bad egg

Robot says:
*naiceeeee
*have you ever thought
*of what youll do after graduation?
dick. (W) says:
*hmm
*overseas
*take a break for a year
*work save up
*go on a long trip
*around europe or asia
*meet a nice foreign girl who is also doing the same thing as me
*won't last long but it'll be fun
*go to university overseas
*and work a bit.
*im not stopping till i hit phd at least that's what i want. if something does stop me i'll stop i guess
Robot says:
*whoa planned out
*lol
dick. (W) says:
*i had my whole life planned out
*actually
*ever since primary school
*i guess the reason why im such a fucked up person mentally
*is because none of them ever came true, nothing went according to plan, i was such a dreamer. i had so much pressure on me to do stuff i guess i cracked mentally, without realising what's happened and when i finally hit rock bottom low and realised what's it done to me i figured hey, see what's all this dreaming got you? nothing. So i'm trying to pick up the pieces now and move on you know. try and rebuild that dream, making it true. i've always been told i'm destined for graeter things but i am capabale of evil things just as well. i don't know what will happen to me in future but it's kind of sad when you realise there are people like me just out there, suffering in silence, not knowing what's happening to them till they finally wake up and go, whoa... there' goes my life down the drain.
*walll of txt crits u for 5,000 dmg.
Robot says:
*lol i totally get you
*honestly im doing As only cause it'll take me this long to figure out what im gnna do.
*get qualified then bulldoze thru Uni
*i guess
*lol
dick. (W) says:
*I'm not prepared for the real world, i truly believe i'm still immature for it. There's many things i've yet to experience, i can't grow up too fast but you see what's all this dreaming been doing to you? It's making you "actually" grow up just too fast, you know abnormally fast, too fast that you spend most of your time thinking, thinking of things you really wish you shouldn't be thinking off, honestly everyone out there tells you, to live life the way it is, just take whatever comes
*oh fuck dad's home brb
*back, so i was saying, they tell you to just take whatever comes, how can you expec tto ake whatever comes and still make a plan
*there's no point in planning anything if everything's been decided for you, if god decides you'er going to live life this way, then what makes you think there'll be any significant change if you try. it's inevitable, you're going to end up the way god wanted you to. if he wanted you a bad person then you'll just end up in hell and you realise, why the fuck was i meant to be this way. why did i have to be the bad egg?