:39:00 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew It's really.. painful to lose a friend.. people like rebecca dn't just appear like that for no reason
27/11/2007 11:39:10 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i mean..they don't come and go like other chicks..
27/11/2007 11:39:21 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew she's special.. she's a great friend and alot more..
27/11/2007 11:39:26 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew kay imputting this on my BLOG XD
27/11/2007 11:40:03 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me ..
27/11/2007 11:40:04 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me LOL
27/11/2007 11:40:39 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew T_T i <3/MISS REBECCA LOH
27/11/2007 11:40:44 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me aiya fuck u
27/11/2007 11:40:49 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me stop making me think of her
27/11/2007 11:45:04 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew see even u
27/11/2007 11:46:19 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me i just miss some1 to talk to on msn
27/11/2007 11:46:25 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me fuck man now msn like ghost
27/11/2007 11:46:26 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me LOL
27/11/2007 11:46:28 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew yes
27/11/2007 11:46:29 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew agree
27/11/2007 11:46:30 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew same lah
27/11/2007 11:46:33 PM [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me XD Andrew i want her back
27/11/2007 11:46:43 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me but she dun 1 talk to me then nvm lor
27/11/2007 11:46:47 PM XD Andrew [Ray](W) T-T Quit Emoing on me can live without her