So cute
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Your Body is a Wonderland.
1:47am
I just woke up about 2 hours ago, had to take a nap. I've been exhausted and sleepy, blame it on the World Cup and me watching Wuthering Heights till about 4 am in the morning the night before. Anyway, i have a Malay paper later in the morning @11:30 am. Great, 10 hours away! (just realised it's 8:30) Economics in the afternoon @ 1:30pm, i'm totally clueless and way too tired to read my notes so i'm just watching some lectures on youtube.
Okay so it's finally dawned on me that I'm going nowhere with my fondness for Esther and I think I'm starting to forget why i ever liked her. I can't really see the 2 of us being anywhere anymore. We've been so akward and uncomfortable with each other for 3 months so far. I don't see a possibility of ever changing the way things are as it is nowadays. I'd really like to hope that we could somehow salvage our friendship but I reckon she'll never be a close friend or a good one anymore.
To be honest, I'm starting to find her very very boring and lame. It's been a really long time since she's ever told me ,personally, anything interesting that's been going on in her life, no funny moments, incidents from the holidays or jokes. When we're together its always akward silence. I can't come up with anything to make her laugh or interest her, out of fear of sounding ridiculous or stupid. I'd really rather much be satisfied just holding our tongues when we're together, it's nice just knowing she's there thou we can barely create a good conversation/discussion.
Anyway yeah, this is pretty much what i've been thinking about in my head so far. I really don't know what's going in her mind, I just want to tell her "Hey! I'll be here for you, you know, even though we really don't talk that much I'd like to listen and help you out"
I really really really just want things to be the way they were before, not that before was really good anyway, it's just better than where we are now.
We're in the middle of a highway, I can't move or i'll get hit.
I just woke up about 2 hours ago, had to take a nap. I've been exhausted and sleepy, blame it on the World Cup and me watching Wuthering Heights till about 4 am in the morning the night before. Anyway, i have a Malay paper later in the morning @
Okay so it's finally dawned on me that I'm going nowhere with my fondness for Esther and I think I'm starting to forget why i ever liked her. I can't really see the 2 of us being anywhere anymore. We've been so akward and uncomfortable with each other for 3 months so far. I don't see a possibility of ever changing the way things are as it is nowadays. I'd really like to hope that we could somehow salvage our friendship but I reckon she'll never be a close friend or a good one anymore.
To be honest, I'm starting to find her very very boring and lame. It's been a really long time since she's ever told me ,personally, anything interesting that's been going on in her life, no funny moments, incidents from the holidays or jokes. When we're together its always akward silence. I can't come up with anything to make her laugh or interest her, out of fear of sounding ridiculous or stupid. I'd really rather much be satisfied just holding our tongues when we're together, it's nice just knowing she's there thou we can barely create a good conversation/discussion.
Anyway yeah, this is pretty much what i've been thinking about in my head so far. I really don't know what's going in her mind, I just want to tell her "Hey! I'll be here for you, you know, even though we really don't talk that much I'd like to listen and help you out"
I really really really just want things to be the way they were before, not that before was really good anyway, it's just better than where we are now.
We're in the middle of a highway, I can't move or i'll get hit.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Fuck the Death Penalty for Drug Trafficking.Fuck it
There is a clear, longstanding and worldwide move toward restriction or abolition of the death penalty. Only a small minority of countries continue to implement the death penalty: in 2008, 25 countries carried out executions. ADPAN, Human Rights Watch and the International Harm Reduction Association (IHRA) oppose the death penalty in all cases as a violation of fundamental rights - the right to life and the right not to be subjected to cruel, inhuman, and degrading punishment.
Sixteen countries in Asia apply the death penalty for drug-related offenses. As many countries in the region do not make information on the death penalty available, it is impossible to calculate exactly how many drug-related death sentences are imposed. However, in Indonesia, Malaysia, Singapore, and Thailand, reports indicate that a high proportion of death sentences are imposed upon those convicted of drug offenses. ADPAN, Human Rights Watch, and the IHRA express particular concern that China, Indonesia, and Vietnam continue to execute individuals for drug offenses - and that some countries, such as China since the early 1990s, and Indonesia in 2008, have marked the occasion of June 26 with such executions.
Despite the executions in Asia, there is no clear evidence of a decline in drug-trafficking that could be attributed to the threat or use of the death penalty. There is no credible evidence that the death penalty deters serious crime in general more effectively than other punishments. The most recent survey of research findings on the relation between the death penalty and homicide rates, conducted for the United Nations in 1988 and updated in 1996 and 2002, concluded: "... research has failed to provide scientific proof that executions have a greater deterrent effect than life imprisonment. Such proof is unlikely to be forthcoming. The evidence as a whole gives no positive support to the deterrent hypothesis."
UN human rights mechanisms - including the UN special rapporteur on extrajudicial, summary, or arbitrary executions, and the UN Human Rights Committee - have concluded that the death penalty for drug offenses fails to meet the condition of "most serious crime", under which the death penalty is allowed only as an "exceptional measure" where "there was an intention to kill which resulted in the loss of life" (UN Doc, A/HRC/4/20, 29 January 2007, para 53). The UN high commissioner for human rights and the director of the UN Office on Drugs and Crime have likewise expressed grave concerns about the application of the death penalty for drug offenses.
Death sentences are often handed down after unfair legal processes, a problem made worse by laws, policies or practices regulating drug offenses in some Asian countries. Mandatory death sentences are applied for certain drug offenses in Brunei, India, Laos, Singapore, and Malaysia, leaving a judge with no discretion over the sentence for defendants found guilty. Mandatory death sentences violate international standards on fair trials. Individualized sentencing is required to prevent cruel, inhuman, or degrading punishment and the arbitrary deprivation of life. Singapore, which has one of the highest per capita execution rates in the world, as well as Malaysia, continue to hand down death sentences to individuals alleged to be drug traffickers after trials that presume guilt, and in which death sentences are mandatory.
Confessions that have been coerced sometimes form the basis of guilty verdicts, death sentences and executions. Competent legal assistance is unavailable to many defendants, including defendants facing drugs-related charges, leaving many with little capacity to mount a defense at any stage of the proceedings.
Draconian penalties for drug offenses, including the death penalty, hinder public health programs that reduce the harm drugs may cause to individual drug users, their loved ones, communities, and states. China, Malaysia, and Vietnam have recently stepped up their harm reduction programs to reduce HIV, hepatitis C and other drug-related health and social harms. However, excessive punishments and overly repressive drug law enforcement have been shown time and again to drive target groups away from such services. The death penalty therefore not only violates the right to life of those condemned, but is actually counterproductive to efforts to reduce the harm caused by drugs.
Sixteen countries in Asia apply the death penalty for drug-related offenses. As many countries in the region do not make information on the death penalty available, it is impossible to calculate exactly how many drug-related death sentences are imposed. However, in Indonesia, Malaysia, Singapore, and Thailand, reports indicate that a high proportion of death sentences are imposed upon those convicted of drug offenses. ADPAN, Human Rights Watch, and the IHRA express particular concern that China, Indonesia, and Vietnam continue to execute individuals for drug offenses - and that some countries, such as China since the early 1990s, and Indonesia in 2008, have marked the occasion of June 26 with such executions.
Despite the executions in Asia, there is no clear evidence of a decline in drug-trafficking that could be attributed to the threat or use of the death penalty. There is no credible evidence that the death penalty deters serious crime in general more effectively than other punishments. The most recent survey of research findings on the relation between the death penalty and homicide rates, conducted for the United Nations in 1988 and updated in 1996 and 2002, concluded: "... research has failed to provide scientific proof that executions have a greater deterrent effect than life imprisonment. Such proof is unlikely to be forthcoming. The evidence as a whole gives no positive support to the deterrent hypothesis."
UN human rights mechanisms - including the UN special rapporteur on extrajudicial, summary, or arbitrary executions, and the UN Human Rights Committee - have concluded that the death penalty for drug offenses fails to meet the condition of "most serious crime", under which the death penalty is allowed only as an "exceptional measure" where "there was an intention to kill which resulted in the loss of life" (UN Doc, A/HRC/4/20, 29 January 2007, para 53). The UN high commissioner for human rights and the director of the UN Office on Drugs and Crime have likewise expressed grave concerns about the application of the death penalty for drug offenses.
Death sentences are often handed down after unfair legal processes, a problem made worse by laws, policies or practices regulating drug offenses in some Asian countries. Mandatory death sentences are applied for certain drug offenses in Brunei, India, Laos, Singapore, and Malaysia, leaving a judge with no discretion over the sentence for defendants found guilty. Mandatory death sentences violate international standards on fair trials. Individualized sentencing is required to prevent cruel, inhuman, or degrading punishment and the arbitrary deprivation of life. Singapore, which has one of the highest per capita execution rates in the world, as well as Malaysia, continue to hand down death sentences to individuals alleged to be drug traffickers after trials that presume guilt, and in which death sentences are mandatory.
Confessions that have been coerced sometimes form the basis of guilty verdicts, death sentences and executions. Competent legal assistance is unavailable to many defendants, including defendants facing drugs-related charges, leaving many with little capacity to mount a defense at any stage of the proceedings.
Draconian penalties for drug offenses, including the death penalty, hinder public health programs that reduce the harm drugs may cause to individual drug users, their loved ones, communities, and states. China, Malaysia, and Vietnam have recently stepped up their harm reduction programs to reduce HIV, hepatitis C and other drug-related health and social harms. However, excessive punishments and overly repressive drug law enforcement have been shown time and again to drive target groups away from such services. The death penalty therefore not only violates the right to life of those condemned, but is actually counterproductive to efforts to reduce the harm caused by drugs.
Friday, June 25, 2010
Refreshing Start
Tariful says:
*i really want to eat macdonalds
*: (
dick. (W) says:
*i dreat
*about us
*most exciting dream
*iv had in awhile
*damn beautiful dream
*we went to some party
*in singapore
*afternoon party
*it was like an exhibition
*a show
*then
*suddenly it became night
*u and tariful was walking
*back heading somewhere different
*i was on my bike
*tariful had his earpiece on
*and
*but
*his mp3 player was in my pocket
*and he was walking fast
*and iw as cycling slow
*so we kept getting shit caught
*in the wires
*then
*eric called his dad
*asked dad to pick him up
*father said no.
*he whined
*then
*i had a great idea
*i was like
*come on guys
*follow me
*then suddenly
*im going to new town secondary
*in my uniform
*then
*i walked pass by farmiliar faces.
*mr goh the super fat oily guy
*was EXTREMELY FAT THIS TIME
*so many new faces
*i walked to the u know our old block
*all the way back
*up the spiral stairs
*went into a classroom and saw outside 5- 1
*i was like oh
*this is where it is now
*then i knocked the door casually
*with my bag slinged around the back
*i was like hi t'cher ill be here for 1 week.
*i didnt explain much
*she said oh oky.
*i went inside i see eric and tariful sitting on left hand extreme front corner
*i went all the way to the back sat at the extreme right back corner
*there was this girl and this guy
*i sat next to the guy
*the guy sat next to the girl
*the girl was all the way at the corner
*sec, let me get u her facebook
Tariful says:
*cool story bro
dick. (W) says:
*http://www.facebook.com/steph.micayle?ref=ts
*never met her before irl
*but in my dream she was a cool person
*lol
*the class didnt say much
*a few people in class were like, eh dick?
*but then i just sat there and talked to the girl
*and slouching around
*then someone in the front row
*thre a pencil case at the teacher
*the teacher initally asked to be handed some kind of wokr? or something like that but instead a pencil case came out of no where
*she dodged it.
*and i was like WATF.
*then i talked to the girl about it
*then recess came
*i tottally forgot about eric and tariful
*i like, walked with the girl away to some corner to chillax at during recess
*but recess wasnt even in new town
*it suddenly became some hawker centre @ redhill.
*wher emy old primary school was.
*we walked away frm the hawker centre towards some car park i think
*then ERIC CALLED ME AND SPOILT THE FUCKIN DRE
*DREA
*dreamm
Tariful says:
*LOL
*he was like
*should i call dick
*i was like yeh
*wow that was long
*scroll on top
Eternal ruler says:
*i didnt bother
*to read
dick. (W) says:
*its a fucking good dream thats why im happy
Tariful says:
*its not exciting
*at all
Eternal ruler says:
*i just saw dick typing
dick. (W) says:
*i dreamt about my old house too in secondary school
Eternal ruler says:
*and i knew it was gonan be bullshit
dick. (W) says:
*waht bullshit
*i dreamt abt u guys
*:(
*fuck it was DAMN FUN LAR.
Tariful says:
*FUN WILL BE THE END OF YEAR
*i really want to eat macdonalds
*: (
dick. (W) says:
*i dreat
*about us
*most exciting dream
*iv had in awhile
*damn beautiful dream
*we went to some party
*in singapore
*afternoon party
*it was like an exhibition
*a show
*then
*suddenly it became night
*u and tariful was walking
*back heading somewhere different
*i was on my bike
*tariful had his earpiece on
*and
*but
*his mp3 player was in my pocket
*and he was walking fast
*and iw as cycling slow
*so we kept getting shit caught
*in the wires
*then
*eric called his dad
*asked dad to pick him up
*father said no.
*he whined
*then
*i had a great idea
*i was like
*come on guys
*follow me
*then suddenly
*im going to new town secondary
*in my uniform
*then
*i walked pass by farmiliar faces.
*mr goh the super fat oily guy
*was EXTREMELY FAT THIS TIME
*so many new faces
*i walked to the u know our old block
*all the way back
*up the spiral stairs
*went into a classroom and saw outside 5- 1
*i was like oh
*this is where it is now
*then i knocked the door casually
*with my bag slinged around the back
*i was like hi t'cher ill be here for 1 week.
*i didnt explain much
*she said oh oky.
*i went inside i see eric and tariful sitting on left hand extreme front corner
*i went all the way to the back sat at the extreme right back corner
*there was this girl and this guy
*i sat next to the guy
*the guy sat next to the girl
*the girl was all the way at the corner
*sec, let me get u her facebook
Tariful says:
*cool story bro
dick. (W) says:
*http://www.facebook.com/steph.micayle?ref=ts
*never met her before irl
*but in my dream she was a cool person
*lol
*the class didnt say much
*a few people in class were like, eh dick?
*but then i just sat there and talked to the girl
*and slouching around
*then someone in the front row
*thre a pencil case at the teacher
*the teacher initally asked to be handed some kind of wokr? or something like that but instead a pencil case came out of no where
*she dodged it.
*and i was like WATF.
*then i talked to the girl about it
*then recess came
*i tottally forgot about eric and tariful
*i like, walked with the girl away to some corner to chillax at during recess
*but recess wasnt even in new town
*it suddenly became some hawker centre @ redhill.
*wher emy old primary school was.
*we walked away frm the hawker centre towards some car park i think
*then ERIC CALLED ME AND SPOILT THE FUCKIN DRE
*DREA
*dreamm
Tariful says:
*LOL
*he was like
*should i call dick
*i was like yeh
*wow that was long
*scroll on top
Eternal ruler says:
*i didnt bother
*to read
dick. (W) says:
*its a fucking good dream thats why im happy
Tariful says:
*its not exciting
*at all
Eternal ruler says:
*i just saw dick typing
dick. (W) says:
*i dreamt about my old house too in secondary school
Eternal ruler says:
*and i knew it was gonan be bullshit
dick. (W) says:
*waht bullshit
*i dreamt abt u guys
*:(
*fuck it was DAMN FUN LAR.
Tariful says:
*FUN WILL BE THE END OF YEAR
ADVENTURELAND
dick. (W) says:
*im going to
*back
*to my movie
*i'll ttyl?
Eternal ruler says:
*lol
*what movie
*are u watchoing
*tell me something interesting
*so it wake me up
dick. (W) says:
*adventureland
Eternal ruler says:
*wakes
*what the fuck
dick. (W) says:
*its about
Eternal ruler says:
*is that
dick. (W) says:
*this girl
Eternal ruler says:
*is she hot
dick. (W) says:
*that likes this guy
Eternal ruler says:
*the girl
dick. (W) says:
*kristen durst
*the one from twilight
*i like her attitude
*very sexc.
Eternal ruler says:
*oh
*lol
*u wana sex her up
*??
dick. (W) says:
*yeah
*i really want to
*i wanna sex any girl right now
*i have so much
*testosterone in me
*i feel like ragining
*i get so angry
*everytime
*im like
*fuck
*im 18
*and im not
*having fucking sex
*on a proper
*constant basis
*on a stable
*like..
*having sex every few times a month
*or shit like that
*it annoys me
*i need to fuck
*i want to hold someone in my arm
*and grind my body against hers
*and run my fingers through her hair
*and kiss her lips
*bite her tongue
*and rub my face all over her junks.
Eternal ruler says:
*LOL
dick. (W) says:
*i wanna reach my hands into her trowsers and grab her bum
*and hold it against my pelvis
*and gently thrust her towards me while i squeeze her fucking ass slowly.
*this interesting enough for you eric?
*can i post this on the blog?
Eternal ruler says:
*what
*up to u
*i didnt say shit
dick. (W) says:
*its not true^ whut i wrote here lol. its just funny cus u wanted something interesting.
Eternal ruler says:
*put LOL nice
*for me
*im going to
*back
*to my movie
*i'll ttyl?
Eternal ruler says:
*lol
*what movie
*are u watchoing
*tell me something interesting
*so it wake me up
dick. (W) says:
*adventureland
Eternal ruler says:
*wakes
*what the fuck
dick. (W) says:
*its about
Eternal ruler says:
*is that
dick. (W) says:
*this girl
Eternal ruler says:
*is she hot
dick. (W) says:
*that likes this guy
Eternal ruler says:
*the girl
dick. (W) says:
*kristen durst
*the one from twilight
*i like her attitude
*very sexc.
Eternal ruler says:
*oh
*lol
*u wana sex her up
*??
dick. (W) says:
*yeah
*i really want to
*i wanna sex any girl right now
*i have so much
*testosterone in me
*i feel like ragining
*i get so angry
*everytime
*im like
*fuck
*im 18
*and im not
*having fucking sex
*on a proper
*constant basis
*on a stable
*like..
*having sex every few times a month
*or shit like that
*it annoys me
*i need to fuck
*i want to hold someone in my arm
*and grind my body against hers
*and run my fingers through her hair
*and kiss her lips
*bite her tongue
*and rub my face all over her junks.
Eternal ruler says:
*LOL
dick. (W) says:
*i wanna reach my hands into her trowsers and grab her bum
*and hold it against my pelvis
*and gently thrust her towards me while i squeeze her fucking ass slowly.
*this interesting enough for you eric?
*can i post this on the blog?
Eternal ruler says:
*what
*up to u
*i didnt say shit
dick. (W) says:
*its not true^ whut i wrote here lol. its just funny cus u wanted something interesting.
Eternal ruler says:
*put LOL nice
*for me
Thursday, June 24, 2010
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