Let it be known that
I never said anything
Only because i was afraid to
I wanted to
I just couldn't bring myself to
If someone else comes
I wish you all the best
There's nothing i can do.
Even if i wanted to.
I'd cry for you.
But i'd still be happy for you.
Deep in a trance, my mind is
fixated upon your image.
You haunt me,
In my dreams and thoughts
i see you, eternal peace
and everlasting calmness.
You and me, we should
Am i alone. Fantasy,Fantasy.
I know who you are. I know who you are.
Do tell me, your words ring in my head.
Your laughter, your voice it stings.
Cos it rings, constantly rings.
In my head, In my mind,
I find, it hard. but i don't mind.
Do you ever?
Think of blossoms and blue clouds.
Laying on grass patches.
Face up, staring at the sky.
Imagining Images and shapes.
I do. I imagine your face. I imagine us.
Yes imagine, because i'm limited to imagination
Reality, does not allow, has forbid me.
I will not abide, i shall not abide.
But i am forced. I am restricted.
Confined, Stuck, Immobile. Wishing to move.
GOODNIGHT ^^, you're online now btw. =3
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Saturday, April 3, 2010
:3
Humiliation, Transfiguration
I long to be in notion
With your devotion to satisfy my emotions
Adore you, i do, For you i do.
Will you be who? Cos i want you to.
Deepest Oceans, I swim against the motion
To hear your commotion.
I want you, I need you.
Shall i be for you,
Eternal and Everlasting azure.
I long to be in notion
With your devotion to satisfy my emotions
Adore you, i do, For you i do.
Will you be who? Cos i want you to.
Deepest Oceans, I swim against the motion
To hear your commotion.
I want you, I need you.
Shall i be for you,
Eternal and Everlasting azure.
Introverts and Extroverts.
extrovert.
Definition: Most people believe that an extrovert is a person who is friendly and outgoing. While that may be true, that is not the true meaning of extroversion. Basically, an extrovert is a person who is energized by being around other people. This is the opposite of an introvert who is energized by being alone.
Extroverts tend to "fade" when alone and can easily become bored without other people around. When given the chance, an extrovert will talk with someone else rather than sit alone and think. In fact, extroverts tend to think as they speak, unlike introverts who are far more likely to think before they speak. Extroverts often think best when they are talking. Concepts just don't seem real to them unless they can talk about them; reflecting on them isn't enough.
Extroverts enjoy social situations and even seek them out since they enjoy being around people. Their ability to make small talk makes them appear to be more socially adept than introverts(although introverts may have little difficulty talking to people they don't know if they can talk about concepts or issues).
Extrovert behavior seems to be the standard in American society, which means that other behavior is judged against the ways an extrovert would behave. However, extroverted behavior is simply a manifestation of the way an extrovert interacts with the world. Extroverts are interested in and concerned with the external world.
introvert.
Definition: Contrary to what most people think, an introvert is not simply a person who is shy. In fact, being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness. Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.
Introverts are more concerned with the inner world of the mind. They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. They often avoid social situations because being around people drains their energy. This is true even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, they need time alone to "recharge."
When introverts want to be alone, it is not, by itself, a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.
Being introspective, though, does not mean that an introvert never has conversations. However, those conversations are generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.
i = intro, not extro.
Definition: Most people believe that an extrovert is a person who is friendly and outgoing. While that may be true, that is not the true meaning of extroversion. Basically, an extrovert is a person who is energized by being around other people. This is the opposite of an introvert who is energized by being alone.
Extroverts tend to "fade" when alone and can easily become bored without other people around. When given the chance, an extrovert will talk with someone else rather than sit alone and think. In fact, extroverts tend to think as they speak, unlike introverts who are far more likely to think before they speak. Extroverts often think best when they are talking. Concepts just don't seem real to them unless they can talk about them; reflecting on them isn't enough.
Extroverts enjoy social situations and even seek them out since they enjoy being around people. Their ability to make small talk makes them appear to be more socially adept than introverts(although introverts may have little difficulty talking to people they don't know if they can talk about concepts or issues).
Extrovert behavior seems to be the standard in American society, which means that other behavior is judged against the ways an extrovert would behave. However, extroverted behavior is simply a manifestation of the way an extrovert interacts with the world. Extroverts are interested in and concerned with the external world.
introvert.
Definition: Contrary to what most people think, an introvert is not simply a person who is shy. In fact, being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness. Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.
Introverts are more concerned with the inner world of the mind. They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. They often avoid social situations because being around people drains their energy. This is true even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, they need time alone to "recharge."
When introverts want to be alone, it is not, by itself, a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.
Being introspective, though, does not mean that an introvert never has conversations. However, those conversations are generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.
i = intro, not extro.
esther
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*i got good idea
*liosten
andrew yeo. says:
*lol.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*LISTEN
*I GOT GOOD IDEA.
*i learn
*to play
*the guitar
*then ill go serneade esther
*OK
Eternal ruler says:
*stfu
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*:D
*GOOD IDEA?
Tariful says:
*fuck u
Eternal ruler says:
*fuck face
andrew yeo. says:
*urm.
Tariful says:
*its gonna take u
Eternal ruler says:
*go and die
andrew yeo. says:
*okay.
Tariful says:
*10 months
Eternal ruler says:
*u mother fucking
*piece of shit
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*no
*just learn
Tariful says:
*to leanr to paly chords
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*1 song
Tariful says:
*JUST CHORDS
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*no
*LISTEN
Eternal ruler says:
*1 song
Tariful says:
*LOLZ
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*JUST RMBR
Eternal ruler says:
*1 song
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*1 SONG
Eternal ruler says:
*go die
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*play that song
Eternal ruler says:
*you fucking
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*get her
Eternal ruler says:
*sucker
Tariful says:
*GFUCK U LAR JUST CREATE
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*and forget about the guitar
Eternal ruler says:
*go die
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*GOOD IDE?
Eternal ruler says:
*burn in hel
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*IDEA?
Tariful says:
*yar
Eternal ruler says:
*u fucking
*shit
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*kk
Tariful says:
*you should
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*awesome
Tariful says:
*just kill yourself
*GO
Eternal ruler says:
*fucking piece of shit
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*....
Tariful says:
*CREATE
Eternal ruler says:
*kill yourself
*u mother fucking
*diaf
*bitch
*fucking hopeless bastard
andrew yeo. says:
*why not make the girl do that for you.
*hahaha.
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*haha
Eternal ruler says:
*why not make esther suck his dick
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*idk how to.
Eternal ruler says:
*u know
*how to suck
*a dick
[Ray(W)] D; says:
*teach me.
Eternal ruler says:
*your mum
*expert
Tariful says:
*AHAHAH
*GO IN
*lAR
aTtraction
why are you friends with your friends?attraction.why do you go out and purchase that fancy new car?attraction.why do you say or do anything?attraction.does that mean you are trying to exploit or molest these things?no!!just because you have a negative connotation for a word has nothing to do with it's definitive meaning,that's just your conditioning.maybe if you let go of the ego and look at things objectively,you could see that the perversion of society has conditioned you to think this way.ego
just to clear things up for the "ill"educated that choose to speak for a society that is infected by evil,thus spreading it in their interactions henceforth.
at·trac·tive (-trktv)adj.
1. Having the power to attract.
2. Pleasing to the eye or mind; charming.
there is only negative meaning if it is placed upon it by your subjective and life-programmed perspective.i suggest you take a look at yourself and notice that you let the evil,of the society you so fervently speak for,taint you!!!
spending time.
Spending time with her, really good. Don't know what to do or say, Feel shy but i cannot help it. What to do? Try and think, constantly thinking of things to say. Hard, very hard. Don't want to say the wrong stuff, want her to laugh and smile, cos seeing her do that is really nice. I like it a lot. I wish she would try talking to me instead of me always trying to start a conversation. Wait don't get me wrong, that probably came off the wrong way, i don't think she does not want to talk to me, but i think she too does not know what to say. I'm uncomfortable around her and i bet she feels the same but that's only cos i want to impress you. The things i'm saying now are not smooth, because i'm typing whatever is coming to my mind now. Words are passing through my head. I would like to tell you more. But i'm running out of things to say. I really like you, It's good we're spending time together, wait no not together we spend time with our friends together. But i would like to spend more time with you alone but not feel uncomfortable like how i am with you now. I want you to open up to me. I want you to want me. Cos i want you, do i not show you that i want you? Or is it because u don't think i am compatible for you. Why am i so insecure? I do not behave like this. I'm confident, why am i suddenly all shy now? what? huh? I'm being really nice towards you. Do you not see it? I don't think you do. You haven't gotten to know me well yet, but that is because you do not ask. I want you to ask, cos i will tell you. I want to tell you. Please ask, I want to ask you but you just give me that feeling, the weird feeling. You are not like the rest, you are different , i like that.. I really do.. That is what makes me like you. But if i were to put you on a scale of how difficult you are to get, you're prolly a 9.5. Yes you are not easy. I don't know what i am lacking. I want you to tell me. pls tell me. I await your signs.
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