Fields and flowers
Lions and rats
Birds and Butterflies
Pigs and Sloths
Tanks and Jets
Cars and Boats
We run from Goats
To be free from the jolts
that crash on us from above.
We're violent and full of emotions
Where's the devotion, and transmotion?
Do we live to evoke transmissions
through out the cells of benediction
constantly trapped in the cycle of creation.
Our sight is eclipsed by uncertainty and
we yearn for the farmiliar,
We are afraid of change,
Gripped by fear of the unknown
Doomed to suffer if we do not change.
Storms and Fire
War and Fights
Rage and Plagues
Why the hate?
Why the hate?
Leave it all to fate.
Cus i hate the hate.
Stop the hate.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Pop your head like me
Everyone's always unhappy about something. Always unhappy about this or that never satisfied, never content, never thankful, never truly appreciated what they have in life and how fortunate they are. Never.
We're materialistic and pathetic,
We are over fed, spoilt and greedy.
We whine and cry and get upset over mote
We want more
We are always a-bore
We are the world
We are 2010
We are human.
This is who we are.
We're materialistic and pathetic,
We are over fed, spoilt and greedy.
We whine and cry and get upset over mote
We want more
We are always a-bore
We are the world
We are 2010
We are human.
This is who we are.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Sydney, its a very pretty city, its one of the cities i wouldn't mind living in you know. Beautiful, beautiful architecture, very European in its design but very diverse in its origins. I was walking the back alleyways of the town and it felt like Spain, stone pathways with arches present in the buildings made it really really cool. Once i emerged from the alleys it felt like paris, with the shops and the mannequins dressed in high priced designer clothes, walking down further and it felt like new york with the Sydney bridge emerging out from the city skyline ( and if u you played gta iv before even more so) it was breathtaking. Walking then to the peer revealed the Sydney bridged and the Sydney opera house, it was beautiful with the blue water against the suburbs in the distance. Not to mention there are like a high amount of hot woman around, asians and ang mohs rofl. Nice city, although navigating through the fucking city is like a maze. err what else should i say? er ok lets rate the shit up. Singapore is a 7/10 city, because i grew up there im biased i love it its home, truly, thats what my senses tell me anyway. Sydney would be an 8.5/10 only because the cost of living there is mad, really mad parking in town for an hour cost 12 bucks it was insane imagine the cost of food ;/ and christchurch would be a 7/10 its pretty but its not developed enough.
so im coming back to Sg gotta save save save.
so im coming back to Sg gotta save save save.
Monday, July 5, 2010
manic
Hypomania and Mania in Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar mania, hypomania, and depression are symptoms of bipolar disorder. The dramatic mood swings of bipolar disorder do not follow a set pattern. Depression does not always follow mania. A person may experience the same mood state several times -- for weeks, months, even years at a time -- before suddenly having the opposite mood. Also, the severity of mood phases can differ from person to person.
Hypomania is a less severe form of mania. Hypomania is a mood that many don't perceive as a problem. It actually may feel pretty good. You have a greater sense of well-being and productivity. However, for someone with bipolar disorder, hypomania can evolve into mania -- or can switch into serious depression.
The experience of these manic stages has been described this way:
Hypomania: At first when I'm high, it's tremendous ... ideas are fast ... like shooting stars you follow until brighter ones appear... . All shyness disappears, the right words and gestures are suddenly there ... uninteresting people, things become intensely interesting. Sensuality is pervasive, the desire to seduce and be seduced is irresistible. Your marrow is infused with unbelievable feelings of ease, power, well-being, omnipotence, euphoria ... you can do anything ... but somewhere this changes.
Mania: The fast ideas start coming too fast and there are far too many ... overwhelming confusion replaces clarity ... you stop keeping up with it … memory goes. Infectious humor ceases to amuse. Your friends become frightened ... everything is now against the grain ... you are irritable, angry, frightened, uncontrollable, and trapped.
If you have three or more of the mania symptoms below most of the day -- nearly every day -- for one week or longer, you may be having a manic episode of bipolar disorder:
Excessive happiness, hopefulness, and excitement
Sudden changes from being joyful to being irritable, angry, and hostile
Restlessness, increased energy, and less need for sleep
Rapid talk, talkativeness
Distractibility
Racing thoughts
High sex drive
Tendency to make grand and unattainable plans
Tendency to show poor judgment, such as deciding to quit a job
Inflated self-esteem or grandiosity -- unrealistic beliefs in one's ability, intelligence, and powers; may be delusional
Increased reckless behaviors (such as lavish spending sprees, impulsive sexual indiscretions, abuse of alcohol or drugs, or ill-advised business decisions)
Some people with bipolar disorder become psychotic, hearing things that aren't there. They may hold onto false beliefs, and cannot be swayed from them. In some instances, they see themselves as having superhuman skills and powers -- even consider themselves to be god-like.
Bipolar mania, hypomania, and depression are symptoms of bipolar disorder. The dramatic mood swings of bipolar disorder do not follow a set pattern. Depression does not always follow mania. A person may experience the same mood state several times -- for weeks, months, even years at a time -- before suddenly having the opposite mood. Also, the severity of mood phases can differ from person to person.
Hypomania is a less severe form of mania. Hypomania is a mood that many don't perceive as a problem. It actually may feel pretty good. You have a greater sense of well-being and productivity. However, for someone with bipolar disorder, hypomania can evolve into mania -- or can switch into serious depression.
The experience of these manic stages has been described this way:
Hypomania: At first when I'm high, it's tremendous ... ideas are fast ... like shooting stars you follow until brighter ones appear... . All shyness disappears, the right words and gestures are suddenly there ... uninteresting people, things become intensely interesting. Sensuality is pervasive, the desire to seduce and be seduced is irresistible. Your marrow is infused with unbelievable feelings of ease, power, well-being, omnipotence, euphoria ... you can do anything ... but somewhere this changes.
Mania: The fast ideas start coming too fast and there are far too many ... overwhelming confusion replaces clarity ... you stop keeping up with it … memory goes. Infectious humor ceases to amuse. Your friends become frightened ... everything is now against the grain ... you are irritable, angry, frightened, uncontrollable, and trapped.
If you have three or more of the mania symptoms below most of the day -- nearly every day -- for one week or longer, you may be having a manic episode of bipolar disorder:
Excessive happiness, hopefulness, and excitement
Sudden changes from being joyful to being irritable, angry, and hostile
Restlessness, increased energy, and less need for sleep
Rapid talk, talkativeness
Distractibility
Racing thoughts
High sex drive
Tendency to make grand and unattainable plans
Tendency to show poor judgment, such as deciding to quit a job
Inflated self-esteem or grandiosity -- unrealistic beliefs in one's ability, intelligence, and powers; may be delusional
Increased reckless behaviors (such as lavish spending sprees, impulsive sexual indiscretions, abuse of alcohol or drugs, or ill-advised business decisions)
Some people with bipolar disorder become psychotic, hearing things that aren't there. They may hold onto false beliefs, and cannot be swayed from them. In some instances, they see themselves as having superhuman skills and powers -- even consider themselves to be god-like.
You don't love me the way i love you
But you don't love me the way that, I love you
'cause if you did girl you would not, do those things you do
You killed my heart just to see if, I will rise
Above your anger and above your lies
And all I see of you, is when you're not so busy
Oh your not so busy
And you don't love me the way that, I love you
'cause if you did boy you would not, do the things you do
You turned my life around, before that I am glad
However much I love you this love is getting bad
And oh my darling look at you
The words that only you could use
But you no you'll always be my girl, girl
I'll take you out just for a bite
Show you all the city sites
But you know you'll always be my girl, girl
But you don't love me the way that, I love you
'cause if you did boy you would not, do those things you do
You killed my heart just to see if, I will rise
Above your anger and above your lies
And all I see of you, is when you're not so busy
Oh your not so busy
But you don't love me you don't care, woman
And you don't love me you don't care, woman
'Cause you don't love me you don't care, woman
if you don't love me you don't care, woman
Oh woman
Sunday, July 4, 2010
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