Saturday, October 2, 2010
jord
lolwut
if you were a chick
and you were bathing
and someone's peeping
would you cover tits or vag
Andrew says:
LOL
i would sayy
tits
Fir..TITAN[S]AINTS says:
whats a vag?
Tariful says:
I would actually open
Up
Like thhis
V
joshuawow1@hotmail.com said (03.10.2010 at 15:49):
WTF?
I wouldn't cover anything and just get to the action?
( . Y . )
) , (
v
if you were a chick
and you were bathing
and someone's peeping
would you cover tits or vag
Andrew says:
LOL
i would sayy
tits
Fir..TITAN[S]AINTS says:
whats a vag?
Jordan says:
vag too i guess
Eternal ruler says:
vag
well depends
which is uglier
i dont know
ya
if its
a cute vag
i wont cover
if i have flat tits
i'd squash it together
to make it look big
im such a slut
fuck
Tariful says:
I would actually open
Up
Like thhis
V
joshuawow1@hotmail.com said (03.10.2010 at 15:49):
WTF?
I wouldn't cover anything and just get to the action?
( . Y . )
) , (
v
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Let's play bioshock
Harro Sahdique and whoever reads this blog. This is my first let’s play, in this i shall take screenshots of a game i play through and comment and talk about the game as play through them. This will be my first let’s play and it will probably suck and be terribly horrible so skip it if you want but if you suddenly have a nerdy fetish for a few seconds look at some awesome graphics and pretty cool looking video games, please read if you do. Oh yes i will take suggestions on what to play as well. Any game, as long as I can play it on my computer I shall play it for you!
My first let’s play game: Bioshock a horror first person shooter http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/BioShock
Let me first introduce you to this wonderful game, which is highly praised on its wonderful environment and awesome gameplay. The game creators are known for its special type of gameplay it blends the spell based mechanic usually found in the action/rpg genre with a first person view. They also integrate a very special environment of horror with a unique type of storytelling, this storytelling is told through little tapes left around in the world they created for you. This tapes convey the emotions of the area and immerses you into the game creators universe and vision. Accompanied by superb visuals and music this game is surely and will be one of the best games you will ever play.
Play session 1
Welcome to the 1960's you are on a plane above the atlantic
OH SHIT the plane literally just chrased I am in the Atlantic fucking ocean ZOMG
(while I am in the water i am struggling keeping afloat i can hear panting from my character and shivering because the water is cold) Oh shit thats a fucking tall building lets head over there
A door! how nice its dark though better go in slowly just in case something jumps out
OMFG THE DOOR JUST CLOSED HELP
So, i mustered courage and headed forward and this greeted me which imo is preeetty cool :
The corridors slowly light up as I pass through them( sorry no pictures fucked up 2) A cool looking submarine I SHOULD GO IN SHOULDN’T I, BUT IT LOOKS CREEPY AS FUCK ima scared :’(
As im in the submarine, i am given a slideshow with its emphasis to defame and ridicule current systems of governments and any form of organised religion, as he does this he talks about why he built his city.
His city Rupture:
As i approach to what seems to be an entrance i can overhear, people talking about an airplane crash above their city.
As I surface I again overhear a muffled troubled voice pleading for more time as i am greeted with this picture:
HOLY FUCK THIS PERSON JUST ATTACKED AND I THINK KILLED THE MAN FUCK FUCK FUCKUF ICKFUCKFUCUIKUFK
“Is it someone new?” IM FUCKED FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
IM BEING ATTACKED ! At this time they gave me permission to move again, as i move to the back of the submarine the female freddy jumps away. As she does, a man asks me to pick up the radio his name is Atlas and he assures me he is here to help me ( FUCK YOU YOUR GONNA EAT ME).
This is what awaits me as i hear whispers of the female freddy singing in a lullaby like voice telling me how shes going to kill me. Can i quit please?
YES I HAVE A WEAPON NOW I CAN DEFEND MYSELF
I push forward as now i have a weapon nothing can kill me, as i reach a staircase a table on fire flies toward me, as i have good keyboard reflexes i jumped over this flaming table and manage to escape virtual death again! As i was relishing in my triumph this came at me.
so i killed that fag and walked up a flight of stairs and see this magical glowing shit and I injected myself with an electro aid and suddenly I have lightning coming out of my hands this happens as i am screaming with agony.
I faint and as i am regaining consciousness I see the same man who tried to kill me earlier, I THOUGHT I KILLED HIM.
They talk for awhile about whether or not to kill me and take my “adam” my adam apple? Wtf .....anyway they get scared and start bolting and i am greeted with this.
I now have a new lightning spell! Hurray!!! Well its late and i think i’ll stop for today. This game looks amazing, going to have fun for shure.
And i'll leave u with my new found fetish. cya bitches
My first let’s play game: Bioshock a horror first person shooter http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/BioShock
Let me first introduce you to this wonderful game, which is highly praised on its wonderful environment and awesome gameplay. The game creators are known for its special type of gameplay it blends the spell based mechanic usually found in the action/rpg genre with a first person view. They also integrate a very special environment of horror with a unique type of storytelling, this storytelling is told through little tapes left around in the world they created for you. This tapes convey the emotions of the area and immerses you into the game creators universe and vision. Accompanied by superb visuals and music this game is surely and will be one of the best games you will ever play.
Play session 1
Welcome to the 1960's you are on a plane above the atlantic
OH SHIT the plane literally just chrased I am in the Atlantic fucking ocean ZOMG
(while I am in the water i am struggling keeping afloat i can hear panting from my character and shivering because the water is cold) Oh shit thats a fucking tall building lets head over there
A door! how nice its dark though better go in slowly just in case something jumps out
OMFG THE DOOR JUST CLOSED HELP
So, i mustered courage and headed forward and this greeted me which imo is preeetty cool :
The corridors slowly light up as I pass through them( sorry no pictures fucked up 2) A cool looking submarine I SHOULD GO IN SHOULDN’T I, BUT IT LOOKS CREEPY AS FUCK ima scared :’(
As im in the submarine, i am given a slideshow with its emphasis to defame and ridicule current systems of governments and any form of organised religion, as he does this he talks about why he built his city.
His city Rupture:
As i approach to what seems to be an entrance i can overhear, people talking about an airplane crash above their city.
As I surface I again overhear a muffled troubled voice pleading for more time as i am greeted with this picture:
HOLY FUCK THIS PERSON JUST ATTACKED AND I THINK KILLED THE MAN FUCK FUCK FUCKUF ICKFUCKFUCUIKUFK
“Is it someone new?” IM FUCKED FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
IM BEING ATTACKED ! At this time they gave me permission to move again, as i move to the back of the submarine the female freddy jumps away. As she does, a man asks me to pick up the radio his name is Atlas and he assures me he is here to help me ( FUCK YOU YOUR GONNA EAT ME).
This is what awaits me as i hear whispers of the female freddy singing in a lullaby like voice telling me how shes going to kill me. Can i quit please?
YES I HAVE A WEAPON NOW I CAN DEFEND MYSELF
I push forward as now i have a weapon nothing can kill me, as i reach a staircase a table on fire flies toward me, as i have good keyboard reflexes i jumped over this flaming table and manage to escape virtual death again! As i was relishing in my triumph this came at me.
so i killed that fag and walked up a flight of stairs and see this magical glowing shit and I injected myself with an electro aid and suddenly I have lightning coming out of my hands this happens as i am screaming with agony.
I faint and as i am regaining consciousness I see the same man who tried to kill me earlier, I THOUGHT I KILLED HIM.
They talk for awhile about whether or not to kill me and take my “adam” my adam apple? Wtf .....anyway they get scared and start bolting and i am greeted with this.
I now have a new lightning spell! Hurray!!! Well its late and i think i’ll stop for today. This game looks amazing, going to have fun for shure.
And i'll leave u with my new found fetish. cya bitches
Ignorance is bliss m'lady
The human mind is a network with billions of neurons that are conductive to nerve impulses. I think ignorance is like an open circuit. People stop the flow of information by opening the circuit and breaking connections for whatever reason. They reject being concuctive to understanding. Some people chose ignorance because a circuit has been underexposed to stimulus from the rejected source and some because the circuit has been over-exposed and weakened by the source. In both instances they refuse to try to process any added data in order because it threatens to destabalize the very foundation of their network.
Thus, most people, when they sever a connection never realize that they have done it and will defend to no end their ignorance. In the case of the extremely ignorant, if suddenly all of their open circuits were closed the rush of stimulation would probably create a total mental meltdown. Oddly enough, it is the most ignorant of people who consider themselves flawless becuase to admit a flaw would mean closing a circuit and allowing new data to circulate.
Consider all the things that ignorance creates ouside of the obvious cultural intolerance. Ignorance fuels things like domestic violence and phobias.
In the case of domestic violence, it is proven that those who are abusive were abused and witness abuse; and I think this is a case of over-exposure, the mind opens a circuit at some point to protect itself, the information process is interrupted and thus the mind never learns an appropriate way to deal with anger.
In the case of phobias, take for example arachnophobia; a person might be badly scared by a spider and open a mental circuit to protect the mind from recieving more possibly terrifying information about spiders. The mind then stops processing information about spiders correctly. One can read that a spider is completely harmless because the mind has not been exposed to a flow of "harmless stimuli" thus, the person will never experience anything but fear until the circuit is closed and the flow of information is resumed and the mind is exposed to the harmlessness.
I think that at some point in everyone's life, ignorance is bliss because it saves our mind from becoming unstable. Circuits are repaired every day like getting over the fear of falling and learning to walk, some we don't know exist and some we stumble upon during life and have to chose whether or not to close the circuit.
I think only the fearless are free of ignorance; and a person without a trace of fear is insane. I think a person who would say that they are ignorance free and sane as well is admitting that they are in fact one of the most ignorant people.
People who are willing to analyze their own circuit board and close opened circuits are brave but it doesn't make them better than those who can't or give them the right to condemn them, I think it is the duty of those who who are understanding of themselves to be understanding to others as well. You never know, that person may have closed a cicuit that you do not even realized you opened. The more networks you accept the more ignorance you can defeat.
EEEEK.... okay, long winded, but it's my philosophy.
Thus, most people, when they sever a connection never realize that they have done it and will defend to no end their ignorance. In the case of the extremely ignorant, if suddenly all of their open circuits were closed the rush of stimulation would probably create a total mental meltdown. Oddly enough, it is the most ignorant of people who consider themselves flawless becuase to admit a flaw would mean closing a circuit and allowing new data to circulate.
Consider all the things that ignorance creates ouside of the obvious cultural intolerance. Ignorance fuels things like domestic violence and phobias.
In the case of domestic violence, it is proven that those who are abusive were abused and witness abuse; and I think this is a case of over-exposure, the mind opens a circuit at some point to protect itself, the information process is interrupted and thus the mind never learns an appropriate way to deal with anger.
In the case of phobias, take for example arachnophobia; a person might be badly scared by a spider and open a mental circuit to protect the mind from recieving more possibly terrifying information about spiders. The mind then stops processing information about spiders correctly. One can read that a spider is completely harmless because the mind has not been exposed to a flow of "harmless stimuli" thus, the person will never experience anything but fear until the circuit is closed and the flow of information is resumed and the mind is exposed to the harmlessness.
I think that at some point in everyone's life, ignorance is bliss because it saves our mind from becoming unstable. Circuits are repaired every day like getting over the fear of falling and learning to walk, some we don't know exist and some we stumble upon during life and have to chose whether or not to close the circuit.
I think only the fearless are free of ignorance; and a person without a trace of fear is insane. I think a person who would say that they are ignorance free and sane as well is admitting that they are in fact one of the most ignorant people.
People who are willing to analyze their own circuit board and close opened circuits are brave but it doesn't make them better than those who can't or give them the right to condemn them, I think it is the duty of those who who are understanding of themselves to be understanding to others as well. You never know, that person may have closed a cicuit that you do not even realized you opened. The more networks you accept the more ignorance you can defeat.
EEEEK.... okay, long winded, but it's my philosophy.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
all you people are vampires.
Damn it I feel extremely horrible now.
I've been losing a lot of self confidence over the past few months. In fact i've lost a lot of self confidence ever since i joined my new school. It's definately the new environment and the people I've come to meet. I guess I just can't do things the way i did before. I've been dealt a lot of blows and faced a lot of rejection from people whom i thought were friends and from the girl i loved. Not just that problems, so much problems at home and unhappiness. Things have probably never been any worse than it is right now. I'm being honest here.
I tried changing and i tried to control myself, things here started with a bang and i figured I was off to a right start, even though it wasn't the start i had initially planned but I was having fun and making friends. I sort of you could say became famous quickly? Yeah I'm very good at that, it just happens I don't really ask for it but the things I do end up getting noticed. Note: how i used the word famous and not popular?.
I was getting massive influx of friend requests on facebook and i was being a bad ass with my attitude and shit. I toned down. I stopped especially after the Zhi Ming incident and some bumps came up along the way through my reformative process, they weren't really major but they certainly made an impact on the people around the victim's friends. I guess as the months passed people got settled down and learnt to move in groups and definately they'd retaliate and form opinions of me just from hearing the things I do.
Human beings we're so fucked up. We're constantly throwing problems at each other and giving shit all day when we know we don't want to be treated that way. Back to my story, Yeah I certainly did tone down on the ferocity and the frequency of my carelessness and alpha male behaviour but I guess people end up realising hey, this guy isn't really much of a threat anymore. That's when they start hating and thinking you're really useless and you probably don't have a solid foundation anymore to attack.
Halfway through the year I started getting depressed and sad about life, and it showed up on my face certainly. I reckon this is probably where i lost my guard and became vulnerable to the gossips, ill wishes and comments made about me. It is inevitable certainly that wherever one may go there will certainly be haters and those that oppose you. I've had that, I definately had that when I was in high school but the words i heard never really much phased me cus i had my friends around me. I was pretty confident in the things i did and i was on top of the food chain. I was basically the alpha troll, the noob slayer, the omega, the massive giant, the big boy and with me were other alphas ( i know this is very contradictory k, alpha males don't get along with each other ) and we had a pretty solid link with each other.. I was happy i guess satisfied and I pretty much knew everyone about me. I never really felt threatened.
I was a cocky little bastard that made every teacher and student's life a living hell in school and on the intranets, so much that people were slowly deleting me off facebook and refusing to accept my requests. I did notice them and I didn't give a shit either. I tried being more friendly thou but friendliness and extroversion was never really my forte. I wouldn't say I'm much of a sociable person.
Actually you know what I've digressed a lot from my story.
I'm fucking insecure basically that just sums it up. I feel so alone, so dejected and miserable. I don't know what am I doing wrong and people certainly are finding it a hard time to give me a second chance. It's not like everyone around me are angels themselves but truth is you gotta learn to mingle and that's really important, anyone who disagrees are just too fucking stupid to realise it.
I'm getting a taste of my own medicine sometimes I wished i never tried being nice to the people here in MI, I should have just been a fucking monster and find that group that would best fit me and accepted me, continue terrorising people and lead a deluded life.
all at once i've finally took a moment and i realise my fault.
you're not coming back and it finally hit me all at once.
all at once i started counting teardrops and at least a million fell.
my eyes began to swell
and my dreams were shattered all at once.
all at once i'm drifting on a lonely sea, wishing you'd come back to me
and it's all that matters now. All at once i'm drifting on a lonely sea holding
on to memories and it hurts me more than you know.
so much more than it shows.
all at once....
pussy's probably my 2nd name now.
I've been losing a lot of self confidence over the past few months. In fact i've lost a lot of self confidence ever since i joined my new school. It's definately the new environment and the people I've come to meet. I guess I just can't do things the way i did before. I've been dealt a lot of blows and faced a lot of rejection from people whom i thought were friends and from the girl i loved. Not just that problems, so much problems at home and unhappiness. Things have probably never been any worse than it is right now. I'm being honest here.
I tried changing and i tried to control myself, things here started with a bang and i figured I was off to a right start, even though it wasn't the start i had initially planned but I was having fun and making friends. I sort of you could say became famous quickly? Yeah I'm very good at that, it just happens I don't really ask for it but the things I do end up getting noticed. Note: how i used the word famous and not popular?.
I was getting massive influx of friend requests on facebook and i was being a bad ass with my attitude and shit. I toned down. I stopped especially after the Zhi Ming incident and some bumps came up along the way through my reformative process, they weren't really major but they certainly made an impact on the people around the victim's friends. I guess as the months passed people got settled down and learnt to move in groups and definately they'd retaliate and form opinions of me just from hearing the things I do.
Human beings we're so fucked up. We're constantly throwing problems at each other and giving shit all day when we know we don't want to be treated that way. Back to my story, Yeah I certainly did tone down on the ferocity and the frequency of my carelessness and alpha male behaviour but I guess people end up realising hey, this guy isn't really much of a threat anymore. That's when they start hating and thinking you're really useless and you probably don't have a solid foundation anymore to attack.
Halfway through the year I started getting depressed and sad about life, and it showed up on my face certainly. I reckon this is probably where i lost my guard and became vulnerable to the gossips, ill wishes and comments made about me. It is inevitable certainly that wherever one may go there will certainly be haters and those that oppose you. I've had that, I definately had that when I was in high school but the words i heard never really much phased me cus i had my friends around me. I was pretty confident in the things i did and i was on top of the food chain. I was basically the alpha troll, the noob slayer, the omega, the massive giant, the big boy and with me were other alphas ( i know this is very contradictory k, alpha males don't get along with each other ) and we had a pretty solid link with each other.. I was happy i guess satisfied and I pretty much knew everyone about me. I never really felt threatened.
I was a cocky little bastard that made every teacher and student's life a living hell in school and on the intranets, so much that people were slowly deleting me off facebook and refusing to accept my requests. I did notice them and I didn't give a shit either. I tried being more friendly thou but friendliness and extroversion was never really my forte. I wouldn't say I'm much of a sociable person.
Actually you know what I've digressed a lot from my story.
I'm fucking insecure basically that just sums it up. I feel so alone, so dejected and miserable. I don't know what am I doing wrong and people certainly are finding it a hard time to give me a second chance. It's not like everyone around me are angels themselves but truth is you gotta learn to mingle and that's really important, anyone who disagrees are just too fucking stupid to realise it.
I'm getting a taste of my own medicine sometimes I wished i never tried being nice to the people here in MI, I should have just been a fucking monster and find that group that would best fit me and accepted me, continue terrorising people and lead a deluded life.
all at once i've finally took a moment and i realise my fault.
you're not coming back and it finally hit me all at once.
all at once i started counting teardrops and at least a million fell.
my eyes began to swell
and my dreams were shattered all at once.
all at once i'm drifting on a lonely sea, wishing you'd come back to me
and it's all that matters now. All at once i'm drifting on a lonely sea holding
on to memories and it hurts me more than you know.
so much more than it shows.
all at once....
pussy's probably my 2nd name now.
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