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Monday, March 19, 2007

In school

Today in class.. Lol Der was dis huge moth in class about 2 times my palm size. It wouldnt move nor go away. despite throwing a few dozen of tissues it didn't fly or do a single shit except for flapping its wings a little. I wonder if it'd still be der tommorow. if it is ill take photo.

Hong Tai didn't come today. and the whole group didn't do our project which was spose to be about sum preventing std shit. but today we changed cos we couldn't find anything about std tat was different from other countries.. and shit.. bleh u won't udnerstand.. but..so we switched to dengue mosquito shit thingy... and we didn't do much about it in class at all.. so we just talked bout Zion, Dota, World of WarCraft, and about how fat, stupid eric is and how he has no life by sitting on the computer the whole day playing nothing but wow... It was kinda fun cos the teachers were staring at my whole group. halfway while i was saying " I sat right infront of the comp just staring at it with no life... then marc added '' yeah and a dengue mosquito came and bit u...'' HAHA WE all laughed cos the teacher was staring at us and we had to change the topic and stuff.. we were lame but it was fun larh.. dont realli care.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

y.

I lost my wallet today.. Well it was about time i lost it.. haha. I was on my way to school.. and i had my lil bro's ez link card and mine inside.. i know i lost it on bus 93. cos that's the only bus i took.. bfore i lost it. When i was about to board bus 14. I noticed that my wallet was missing and i panicked.. I tried calling my dad 4 times but he never answered. Then i called Lilly to inform here that i had lost my wallet and i had no means of transportation or any cash or coins on me to take another bus to school.. So... i walked back home. and stared at my laptop filling out the lost and found form for the stupid sbs... they dont fcking pick up der fone. bastards. whats the use of a fone no. if no1 answers it .. i just hope i'll get b ack the wallet. i want the card. keep the money

Monday, March 12, 2007

INTERNET BACK

God Finnaly I've back my internet connection!!

I told StarHub I'd pay my bill online via Credit Card and asked if they could reconnect me back! And they bought it.. -_-" Wtf. They aren't really smart people eh.. haha now i can go and start messing around with my laptop and shit.

Yeah, so i just came back from KFC! Ate with my usual group of people.. We ate loads of shit and paid $40. I paid $40 to put on extra weight? LOL.. yeah haha... But it was really delicious.


I'm gonna go change this gay shitty skin but in the meantime i'll just stick with this fer a while.

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Well its about time i posted something funny well ere they are


Lego CounterStrike.

The Worst Fight Scene Ever The worst, and best fight scene of all time. From a movie called ``Undefeatable`` (1994).


HAHAH THIS IS THE BEST SHIT EVER

Birth Day BASH

I've got to resist the urge to type true English!! I've been posting everything here in simple english and its about time i actually type english.. :D kk i feel lazy to do so now.

Today, Yvonne NEVER CAME TO SCHOOL? OMFGG WTFFFF?????? My Geography Teacher didn't turn up today too.. -_-" 2 of my Favourite lessons and the teachers ended up not coming? Grrr I always look forward to English Lessons and Humanities..

Lilly, came late for classes today:P The class was waiting for her at the hall for around 10mins.. She turned up later and while on the way back to our class.. The boys were waiting outside for me, From Various classes.. All ready to pounce on me and bash me up.. Wtf? I had to stand outside the class cos Lilly said i was fooling around outside, But i was just trying to not get myself hit @ all.. Which failed of cos =D haha

So after English Lesson, which happens to be the last period... I thought i could escape getting F*cked up but Thx to :D Louis, Andrew and Ian.. -.-" I had to walk myself back to the toilet and there waits my punishment for running away.. :{ On to the toilet, Miss Lai [Tui Tion] was walking pass by .. I tried to get her to save me :P haha [right... liek that'll happen] but she thought i was fooling around again so i shouted "MISS LAI U SUCK!" She continued walking so i said wtf.. bastard teacher to myself..

After turning a corner with the group of guys following me behind she came back and she was like MAD. 0,,0" [I said to myself.. shit i over did it.. ] She asked me what i said and i said.. U suck.. thats all? And she was like. Don't ever make scold my name or something like that.. bleh whatever i was okay.. sorrry........... yeah and i got humiliated infront of the whole Express Classes and the group of bastards that were following me behind.

At that point i was freaking nervous.. and terrified of cos.. When we entered the toilet.. WTF THERE WAS ALMOST 2 CLASS FULL OF GUYS WAITING.. some standing on the sinks, urinal cubicle.. all ready to jump and wack.. i was like omfg shit.. so much don't hit so hard ler? U guys didn't even get me a present or something yet alone Greet me Hppy B'day. WEll i could tell what they wanted was just give me a good wacking :P Probably cos of my mouth or sumthing.. WElll yeah i gave Andrew the Camera to catch everything on Video.. I WON'T EXPLAIN MUCH. I'll let the Video do all teh talking but.. That wasn't all btw its much more worse than what u'll see.... hahaha

KK I'm watching Borat now and i feel like laughing my fucking ass off cos its damnn funny :D.. haha yeah so.. I'll blog later

----------------------------------Laptop Still hasn't arrived.. -_---------------------------

The True meaning of love

Flames to dust
Lovers to Friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Flames to dust
Lovers to Friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why do all good things come to an end?
Why do all good things come to an end?

Why does my happines have to end? When will everything revert to how it used to be when i was young..

Flames to Dust
Lovers to Friends
Why do all good things come to an end?
Come to an End?
Come to an End?
Come to an End?
Why do all good things come to an end?

Does anyone know what's the meaning of Love?
The true meaning of Love? No man can ever define the true meaning of love..


Here are some opinions:

i think love is never tired of waiting; love is kind; love has no envy; love has no high opinion of itself, love has no pride; love's ways are ever fair, it takes no thought for itself; it is not quickly made angry, it keeps no accounts of wrong; it takes no pleasure in wrongdoing, but has joy in what is true; love has the power of undergoing all things, having faith in all things, hoping all things. though the prophet's word may come to an end, tongues come to nothing, and knowledge have no more value, love has no end.

Love has never been defined since man began, so we have to use our own hearts and minds to decide. Love isn't all about looking at a good looking woman/man and hearing fireworks go off all the time. That's usually physical attraction, but it's normal at the beginning of our relationship. Love is respect, wanting to help that person in any aspect of their lives; protect them from harm's way; knowing that each other will be there 100%; feeling safe with that person; proud of being with them; sharing your hopes and dreams together; and my favorite ... feeling like you can conquer the world together! Knowing you will be together no matter what and continue on until the day you pass away. Now that's love to me!

The Meaning of Love and being in Love is and this is from my opinion: When two people care for each other so much that they would not let nothing or no one get in there way of being together. And they will go to the end of the world to be with each other and do anything for one another. But no one can explain Love. There is no explantion only what u would call Love.
well im only 15 but from my opinion of love we argue and fight but no matter what we always find some kind of way to make up. If you love some one then you trust them, you can count on them when you need them most. Fine things mean nothing but time means everything. You should be able to tell eachother everything. If you never argue then thats not love. And there really is no true definition of love because everyone feels different about the person they love. You can't just speak for everyone. because what i was reading didn't make since to me and this was coming from Adults.

The person who said-- You love somebody if you care for them more than you care for yourself. You love somebody when you would rather make them happy then your self happy-- you were absolutely right. Love can be described by that. If your own wants and needs dont matter to you as long as that person is okay, than that is true love

I believe that love can be described in more ways than one and there sure are different kinds of love you feel for someone but when you can't eat and can't sleep because all you think about is that special someone than you are definately in love. Ever sit on the couch thinking your going to relax and read a book or something and you look down and your on page 10 of the book but because your mind is thinking about the person you just can't seem to get your mind off of you have to go all the way back to page number one.....or you have a date with that special someone and when you glance at him/her for the first time that night your stomach knots with butterflies and you suddenly feel so sick because there's the man(woman) of your dreams standing in front of you....my defintion of love is when you can't wait to see that person again; when you get dropped off at home but run for the phone just so you can hear their voice once again; when you would give anything to be together just five more minutes; you trust them with all of your heart; your comfortable together and know you could talk about anyhting; you are there for each other no matter what good or bad; you stand beside them proudly with confidence and last but definately not least, sharing speacial moments that one day you know will make wonderful memories to look back on and share with the ones you love the most.

True love is when one cares about someone else's well being as much as one cares about one's own. Making someone else happy is certainly important, and yet one's own happiness in addition to that and as a result of that is what genuinely is true. True love stands together in equality and balance to what is honest, true and caring and not only about romantic love. It is a kindness of heart, soul, and mind. True love can be definited and is also a given, known and reciprocated when two people "share" in it.

That last post was right on! If we aren't happy with ourselves and tripping over ourselves to always please our partner without expecting anything back, then I don't call this love at all. One thing most of us have made mistakes over is wanting a 100% perfection in relationships and there is no such beast! Love has never been defined because it means different things to different people. Going to bed and making love is only an expression of love, but it's the tough stuff inbetween and sticking together that is the closest to love I've found.
To me love is putting up with the arguments with that person and arguing your family down for them. Love is always being there but I don't think when you love some one you should love them more than your self because that is totallu unhealty.

Love is a feeling, an emotion that cannot be explained. Either you feel it or you don't. We call it 'love' because there is no explanation for it. It is not a rational, predetermined action. When you can't rationalize that feeling then you call it love.

Love has no meaning at all! It is the very essence of our being, It is Life itself. "Infinite Love is all there is, everything else is Illusion". Enjoy it! There is nothing else to do :-).
"Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserveres. Love never fails!"

The meaning of love and being loved? I don't think anyone can explain it, love is not something that can be explained it is a feeling that each and everyone should feel at least once in their life (hopefully). Of course it can be expressed but as for explained well it is difficult as everyones love is different. Love is a feeling that only the 2 people involved can understand, and if you dont understand it yet then just wait. Don't try to find a meaning for something which you cant. Love is everywhere it is something to be found and then understand, not explained. There is no explaination that is anywhere near what loving someone and being loved by the same person, truely is.

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

Movie

The whole family just left to watch a movie at Plaza Singapura.. I didn't come along even thou they tried to pester me again and again... I'm not in the mood to celebrate or do anything at the moment... Yeah why u ask? It's cos of her.. i don't see the point in celebrating if someone's suffering....

My dad said he's gonna send me to a Physciatrist cos he thinks im growing too fast and i'm not giving my parents any respect... Yeah it's also cos of today... He said i've changed alot.. Well what do u expect? I'm growing up dad.. I've had it enough with your stingy ways.. Ur always thinking saving money will give me a good life.. WELL WHAT'S THE POINT OF HAVING A GOOD LIFE IF I AIN'T GONNA HAVE A GOOD CHILDHOOD? HUH? I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO LIVE MY LIFE LIKE HOW I'M SPOSE TO DO SO.. I'M NOT SPOSE TO BE STUCK IN ASIA.. EVEN THOU I'V GOTTA ADMIT WE'RE ASIANS.. I DON'T LIKE HOWWW BLOODY FUCKING CONSERVATIVE WE ARE.. I'VE YET TO GO OUT WITH A GIRL, ON A REAL DATE.. I'VE YET TO GET MY FIRST KISS, I'VE YET TO FUCK SUM1 IN THE ASS.. I'VE YET TO GET MY FIRST Bleh. i ain't saying any more.. cos i know Yvvone is gonna talk to me about this shit.. -.-"

I JUST WANT U TO KNOW DAD.. WE'VE GOTTA STOP ACTING LIKE WE'RE A NORMAL INCOME FAMILY.. U KNOW UR RICH. I KNOW UR RICH. UR FRIENDS KNOW UR RICH.. I JUST WANNA SPEND MONEY...... PLEASEEEEE LET ME DOOOOO
if u keep saying we're not rich then explain to me this...
1.U've got 5 fucking shops in Q'way
2.Each shop makes on average 3k a day ( DON'T FRIGGIN LIE to me i did the accounting...
3.U MAKE 1 MILLION A YEAR IN SALES.. (I SAW THE YEAR END REPORT)
4.We've got 4fucking houses in Philippines
5. U'VE GOT A TOTAL OF 5CARS AND 1 MOTORBIKE (I'VE GOT 1 FOR MYSELF)
6.We own 8 computers.. come on.. do normal people have 8 comps?
7.U GIVE ME 2K ON SPECIAL OCCASIONS BUT I CANT SPEND THEM..
8.U TAKE TAXI WHENEVER U GO OUT . EVEN IF ITS FROM BUKIT MERAH TO QUEENSWAY SHOPPING CENTRE FTW?(but u dont let me take them even if i'm fucking far and i've lost my way)
9.U'll buy anything for urself and ur other family if u want to.. U DONT EVEN HAVE TO THINK.( BUT U MAKE ME GO ALL OVER SINGAPORE LOOKING FER THE CHEAPEST PRICES)
10.U buy mom gold every year.. U'VE SPENT MILLIONS ON THEM (I REMEMBERED MOM ASKING THE SALES PERSON HOW MUCH ALL OF THE SHIT SHE OWNS COULD BE SOLD FOR)
There are more reasons dad.. I just dont wanna type all of them ere kay?
I'm so fcking pissed now.. and FOR THOSE BASTARDS READING THIS POST AND THINKING IM TRYING TO SHOW OFF.. SCREW U MOTHERFUCKERS AND GO FUCK UR DAD AND MOM. BITCH HOLES...... STFUU AND FUCK OFF.. DONT EVER COME HERE AGAIN. SCREW OFF!!!

[This blog was never made to be known to everyone.. I planned on making it my personal diary. but after it started to leak i had no choice.. ]