It's been 3 days so far.
3 days after the holidays.
3 days of having a good look at her face again.
3 days of extreme agony and pain.
3 days of frustration.
3 days of rage
3 days of confusion.
3 days of akwardness.
3 days of school.
more importantly
3 days of silence.
Yes silence, she has not spoken a word to me yet. What I mean is basic conversation, she hasn't started a conversation with me at all. No, How was the Paper? No, How was your Holiday? No, Hi. No, Byes.
I have to start a conversation with her all the bloody time and i always get short responses like, yeah okay it was alright. Then she turns around and starts talking animatedly to Furqan, going on and on and ranting about stuff, laughing out loud, giggling and hitting him and stuff. It hurts, it hurts to know that you do no wish to speak to me. I tried, i tried to talk to you. Don't call me a pussy, Fuck you. You're so childish Immature and so demanding, I cannot understand what the fuck you are trying to do? What the fuck do you want me from me? You have no idea how much pain i'm in every time i'm around you guys. I just end up pulling out my ear plugs and listening to a songs. It's way better than hearing conversations that i have no say in, I can't relate to you guys for shit.
I'd very much like to leave the group and hang out with other people in class but i cannot, it'll just make me look weak. I can't look weak i have my pride my ego. I can't lose face. And besides the whole fucking class is full of girls, Do you have any fucking idea how akward it would be for me to hang out with a bunch of girls all the bloody time? Exactly...
I'm tired. I'm fed up.
What the fuck do you want from me? What do you want me to do! I'm suffering every single minute in school.
I just want things to go back to the way they were before, at least it's much better than it is now. Looking at you is just so fucking akward. Why do you have to play mind games with me?
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
good morning
Take a look at the video, ignore the music if you hate it but the video really has alot of meaning
illuminati
Shut the fuck up. cant we enjoy music today without some asshole bringing up the illuminati. shit. everyone's so worried about illuminati and new world order bullshit. just enjoy the damn video. anything is symbolic nowadays that dont mean its bad. dont be easily convinced that artists are down with demons and shit. dont assume that either cuz 99percent its not true.
lay low
Do people really think writing an ignorant ass comment like "I will fuking say my opinions you big dick sucking monkey fucking piece of horse shit bastard that ever had the nerve to creep out of hell and tried to hump your own mother's pussy
" do you think that makes you so hard and changes what someone thinks orwhatever. Seriously come on now grow up unless you live in the same place with the person you're talkin to calm down with your internet keyboard fighting its lame!
" do you think that makes you so hard and changes what someone thinks orwhatever. Seriously come on now grow up unless you live in the same place with the person you're talkin to calm down with your internet keyboard fighting its lame!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
4chan teller.
BAM TO BEHOLD, A PUBLIC BULLETIN BOARD, BUILT OF BOTH BRILLIANCE AND BARBARITY BY BASTARDS WITH BONERS. THIS BASTION, NO MERE BULWARK OF BOREDOM, IS A BRUTAL BARRAGE OF BLISTERING BULLSHIT, BARELY BENEVOLENT BUT BEHIND THE BIGOTRY AND BOOBS, BEYOND THE BITTER BROADCASTS OF BRAGGING BUFFOONS: HERE BE THE BODY POLITIC. A BROTHERHOOD OF BLASPHEMY, BLESSED WITH MORE BALLS THAN BRAINS, BATTLING THE BLAND, THE BOGUS, THE BENIGN. BEDLAM? BRING IT ON. BUT I BABBLE BETTER TO BE BRIEF. YOU MAY CALL ME /B/
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