my childhood

cried my eyes out today.
never have i shown that much emotion.
I tried to restrain and stop myself from crying
Was no use, had no other option, they poured out.

Memories from the past relived.
I recalled my childhood
The abuse i had to endure
Ongoing fighting between the two people my life revolved around.
Confused and Misunderstood, she vented her anger on me.

I don't think i can ever forgive,
but i'm obligated to assist
Wasn't her fault, she was afraid and alone
She yearned for love and that drove her to madness
Now look at her, look at me, look at us

Psychologically scarred, never realised this was the case.
Till I ventured deep into the soul and uncovered the truth from the past.