It's funny how I think we communicate through that little box in Facebook, yeah the one where you write a short little description. I know Right! I mean it's either just me and my extremely high ego or she could be referring to someone else or something, anyway. Depends really on how you look at it. I tend to think too much and worry about all the small little things cause in my opinion its the small little things that really count. Anyway! I really do hope whatever she types in that little box are small hints for me to follow, cos if they are i swear i'll follow and listen to whatever she wants me to do.
If it isn't for me.. If it isn't then i guess, fuck me and my naiveness.
I hate it how i can't be myself around her and she takes it as me not having any confidence at all, i don't know if she notices that the only reason why i can't be myself around her is cause she isn't herself when she's around me either. I mean she's a totally different person when she's with Furqan, IT'S LIKE SHE MAGICALLY CHANGES INTO THIS CUTE LIL FLUFFY BUNNY WHO'S ALWAYS LAUFFIN AT ALL THE SHITZNIz he Does, and I SWEAR ITS SO FUCKKKKKKKKKKINN CUte whenever she laughs, yes i use the word fuck to stress on my point. It's really really cute, i SWEAR. REALLY you gotta hear it for yourself, not the cuteness that gets you all hard in your pants but that cuteness that gets you all mushy and jelly-olly inside. yeah that one. hur hur hur.
If i can make other girls, i don't have any strong feelings for laugh. Why can't i make you laugh? I mean, i'm fucking cool aren't i? Fuck yeah i'm the baddest motha fucka anyone's ever seen. So why can't i be bad ass when i'm with you? It's cos you're like a lion tamer and i'm the fckin lion. You tame me. =)
fuck yeah!
gotta make this shit ass blog more fckin livelier and back to the old me.
all these mushiness is bad for thy ego.
EGO EGO EGO !!
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