Okay okay. I promise, i will get over her okay. I swear I will.
I have a lot of feelings for her deep down inside my heart and i'll
keep showing them until all the feeling has gone. It won't be long
before it's all gone. She's so cold i'll probably stop.
I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.
Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending, there's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
Pieces don't fit here anymore
You pulled me under if I had to give in
Such a beautiful myth that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises, I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone
OH! Don't misunderstand how i feel
Cause i've tried, yes I've tried
Bust still I don't know why, No I don't know why
I don't know why.
Why i can't explain why it's not enough
I gave it all to you
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Time to change
I’ve got one last chance to get myself together
I can’t lose no more time it’s now or never and I’ll try to remember who i used to be
I’ve got one last chance to get myself together
I can’t lose no more time it’s now or never and I’ll try to remember who i used to be
I’ve got one last chance to get myself together
The time has come for me to change again
I can’t carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don’t say that you have given up on me. Just give me the time and space to heal my head
I can’t carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don’t say that you have given up on me. Just give me the time and space to heal my head
Where are your friends tonight?
People like you are idiots! You think that music has to conform to some set of rules, has to met your standards of what is valid you act like some music is valid because it has a message that you think represents your ideas. Guess what retard, music is meant to be varied and enjoyed for the sake of itself, nothing more. If someone likes it that does not make them inferior or a poser. However, your ideas make you simply a dick!
MY DAD'S THE MINISTER OF FINANCE.
4:57 am
Mum's coming back today, in 5 hours.
I have soccer tmrw @ 11 am. I'm extremely exhausted, been cycling for 7 hours non stop. My thighs are aching, I feel drowsy, tired and bored. I've got Love of a Lifetime - Firehouse on replay, been playing it for an hour now so far.
4:58am
Had a great ride with Tariful today, played CSI with a dead cat that was lying on the road. Got hit on the head probably, there was a wound on its head. Argued with a Indian Security Guard at Serangoon Road, he told me off for cycling into the shopping mall, yeah sure you can tell me off for doing that but you guys should have seen the way he approached me it was like he was going to beat me up or something, Gave me that fucked up face and asked me why i cycled inside, told him i wanted to sit in the aircon that's all. He went on and blabber about calling the Police. That ticked me i raged and fumed inside and started barking back ,Tariful was trying to apologise, what a pussy, i was like no. Okay! Call the police. We didn't do anything wrong. What can the police do? You better chill, watch the way you talk to me. You don't know who the fuck i am, My DAD'S THE MINISTER OF FINANCE!, fuck the guy totally got his ego crushed lol and walked away.
HAR HAR HARH, That was probably the high light of the night i swear..
Mum's coming back today, in 5 hours.
I have soccer tmrw @ 11 am. I'm extremely exhausted, been cycling for 7 hours non stop. My thighs are aching, I feel drowsy, tired and bored. I've got Love of a Lifetime - Firehouse on replay, been playing it for an hour now so far.
4:58am
Had a great ride with Tariful today, played CSI with a dead cat that was lying on the road. Got hit on the head probably, there was a wound on its head. Argued with a Indian Security Guard at Serangoon Road, he told me off for cycling into the shopping mall, yeah sure you can tell me off for doing that but you guys should have seen the way he approached me it was like he was going to beat me up or something, Gave me that fucked up face and asked me why i cycled inside, told him i wanted to sit in the aircon that's all. He went on and blabber about calling the Police. That ticked me i raged and fumed inside and started barking back ,Tariful was trying to apologise, what a pussy, i was like no. Okay! Call the police. We didn't do anything wrong. What can the police do? You better chill, watch the way you talk to me. You don't know who the fuck i am, My DAD'S THE MINISTER OF FINANCE!, fuck the guy totally got his ego crushed lol and walked away.
HAR HAR HARH, That was probably the high light of the night i swear..
Monday, June 14, 2010
Life's a game of Risk
I was just thinking to myself about chances, taking chances. How would we ever know if something would be possible if we don't even try? We come up with so many theories, formulas and opinions in our head, we make assumptions and dwell on it for days, months sometimes even years but if we don't put our thoughts into practice it'll just be a theory forever, a thought lost in thousands of thoughts and what ifs.
What if we could all just ignore what others say or what others think and just try it, how can we know if we don't even try? How would you know it wouldn't work? Give it a try, don't be scared. It won't hurt. You've got nothing to lose. Take that risk.
I consider myself a risk taker, but all my life i've been taking the wrong risks, i've been risking too many chances and risking all the wrong things. I can't even think of a time when i made a risk worth taking, thou i know i probably have done a few. It's just i can't think of a risk that has made some form of important positive life changing impact on myself. I've gone through a hell load of shit in my life, i don't have a perfect life i don't have a normal life. I whine a lot. But i never think of others less fortunate than myself. Right now i just hope she's the risk worth taking
the branch i'll never break.
The flower that'll never die
the heart that will never stop beating
the sun that will never stop shining
and
the swan that'll never stop flying.
What if we could all just ignore what others say or what others think and just try it, how can we know if we don't even try? How would you know it wouldn't work? Give it a try, don't be scared. It won't hurt. You've got nothing to lose. Take that risk.
I consider myself a risk taker, but all my life i've been taking the wrong risks, i've been risking too many chances and risking all the wrong things. I can't even think of a time when i made a risk worth taking, thou i know i probably have done a few. It's just i can't think of a risk that has made some form of important positive life changing impact on myself. I've gone through a hell load of shit in my life, i don't have a perfect life i don't have a normal life. I whine a lot. But i never think of others less fortunate than myself. Right now i just hope she's the risk worth taking
the branch i'll never break.
The flower that'll never die
the heart that will never stop beating
the sun that will never stop shining
and
the swan that'll never stop flying.
What if there was no light.
Nothing wrong, nothing right.
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme?
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side.
That you don't want me there in your life.
Nothing wrong, nothing right.
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme?
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side.
That you don't want me there in your life.
What if I got it wrong?
And no poem or song..
Could put right what I got wrong,
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life.
And no poem or song..
Could put right what I got wrong,
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life.
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try?
How can you know it if you don't even try?
Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
Bout time i had myself some new shoes
Those are some hairy strong legs aye?
Anyway, was sitting in my dad's office and i was thinking to myself, should i get some shoes. So i went
Eh pa? I go get myself a shoe from next door? I want a new shoe.
He was like mm ok, what you need new shoes for?
Abt time i got one ah!
So went over took like 5 - 6 different pairs and finally chose this one.
I worked rly hard for these shoes! (hard my ass)
I couldn't get myself the DSLR i hoped for but yeah at least i got a shoe = )
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Toilet Papers.
Went to Surge II the Night before, with Jerome,Andrew Yeo,Scott and his 2 bros, Aloysious and Coop. Paid $25 for entrance fee, drank some alcohol, didn't get high or drunk at all. Couldn't really dance properly. Highlight of the night was probably the indian guy that whipped out his cock and started peeing all over the place.
3:04am
Watching ENGLAND VS USA
Yes, i have World Cup, we paid.
It's good i guess, not keeping a close eye on the match, TV's on but i'm looking at the monitor.
3:05am
Waiting to Dota with Eric.
3:05am
Today i asked Esther out, asked her if she wanted to study together somewhere, i had to ask her out wanted to see if i could tell her what i felt about her and hand her a letter. She wasn't free :( So, never mind it's okay.
Next time i guess, I haven't asked her out in like what a Month? I feel so unmanly.
3:08am
LoL USA just scored, really stupid goal.
Went out with Kristie, Jerome, Andrew Yeo and Tariful today. Watched A-Team, 5 STARS. AWESOME MOVIE. Ate Bean Curd after the movie, played hide and seek at La Salle and had a interesting cab ride home. Can't be arsed to really comment much on what happened in the cab, it was really good thou, really really good. I'll leave it at that.
3:10am
Guess i'm going to just go play L4D2 alone now since Eric's fcking watching soccer.
3:04am
Watching ENGLAND VS USA
Yes, i have World Cup, we paid.
It's good i guess, not keeping a close eye on the match, TV's on but i'm looking at the monitor.
3:05am
Waiting to Dota with Eric.
3:05am
Today i asked Esther out, asked her if she wanted to study together somewhere, i had to ask her out wanted to see if i could tell her what i felt about her and hand her a letter. She wasn't free :( So, never mind it's okay.
Next time i guess, I haven't asked her out in like what a Month? I feel so unmanly.
3:08am
LoL USA just scored, really stupid goal.
Went out with Kristie, Jerome, Andrew Yeo and Tariful today. Watched A-Team, 5 STARS. AWESOME MOVIE. Ate Bean Curd after the movie, played hide and seek at La Salle and had a interesting cab ride home. Can't be arsed to really comment much on what happened in the cab, it was really good thou, really really good. I'll leave it at that.
3:10am
Guess i'm going to just go play L4D2 alone now since Eric's fcking watching soccer.
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