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Monday, March 28, 2011

crumbling

i make things hard for myself. 
i am to blame, my expectations my hopes my dreams.
i desire much i want it all.
i am not who i have set out to be.

if one day, you wake up to find me missing without a trace,
Know that i did it only because i pushed myself too far.
For fear of failing, I've chosen to leave. 
I am not who i have set out to be.

My actions would suggest much, but i'm not that man.
Merely a lost soul, trapped in a black hole.
A little boy in the body of a full grown man.
The thing about regret, i have much.
I am not who i have set out to be. 
I am bold.

This monster wants quits, 
time out, i need a break. 
please don't hate. 
i will bend and i will break. 
I'm sorry I am not who i have set out to be.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

I sit alone in my bedroom, staring at the walls.
I've been up all damn night long.
My pulse is speeding, my love is yearning.
I hold my breath and close my eyes and, dream about her.
'Cause she's 2,000 light years away.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

The Scarecrow - Good V.S. Evil


Novel(s)
3. “Central to the purpose of a novel is the presentation of a major theme.”
To what extent do you agree with this view?
Respond to this question with close reference to one or more novels you have studied.

 Ronald Hugh Morrieson is a creative writer whose literary work has been considered by many to be one of New Zealand’s finest work of art. He has published 3 novels and these have been made into films. Growing up in the small town of Hawera, not far from New Plymouth in the shadow of Mount Taranki, Morrieson grew up in a relatively small quiet town.  His first novel The Scarecrow a tragicomic story of a sex killer in a small town not unlike Morrieson’s own. It is obvious in this novel that Hawera was used as the setting and he has turned it into Klynham a sleepy town in order to aid in his presentation of the themes of Good versus Evil and the façade that the townsfolk presents.

Klynham like all other New Zealand town in the 1930’s had a very limited amount of professional individuals and thus it’s lack of advancement and education. Education was limited to those who could afford it and tertiary education was considered a great feat of strength. Anyone who wanted a better future had left. Being rural, Klynham was not a choice of permanent habitat for the high class and elite hence those who lived there had a limited capacity for intelligence and were sometimes considered incompetent. Folks were mostly comprised of farmers and bar owners. Morrieson’s presentation of incompetence helps readers to understand that the inhabitants were easily susceptible to lore and superstitions, which is central to the understanding of the theme of Good versus Evil.

Back in the 1930’s during the depression age, the most common form of entertainment was movies, circus shows and performances. Advancement in technology was limited and the people were generally easily amazed and also terrified by such acts. Crowds largely favored magicians and optical illusions had viewers goggling, amazed and left with questions answered. Children especially were shocked and had imaginations that would run wild, especially when the magician saws through his assistant, without a drop of blood or the slightest scratch. Morrieson’s inspiration for Salter the Sensational, the bad guy of the novel, comes from his past experience with a Magician in Hawera, while growing up.  Salter the Sensational, a magician from the big City left a deep impression on Neddy, the hero of the novel, and Pru. Mysterious performances and tricks by Salter in the home of the Pointdexters, had left Neddy with a deep fear of the unknown and an impression that magic is evil. Morrieson’s presentation of the unknown leaves readers with the impression that the unknown is evil. Much to the vital part of the human’s basic instinct is to fear the unknown.

The Klynham that is presented to us in the novel is one that presents to us the negative side of a small town. Contrary to the beliefs of most people, that New Zealand is safe and evil is unknown. Morrieson presents to us that even in a small rural town such as Klynham, evil is at work and bad things do happen shows us that evil is ubiquitous. Evil does not contain itself and evil is capable of spreading, it is a never ending force that will never cease to exist, very much like the Chinese philosophy of yin and yang for good to exist, there must be evil to balance. Morrieson’s Hawera and Klynham share many similarities, his awareness of the inhabitants and their “skeletons in the closet” were depicted in The Scarecrow. Hawera’s so-called-respectable inhabitants were really actually alcoholics, sexual deviants, adulterers, lazy and a pharmacist that was constantly drunk. These people were referenced in the novel. The alcoholics were the Pointdexter men, Salter the Sensational, the sexual deviant also murderer, Uncle Athol the lazy good for nothing useless bum and the local undertaker is the drunken pharmacist.

The theme of Evil largely presented in the novel by Morrieson is largely based on the evil deeds that have been committed by Hubert Salter, also known as Salter the Sensational. He represents the epitome of all that is evil, he is an evil monster that is incapable of showing any mercy. He is a murderer and psychopath, an unstoppable force that cannot be controlled. Ruthless and cunning, he preys on young women in particular and develops a disgusting fetish for necrophilia. Apart from being a murder he is also a “sex-oh” a perverse individual who has urges that needs to be satisfied. He is an unwanted threat from the outside , a trespasser from the big city. Upon his arrival in Klynham, the gap between fact and fantasy lessens. Reality becomes like a dramatic episode from “the flicks” for Neddy – “This is the real thing. This has got the ‘Fire God’s  Treasure’ stuffed along the line.’ Daphne Moran was a theatre usherette and it is her murder that brings Salter to Klynham. It is almost as if Salter is a villain from the big screen and that having slaughtered the usherette, he can enter the ‘real’ world of Klynham.

The local hooligans of the town of Klynham and Neddy’s arch nemesis are ‘The Lynch Gang’ comprised of it’s leader Victor Lynch and his loyal followers they are a group of bullies who are notoriously known for wrecking havoc amongst the townsfolk, stealing and participating in illicit activities. They want to be seen as tough mean guys and in a sense evil and menacing. However they are a contrast of Salter as they are merely boys playing at being men. They indulge in homosexual activities in a bid to discover their sexual desires and practice such acts on ‘Peachy, one of their members. Neddy having his fowls stolen initially suspected the Lynches of being capable of such an act and in a bid to take revenge stole the lynches fowls, only to find out that Uncle Athol was responsible. The Lynches discovered Neddy and gave him a good spanking but realized that they would be better off having a girl in the gang, decided to let Neddy join the gang together with his sister, Prudence. Neddy saw through their intentions. The Lynch Gang wanted Prudence so they could rape her. Apart from Prudence their other target also includes Angela Potroz. Although they never managed to rape anyone, their actions do ,however, drive Angela from the grip of perceived evil into the arms of genuine evil, Salter and eventually death.

There is however some goodness to the novel and apart from just the darkness and evil that is constantly haunting Klynham.  Goodness, Hard work and Kindness exists, Morrieson shows this in his characters, such as Les’s dad who owns the local convenience store. After learning of Neddy’s intention to surprise his sister Prudence with a makeover for her room, gives away a beautiful wallpaper of Pink Roses, showing the cohesiveness and closeness that a small town like Klynham shares, which is rarely seen nowadays. Len Ramsbottom after being struck by the charm of Prudence offers her type writing lessons, thus allowing her to develop her skills and making her a more independent individual. Prudence of course is thrilled and delighted at the offer. Although the underlying intention of such an offer was possibly to court Prudence, nevertheless he was noble. Neddy and Les would spend their free time thinking of ways to make money and indulge in their personal delights such as having a “milkshake at the Confectionary store”.  “We went collecting cones from pine plantations weekend after weekend, tore our pants on barbed wire fences, fell in creeks and fell out of trees and braved all manner of hazards, including being bitted by dogs, when we hawked the pine cones from door to door”. Such was the innovative and enterprising ideas of the main character. Morrieson’s presentation of the willingness and goodness of Klynham’s citizens to work with one another despite the turn of evil events shows us that there is still hope of overcoming the ongoing battle of good against evil.

Neddy’s Mother, Ma meets Salter only once . She is one of the representations of the opposing Good presented by Morrieson.  She opposes Salter’s Evil and is seen as a virtue of all that is pure and good. On the occasion that she encounters Salter, she is momentarily deceived by his act and charm. Salter’s magical and spectacular performance leaves her with a presentable impression. However this was only for a brief moment till she instinctively recognizes a threat to her family and her fierce protective motherly instincts are aroused. Prudence and Neddy are suspended between the Scarecrow on one hand and on the other, their mother. She stands for all the positive things that his existence threatens; Love, Laughter, Innocence, Life itself. Ma’s lowest moment comes in the part where Neddy finds her in Pru’s room. Inspired by this, Neddy rallies the family to paint and renovate the entire house. This is Morrieson’s representation of the survival of the household over the forces that threaten it. The house is almost burnt down, but saved in the nick of time. Pru is almost murdered, but saved in the nick of time. The Scarecrow almost triumphs over Ma, but saved in the nick of time. In the End the Forces of Good has triumphed over evil, although innocence has been lost along the way. Angela represents innocence and she loses her life to evil. Morrieson’s presentation of Evil’s fall is evident and his purpose in showing  this highlights that ultimately good is prevalent and evil will never win.

Despite’s Salter being the epitome of evil itself and not showing any signs of being capable of mercy in the text. He is nevertheless a human being at his very core. Though he does not show it, there is a slight hint of guilt and he shows it unintentionally. We see this when he sleeps “in the grip of a nightmare” on the train. Portraying Salter as still holding onto the last remaining shreds of humanity is important as this allows Morrieson to show that Salter is a man who has become a monster only because he has given himself over to his evil appetites. He is an alcoholic and a ‘sex-oh’ who gains pleasure from rape and murder after the first killing he undertook – that of his assistant, Zita. He is a man who has been utterly possessed by evil and in return, may possess others in part or in whole.  The relation to the theme, shows that evil has the potential of taking over good but only if one allows it to, with self control and perseverance, Good will definitely triumph over Evil.


Written by: Mohamed Sahdique Caubang
Date: March 19 2011






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Tuesday, March 15, 2011

The Scarecrow - Ronald Hugh Morrieson ( PT 2 )


2nd Attempt

“The imaginary world of a novel helps the reader to understand the author’s intentions”
To what extent do you agree with this view?
Respond to this question with close reference to one or more novels you have studied.


Ronald Hugh Morrieson is one of New Zealand’s famous literature artists, his novel  “ The Scarecrow “ has gained much notice over the years and is now a celebrated piece of national literature. However it’s popularity was not without much controversy. Growing up and living in a rural small town known as Hawera in New Zealand, he was able to relay his life experiences in the form of a novel. His novel is one that depicts and reveals the bizarre and unexpected incidents that normally do not happen.  Through the novel his intentions is to expose the hidden and unknown part of a small town through the creation of an imaginary world.

Klynham, the imaginary world that Morrieson creates for his readers is actually based on a real town in which he grew up in, which is Hawera. A small town that initially was untouched by the darkness and evil of man.  Morrieson takes his readers back to the 1930’s an era where crime is uncommon and everyone tried their best to work to earn a living. We see this in the story where Neddy’s Dad, the main character of the novel struggles to pay for the rent and the citizens of Klynham rely a lot on borrowing and personal favours. Our perspective on life in Morrieson’s novel is seen through the eyes of Neddy Pointdexter, a young poor teenage boy from a typical 1930’s family.  In order for us to understand and follow the story carefully we have to believe and fit ourselves into the imaginary world that has been created for us.  A setting, that brings us back into the past.

It’s common knowledge that in the past crimes were often less committed and were limited to petty thefts and the occasional robbery, which tends to happen more in the big cities. However as seen in this novel, Evil is always lurking around the corner and is never always limited to just the big cities, Even in small town such as Klynham where “a horse would clip-clop along the dead center of the main street at noon-day”. However Morrieson’s intentions are clear when readers find out that murders are being committed in Klynham, showing that evil is ubiquitous. When Salter the Sensational – from the Big City, the epitome of all that is evil steps into the town of Klynham, evil has set its first step on to the town and its citizens are in for a big surprise. 

Mysterious, sudden occurences and disappearances are reported in the town, immediately upon the arrival of the unwanted guest, Salter the Sensational – A spooky old man who resembles the likes of a Scarecrow.  Having said this prior to setting foot onto Klynham, Salter from the big City, had committed a murder in which he was forced to flee and at the expense of Klynham’s peace. Through this Morrieson’s intention of creating a theme of darkness and mystery in rural New Zealand has been set and readers will be anticipating the next move of the wicked Villain. He shows us again that evil is ever present and is not just contained within the big city but also capable of infecting small towns. This is especially true even in modern cases such as Singapore where possession of weapons is illegal.  From a tourist’s perspective they are only able to see a façade, that it is a country that is safe and a crime-rate, low. However any local would tell you about the rich history of murders that take place every now and then, such as the “Downtown Youth Stabbings” – rival gangs fought resulting in the death of a teen, “The One Eyed Dragon – A gangster shot and killed a nightclub owner.  Clearly evil characters such, as Salter does not only exist in New Zealand and the imagination of Morrieson but all over the world.

There is however some goodness to the novel and apart from just the darkness and evil that is constantly haunting Klynham.  Goodness, Hard work and Kindness exists, Morrieson shows this in his characters, such as Les’s dad who owns the local convenience store. After learning of Neddy’s intention to surprise his sister Prudence with a makeover for her room, gives away a beautiful wallpaper of Pink Roses, showing the cohesiveness and closeness that a small town like Klynham shares, which is rarely seen nowadays. Len Ramsbottom after being struck by the charm of Prudence offers her type writing lessons, thus allowing her to develop her skills and making her a more independent individual. Prudence of course is thrilled and delighted at the offer. Although the underlying intention of such an offer was possibly to court Prudence, nevertheless he was noble. Neddy and Les would spend their free time thinking of ways to make money and indulge in their personal delights such as having a “milkshake at the Confectionary store”.  “We went collecting cones from pine plantations weekend after weekend, tore our pants on barbed wire fences, fell in creeks and fell out of trees and braved all manner of hazards, including being bitted by dogs, when we hawked the pine cones from door to door”. Such was the innovative and enterprising ideas of the main character. Through these characters Morrieson indirectly reminds us that kindness and good brings about happiness and delight.


Another of Morriesons’s intention by using Neddy as our perspective on Klynham we are given an opportunity to see the works and effects of puberty through a young adolescent teenager. Throughout the novel Morriesson developed it to show that Neddy was maturing and progressing through a long period, we see Neddy growing from an innocent young boy to one that is exploring mixed emotions and sexual desires. Neddy explores his sexual fantasies with women and dreams of having sexual intercourse. Unable to satisfy his urge to have intercourse, he explores and experiments with masturbation. He gets his source of stimulation from reading magazines about film stars and lying in bed at night thinking about women, his blood is “simmering like an Irish stew”. Afraid of his obsession with spend long periods of time masturbating, he confides in his brother “I told him all about what I was up to and how, no matter how hard I tried, I could not help myself.  “I’ll go blind. I’ll die.”  Being set in the 1930’s where people were conservative and discussions about sex was deemed taboo and undesired, Neddy is forced to suppress his growing urge to the confines of his mind and own devices.  Thus Morrieson’s intentions of exposing what lays underneath a normal individual could be unexpected thoughts.

Overall we know that the characters and stories in the novel are based on the true to life experiences and encounters of Ronald Hugh Morrieson.  In Ronald Hugh Morrieson’s Biography by Julia Millen, evidences of links between his novels, “The Scarecrow”, “Came a Hot Friday”, and “Pallet on the Floor” are littered all over and explained.  Characters are shaped after people that he grew up with in Hawera exposing a darker side to the innocence that people would normally perceive.  Morrieson’s imagination and creativity using the local townsfolk as a canvas to paint his work of art has helped to reveal the true side of human beings and expose the image they try so hard to conceal.  He had the worm’s-eye view and saw underneath and behind the respectability – another town inhabited by an extraordinarily varied cast of characters. The fortune teller, sly grog dealers, bookies, the drunken undertaker, crooked lawyers, the eccentric, pathetic, silly, lewd, crude, sinister and downright evil – these people live in the novels of Ronald Hugh Morrieson which he set in a town called Klynham or Harpertron – clearly Hawera.   This exposition of the characters in his novel unfortunately created more enemies for him than friends with the locals in Hawera. Being an alcoholic himself – one of the links that bind the stories he write to his personal character, Morrieson, shows us the horrible effects of being intoxicated and the amount of displeasure it brings about to loved ones, as seen in the novel when Uncle Athol disgusts Neddy’s Ma by constantly being intoxicated and rendering him incapable of proper work. 



To conclude, it is crucial for an author to create an imaginary world to aid in the running of a story and to bring about a sense of direction in which one is able to follow and immerse them into the setting, the darkness, depression period, a time where technology was scarce and entertainment was catching a “flick” at a barnyard. His imaginative ways puts us in the front seat of this winding passage through rocky roads, where Klynham is our destination.  Morrieson’s technique of writing involving word building gives readers a better understanding of the context in which he wrote, and he is clearly successful in bringing this about as seen in the novel “ The Scarecrow”

Words: 1521
Mohamed Sahdique Caubang
Date: 15th March 2011


Monday, March 14, 2011

WaiRau Massacre


Read the Wairau Incident
Write a ½ page Newspaper Article to read as if written at the time.

Bloody Massacre at Wairau Valley 
26 dead, No Justice for the dead.

Yesterday, in the Wairau Valley, east of Nelson settlement, a deadly clash between our settlers and the Maoris took place resulting in the death of 22 of our men and 4 Maori tribesmen including the wife of Te Rangihaeta, Te Rongo.

Orders from Captain Arthur Wakefield to explore new land in the Wairau plans was carried out, in a bid to end stagnation and increase our size. Surveryors were sent to investigate a piece of land recently purchased by the colony from a man who claimed to have bought it from Te Rauparaha, the Chief of Wairau.  However their huts were burned down by the Ngati Toa, insisting that nothing be done until Commissioner Spain had reported back from an investigation.

Led by Captain Wakefield and a group of 47 ‘special constables’ the group head out to arrest Te Rauparaha and Te Rangihaeata for arson. Sources claim that upon arriving they were greeted by Te Rauparaha and Te Rangihaeta, their wives and a group of warriors at their defense. 

Orders to accompany Captain Wakefield back to Nelson fell on deaf ears. Upon this act of defiance, Captain Wakefield ordered  his men to attack but they were no match for the incredible might of the tribe. Within minutes, they were surrounded and were forced to surrender. Fortunately a small group managed to run away.

Unfortunately though, a stray bullet found its way to Te Rongo killing her on the spot. Angered and furious by the death of his beloved wife, Te Rangihaeta demanded for the death of the nine prisoners. The nine brave men were clubbed to death at the merciless and vengeful hands of Te Rangihaeta.

Outrage and crys of protest were rampant and calls for retribution and justice be delivered however Governer Robert FitzRoy decided that the we were in the wrong and said “The Wairau had not been purchased”. Much upset has been voiced over the decision of the Governer and investigations are currently on-going. 
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You reach out to the world and pull in experiences of all forms and kinds. Spontaneous, immediate and active, you have a natural tendency to win, whether this is in the business world or on the freeway. In the right context this can be a positive encouragement to those around you. In the wrong context it can lead to a pathetic display of ego and misplaced pride. You are always on the prowl for clues as to how to win. Usually this behavior is unconscious or playful but the sense of play can rapidly disappear if you are found to be losing in the aforementioned contest. Only those who don’t compete are met with derision. You love to be the center of attention. The moment at hand is always of prime concern. Worries about the future or the past, or abstract discussions of philosophical matters are something for others to concern themselves with. Emotions are fleeting and often used as tactics.