double edged blade

Robot says:
*I was telling you cause iguess you shld be careful with things u say now :/ I think she might just burst anytime
*I kinda sense it
dick. (W) says:
*i want her to burst.
*she hasnt said anything sia.
*u know how fucking annoying it is or not.
*and
*u see the comment
*why she so pissed over that
*did i say anything wrong?
*did i hurt anyone?
Robot says:
*I guess you knw how some people are into religion
*she prolly took it too srsly
dick. (W) says:
*fucking
*oversensitive childish fucked up bitch
*acting all pious and high class for fuck?
*wht she trying to prove to me?
Robot says:
*agreeing with that
*sometimes I wish she wld soften up abit
*I mean you've been nth but niceto her
*gave in to her alot
*and she can still treat you like shit
*you didn't scare her, you didn't do anything wrong to her I don't see why she shld be acting this way
*if it were me id still treat u the same yknow like be friends
dick. (W) says:
*yes.
Robot says:
*or at least make it clear you're just a freiend

3 out of 4. what happened to the other 1?

I never gave you a reason to hate me. You're just creating your own little drama out of pure insecurity.

Don't keep me waiting

How am i suppose to tell you how i Feel?
I would make you happy.
I am never going to leave.
I am going crazy for you.

You Mental Little Son of a Bitch

School phobia’ is a dreadful label for some children's perfectly understandable response to being compelled to go to school against their will. They are not phobic, any more than a conscientious objector is a coward; they are refusing – and in most cases very nobly. The outrages these children have been subjected to in the name of ‘education’ disgust me. They have been saddled with a pseudo-medical label that has deliberate connotations of ‘mental illness’ – with all the stigma and the implied (and not-so-implied) menace that goes with that. Their perfectly reasonable dissent, and their desperately courageous resistance to being hurt and harmed has been cynically redefined as ‘overdependence,’ ‘psychological instability,’ and ‘immaturity.’ They have been psychologically tortured under the guise of psychiatric or psychological ‘treatment’ for a non-existent ailment. Their parents – also demeaned by labels such as ‘overprotective’ – have been threatened with court action unless they physically force their terrified, traumatised children into school every day. Why don't they just comply? Because they know that forcing their child to go so school is immoral, psychologically harmful, and inimical to their child's education.

He doesn't look a thing like Jesus, but he talks like a gentleman

i want to say to any children out there who hate school: you are not alone. Most people hate it too, but usually they don't feel entitled to say so, and many can't bear to think about it so they hardly even know how they feel. You are not mad – you don't have a Deep Psychological Problem (though you might develop one if you stay in school against your will!); and you are not bad for wanting to live your life the way you choose, doing what you think right – that is what everyone should be doing. You are not the problem: coercion is the problem. Being forced to go to school is the problem.

Lost and Insecure.

I don't know why im full of negative thoughts these days, i can't help but feel so dark and down.
There's this emptiness inside me that yearns for something, something to fill in that missing piece. I never know what this mysterious piece was till it dawned on me that i've been yearning for attention from my friends all this time. Not my old friends i mean my new friends the one that i go to school with. I'd usually say i would rather be left alone to my own thoughts and be with myself cause i know i am just probably going to make a fool out of myself by breaking someone's heart with the things i say and the things i do. I feel left out and all i needed was some attention. I just needed someone to talk to me and be friends with me, make me feel good about myself. I want to be seen as someone important and vital someone who's opinion matters.
I just wanted a friend. I'm lonely and lost. I'm wandering a street full of unfarmiliar faces. No one cares, No one bothers.
Where did I go wrong?
Do i really deserve this?
It seems like everywhere i go the more i see, the less i know.

stay

We run around in circles
Stumble into hurdles
We can’t move
Were trying to make it easy
Somehow we thought it would be
We battled our frustrations
Nobody’s explanations could ever prove
Oh, I need to hard do this
Somehow the mark is missed

Stay, I just can’t stand to let it end this way
We got some much more than love to lose
My heart is way passed bruised
Almost, to late
Oh, but it wont break
If you would only…Stay

Everybody goes through stages
We thumble through the pages
We can’t see
Oh words can be deceiving
But u cant just stop belivein’
But hard times have their reasons
Roll in and out like seasons
So hold on
Oh together we can heal this
But I need your hand to feel this