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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

part 2

what did i do
what i didnt do?
waht do u feel
waht do you want in life
that makes no sense
im dead
i have no soul
it died
there is no god
i've lost all hope in humanity
there is no good in this world
it's nothing but  a sick tiwsted ironic illusion of fake and unobtaibale happiness
i will never be happy again
if i died right now i would be happier
and it'[s sad
because you are a good person
and i dont think anyone could love you as much as i did
seriously
i would rather you have killed me
than told me that
i would have rather you stabbed me in the face and slit my throat
or poisoned me in my sleep
i dont understand
why you dont love me
and i still cant beleive this is real life
will i ever see you again

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